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what is it that wise men say? (only fools rush in) by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-06-25
JJ: I saw my teammate's partner kissing someone else in a bookstore in vermont!
JJ: assemble the troops!
Shane (knows): oh no.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 29,064
- Chapters:
- 26/26
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #83256506
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You are a traitor, you lied to all of them. To have teammates question him? To have years of loyalty erased in a single night? You are a fucking liar. Something twisted violently inside his chest. The first sob escaped before he realized he was crying. His vision blurred instantly. "No." His hands began shaking. "No." The container slipped. He caught it. Stared at it. The stupid fucking chicken. The stupid fucking rice. The stupid fucking vegetables. Or a canon divergence after Shane trips. It was for nothing.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,677
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #86842336
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something told me to come by Tizniz
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-06-22
"Hollander." Rozanov says, voice quiet to match the atmosphere. Swallowing, Shane curls his fingers towards his palms, hiding the shaking there. "Rozanov." "It is late." "Yeah." "Why are you in gym?" "Why are you?" Rozanov shrugs, a casual little thing, "Something told me to come."
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,507
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #87152796
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Blade to the Heart by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-06-21
The best time to do it, really, would be just before Rozanov headed back to Moscow. His American friends would think he’d headed home early, and his family in the old country would believe he had stayed in the states longer. The confusion would delay the manhunt a precious few days, enough for Shane to be sure he was well away from the fallout.
So that’s when he would do it, he decided. He would kill Rozanov after one of them won Rookie of the Year.
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Shane has successfully gotten away with murder twice by the time he meets Ilya Rozanov, and he’s convinced the man will be his perfect hat trick. After all, such a powerful obsession with Rozanov must go beyond sexual. It must be the urge to kill. It has to be.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,200
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #87104331
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Miracles Happen All The Time by mkfreckles
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-06-20
Hayden ran up, grabbed his hand and said in his dad-of-a-kid-having-a-meltdown voice “Hey, hey, it’s going to be okay Shane. They’re going to take good care of you. That appendix is going to come right out and you’ll be back in no time.” Shane’s teary eyes widened and then narrowed. “What?” he gasped out between shallow breaths. “Fuckin' hell, I told him not to say that.” the doctor muttered. “What do you mean? It’s not his appendix? What’s going on?” “Hollander is in labor and the baby is coming very soon, so Pike please let the EMT’s load him up. He’s going to Montreal General. We called his parents and they’re on their way.” ______________________________ Shane Hollander had been under a lot of stress lately, coming out to his team, supporting his secret boyfriend, ect. So something may have slipped through the cracks and was now going to make itself known right here on the ice of this Ottawa vs. Montreal game.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 7,161
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #85047551
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“Why am I here?” Shane asks, braver than he feels.
“Because you are very special, Shane. And it was time for me to bring you home.”
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Or, a kidnapping fic
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 47,592
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #81706906
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Sea Lion Woman by Anonymous
Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-06-15
There was a burst of static, a gusty sigh. "Shanushka, you have the biggest 'bottom eyes' I have ever seen."
"That's not a thing."
"It is absolutely a thing, and that thing is you," she cackled, and he hung up the phone, ears so hot they should have been smoking.
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Or, Shane meets Svetlana first, and it changes everything and nothing.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 90,936
- Chapters:
- 7/?
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #82898901
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The Chaos Theorem (or: Shane Hollander needs a nap and a therapist. He got Ilya instead) by Anonymous
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-06-13
Welcome to the Ultimate Game.
If you’re looking for a chronicle of redemption or, worse yet, a fairy tale ending with a kiss under the snow, you’ve walked into the wrong locker room. This is the story of a sabotage.
For ten years, the hockey world has feasted on the rivalry between two captains with the same hunger one brings to a public execution. And us? We served them the blood on a silver platter, while in the shadows of hotel rooms in Montreal or Boston, we exchanged fluids and secrets with the precision of two spies in enemy territory.
They believe the ice is a sanctuary of heterosexual secrets. They don’t realize that while they were betting on our next elbow to the face, they were witnessing a long, violent decade of foreplay.
Now, it’s time for El Plan.
Shane is the butterfly flapping its wings on an underwear billboard. I am the tornado about to level the entire NHL.
Grab your popcorn. It’s going to be a beautiful massacre.
My name is Ilya Rozanov, and you can thank me later.
Or: how Shane and Ilya gaslit the entire world by officially "starting to date" in 2020.
- Part 1 of Hit Me With Your Best Shot
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 75,201
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76617896
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Shane was fine until the fire alarm. Or, mostly fine. He was holding on. Because he knew that once practice was done, he could go home, have a nice long shower, and then hide away in his bed. There’d be no expectations of him, no one looking to him for what to do next, no one needing something from him. They’d been taking from him all day and he could feel the pieces of himself disappearing. He wasn’t sure how he’d managed to run the drills he did during practice.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,338
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #86662931
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all that i lacked so long and loved so well by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-06-11
Because it's good news, right? That no one has told him that Ilya is— There probably would have been headlines. Or a press release. A photo of him in his jersey, smiling, two dates only twenty-eight years apart, a few lines about his career, and no listed survivors. Supportive tweets from a bunch of people in the league. Shane's team would put out a press release about the foundation and probably get a flood of donations. There would be something, if he were—
But there's nothing. There's just this void. Nothing, nothing, no sign of him. It's like Ilya has disappeared off the face of the earth.
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Shane's point of view on the events of lonely i came, and i depart alone
- Part 2 of a strange door
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,373
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #86550126
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SHANE
➥ We can resign the paperwork in your name.
➥ I mean, you could pick a new car, but there's hardly any place for another one, unless you get rid of yours. I have some contacts with car dealers in the area. I doubt it you want a Jeep, though?ILYA
➥ hmmmmm
➥ if i say i want a porsche will you buy me porscheSHANE
➥ A sports one? No. They drive too fast.
➥ But a regular one, sure. What colour?ILYA
➥ well my main concern was that they cost as much as a fucking house baby, but
➥ orange?SHANE
➥ I can look around.ILYA
➥ wait no
➥ no
➥ shane
➥ dont
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or: a year into dating, ilya and his daughter move in with shane, and a long week of fuck-ups and bad luck follows.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 49,263
- Chapters:
- 5/6
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #84673001
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shane hollander has spent the last six months learning how to survive. he did not account for how much harder it would be to learn how to live.
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or, shane's pov immediately picking up from where everytime i leave left off.- Part 2 of the whump series
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 39,659
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #85964176
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After becoming a Boston Raider, Shane was still bracing, waiting for something to go wrong.
Eventually, however, he realizes he doesn’t have to.
Ilya has some feelings about it too.- Part 2 of Boston AU
- Part 2 of My Autistic Shane Hollander Writings
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 63,186
- Chapters:
- 31/31
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #79941521
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honey, tell me, are you good at staying still? by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-06-07
Life feels so chaotic for Shane sometimes, with all the loud noises and the unwritten rules he’s expected to follow, even though no one ever taught them to him. It’s why the bookstore feels more like home to him than anywhere else in Boston. It doesn’t ask Shane to be anything other than himself. Doesn’t ask for any more than he can give.
He can just exist here.
Shane likes slow, likes taking his time. And Ilya - without saying or doing anything in particular - makes Shane feel like that’s okay. Like he isn’t doing anything wrong by standing still sometimes.
(Or, Shane works in a bookstore, Ilya plays hockey, and they both go to the same college. They fall in love in every universe.)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 24,218
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #86311836
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It's the middle of playoffs and the Centaurs team doctor Terry is doing physicals to make sure no has sustained any injuries that would affect their play. He does Shane's and he sees Shane is slightly underweight then what is normal for him during playoffs. When he brings it up with Shane he brings up the fact that Shane is diagnosed with an eating disorder and tells him that he will have a chat with Shane's therapist and nutritionist on what to do. Shane does not take this very well.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 21,704
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #84174116
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“And that’s why you’re our favourite son.” Shane manages to hide his flinch, just barely, and mostly because Ilya is being pulled into a hug by Yuna. Shane bites the inside of his cheek as he watches the way his husband and mom embrace so easily.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,310
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #86188206
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Circuit Breaker by Shanebug (Wildandflourecent)
Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-06-02
Shane sighed, but nodded. “I’m just so tired of this. I don’t want to spend the rest of my life dealing with it.” Shane thought he was angry, but the sentiment just came out sounding sad.Ilya took a deep breath, running his wedding band along Shane’s cheek. “I know, Sweetheart. But you also have me for the rest of your life. Dealing with it with you. Tears pricked the corner of Shane’s eyes. Ilya pressed a kiss over his heart, where his head still lay. Or, glimpses of Shane navigating sensory overload throughout his life, and the ways those around him impact it.
- Part 4 of Est. 2021
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,008
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #86012821
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Shane doesn't quite remember when he became Hollander. Somewhere between mites and middle school, people started to refer to him by his last name. But he vividly remembers the moment he realized he was Shane Hollander now. Teenage hockey phenom, someone to look up to. A brand. What he didn't realize then was how being Shane Hollander would make his world seem smaller. There are so many things Shane Hollander can't do.
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Shane is a good son who visits his parents on weekends. Shane Hollander is a professional athlete with a clean reputation. Hollander is a little freak who wants to get railed until he forgets he even has a name. And never the twain shall meet. So why the fuck is Rozanov calling him Shane now?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 46,217
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #81492886
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The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-05-28
A private conversation between Shane and Rose goes viral. No, not that one. Another one. One about unrequited love, undiagnosed autism, and a preference for submission. The fallout will be impossible to handle. Especially because Ilya Rozanov probably saw the entire thing.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 9,152
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #85697226
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Still The One by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-05-28
“Shane has boyfriend?"
“Mom thinks so. He’s dodging my texts, but it definitely seems like he’s seeing someone.”
Ilya's whispered "No" was drowned out by a loud snort from another teammate, who said something like, "Good for lil' bro."
Ilya shouldn’t feel like dying. Should have expected this to happen at some point. Deserved it, even. He had been ghosting Shane for months, after all.
In which Ilya knows he's not good enough to be with his best friend's little brother. He spirals over Shane possibly dating someone else nonetheless.
Alternatively, Ilya will always be the one Shane will still run to.
- Part 1 of Hurt/Comfort One Shots
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 24,244
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #85710316