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How I Learned to Stop Worrying (but Didn't Love the Bomb) by Anonymous
Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-09-06
“Mom?” His mother moved the tea and plate of cookies closer to him, but Shane didn’t let himself get distracted. “I think I’ve had another memory lapse. Why wasn't Ilya in the play-off games? Did something happen?”
Mom dropped her phone.
Why does she have such a weird look on her face?
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Shane has memory gaps and keeps journals. Then, after the seventh game of the playoffs, he discovers they can send him back in time.
At first, he only wants to fix his relationship with his team.
Every attempt makes things worse.
Shane tries again.
And again.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,955
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #92103291
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Things No One Expected by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-07-13
The New York couples during the years of peak Hollanov toxicity in this verse.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 20,585
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #87760796
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“Why am I here?” Shane asks, braver than he feels.
“Because you are very special, Shane. And it was time for me to bring you home.”
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Or, a kidnapping fic
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 47,592
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #81706906
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The Knight by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-05-16
Ilya Rozanov, ages eight to fifteen.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 18,195
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #84401236
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After Ilya dies, Shane tries—very hard and for as long as he can—not to kill himself.
- Part 12 of all dwk heated rivalry fics
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,172
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #81783876
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i love you (say it back) by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-03-18
Ilya Rozanov has been saying I love you into the void his whole life.
To his mother’s cold hands at twelve, making promises she can’t hear. To his teammates through fist bumps in tunnel rituals that cost nothing because they ask for nothing. To a sleeping man, in Russian, because his native language is the only container safe enough for what he actually feels. To a country he is slowly losing the ability to love back.
He keeps saying it. No one says it back.
Until they do.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 35,285
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #80635976
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a year safe in your heart by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-03-13
“And you’re sure there’s nothing for you?” David says suddenly. “You’re not—you’re feeling okay? You’re not sick? Shane wouldn’t have any reason to think that you’re sick?”
Ilya blinks and turns to him. “I am fine. Totally fine. Better than fine, even, before today.”
“It’s just—Shane’s acting like you’re dying, Ilya.”
“Not as far as I’m aware,” says Ilya. “And I do not think he would learn this before me.”
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The summer before Ilya joins the Centaurs, Shane wakes up nervous. It doesn't stop from there.
- Part 1 of anonymous cottage collection
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 54,996
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #78743291
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Ilya hadn't responded for several hours. Just before warm ups, at the last possible second, Ilya had sent two photos.
The first was the nightstand beside Shane's bed, where his boring hockey book and sexy glasses sat arranged with a strip of condoms and the bottle of lube. The second was Ilya's suitcase open on the floor.Shane had seen it. He had told Ilya, when he'd skated up to him during stretches, that leaving the suitcase open there was a tripping hazard. Ilya had laughed him back to the Metros bench.
He wasn't laughing now.
OR: Shane gave Ilya the code to his condo before the game. With Shane hospitalized and his status uncertain, Ilya embarks on a quest to get his stuff back.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,924
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #80680381
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hold your hand through plastic now by shaneshole (MuddieBuddies)
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-02-20
Male carriers are a rare breed in North America. With only .005% of the male population having the recessive gene. In Canada there are a couple hundred male pregnancies documented each year with only half of them carrying to full term. Shane Hollander was one of the .005%. He just didn't know it. or; the angsty Shane Hollander mpreg fic
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 59,243
- Chapters:
- 12/12
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #75293396
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Title inspired by pool (stripped) - by Samia Ilya's life was perfect. The Centaurs were thriving with both Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov. He'd always loved playing against Shane, but playing with him, with his ring on his finger, was a whole other level. He couldn't have been happier. He doesn't remember why it happened. Or why it had to happen to him. Or Ilya gets in a car crash and everything changes.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 11,411
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77539541
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The bitter cold by TheQueenoftheAbyss
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-08
Shane Hollander is young, fit and healthy, he works out, he plays hockey, he eats a ridiculously healthy diet. Shane Hollander dies on the ice at age 30. - Shane’s body is cold. Ilya’s heart is cold.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,828
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77287056
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A devastating on-ice collision changes everything for Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov, and everyone who loves them.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 16,511
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #76168231