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  1. Déjà vu by

    Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
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    2026-10-25

    2014: Ilya Rozanov shocks the world and breaks Shane Hollander’s heart by disappearing without explanation, and without a goodbye kiss.

    2024: A devastating injury forces Shane to retire early, so he moves to a small town to coach girls hockey and figure out what the hell to do with the rest of his life.

    When recently divorced Ilya Rozanov walks into the rink with his twin girls, Shane has to decide if he’s brave enough to risk a second chance on a broken heart, and a rekindled romance with the first and only boy he ever loved.

    ***

    “So.” Ilya cleared his throat. “Should we tell the girls their Daddy and their coach used to date?”

    “We didn’t date. We hooked up a few times, then you disappeared.” Shane looked away to hide his heartbreak as he lied, “It doesn’t even matter. It’s not like I loved you or anything.”

    “No, of course not.” Ilya tried to smile through a lie of his own, “I didn’t love you either.”

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    Chapters:
    29/?
    Files:
    2 versions
    AO3:
    #79333006

  2. The B.E.A.R.S. by

    Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
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    2026-10-22

    Shane Hollander would probably rather die than admit to the world (or himself) that he’s a sub, because all respected NHL players are doms. When years of living a touch-starved, repressed, hockey-focused life finally catch up with him and cause a medical emergency, he’s not scared or sad. He’s fucking angry. And he becomes Ilya Rozanov’s problem at the Behavioral Education & Authority Relationships Services (B.E.A.R.S. for short).

    Or: Shane is strong, stubborn, difficult and he bites. Ilya is extremely patient but instantly whipped. A not entirely typical bdsm AU.

    Language:
    English
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    143,646
    Chapters:
    22/22
    Files:
    3 versions
    AO3:
    #87558606

  3. So You Need a Place to Stay? by

    Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
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    2026-10-19

    A snowstorm strands the Boston Bears in Montreal with not enough hotel rooms and nowhere to go in their rival’s city.
    On a reckless impulse, Ilya volunteers to stay with Shane Hollander.
    His teammates think it’s a joke.
    Shane plays along.
    No one knows they were in the same bed just hours ago.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    108,495
    Chapters:
    19/22
    Files:
    1
    AO3:
    #81853816

  4. the shade of it all by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
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    2026-09-30

    A smutty ghost story by Calico

    Inspired by this incredible tumblr post.

    "It's got good bones," Shane said, to everyone who would listen, forestalling their totally valid concerns about depreciation and the novelty wearing off and like, subsidence. Boring stuff that Shane did not care about today because this was Ilya Rozanov's house. This was the actual house that Rozanov lived and died in, all those years ago. The man, the legend, and now – technically, if someone wanted to think of it like that, and Shane did – the roommate!

    Language:
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    Words:
    47,234
    Chapters:
    7/8
    Files:
    1
    AO3:
    #87878746

  5. there's things i want to say to you (but i'll just let you live) by

    Heated Rivalry (TV)
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    2026-09-09

    Shane recovered at his parents’ house. For once, he didn’t watch any hockey games after the Metros were knocked out of the playoffs. He knew it baffled his mom, but how was he supposed to tell her that the only thing he wanted to do while watching was analyze and pick apart the plays with Ilya fucking Rozanov — the man who had eviscerated his heart? Some days Shane felt so empty he didn’t know if he even cared about hockey anymore. That always sent him spiraling into a panic, because how could he not care about hockey? All Shane Hollander was supposed to care about was hockey. -- Or, what if Ilya had ended things in the hospital when he went to visit Shane?

    Language:
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    35,100
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Files:
    1
    AO3:
    #80428706

  6. Do You Want Me Too? by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2026-07-21

    “Right,” he responded, “Shane. It’s – my name is Shane.” “Shane,” Ilya’s mouth curled into a smile. “It is very nice to meet you,” his eyes tracked down to the label sewn on his front jacket, S. Hollander. “Shane Hollander, paramedic.” _________________ or: Ilya is the Ottawa Centaur's star player. Shane Hollander is a paramedic. What starts as one hour together becomes years of chasing, longing and - despite their best efforts otherwise - falling in love.

    Language:
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    59,513
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Files:
    2 versions
    AO3:
    #86241561

  7. pull at the thread by

    Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
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    2026-07-10

    Yuna slides a folder on the table closer, pulling out two packets of paper. She’d gone all out with the contracts. Mainly, Shane suspected, to ease his nerves about the lines of the relationship. Plus, she was always nothing if not prepared.

    She hands one contract to Shane, then another to Rozanov. “As a reminder, this is not legally binding. If either of you wants out early, can’t meet obligations, or wants to change things down the line, that is perfectly fine, and we can work with that. This just lays out the exact timeline of the relationship,” she begins, “down to the start and end dates."

     
    - or, Shane and Ilya never start hooking up in 2010. So eight years later, after they both come out on their own, Yuna Hollander (momager of the century) decides that a PR relationship would be very beneficial for her son and his infamous rival. And everything definitely goes exactly according to plan... or something like that.

    Language:
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    108,003
    Chapters:
    27/27
    Files:
    2 versions
    AO3:
    #82164541

  8. worse to be nothing (with you) by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
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    2026-07-09

    After winning the cup two seasons in a row, Shane Hollander is inexplicably traded to a west coast team just two days before Montreal and Boston are to meet for the first time of the season. Shane reaches out, Ilya doesn't reply. Then Ilya reaches out, Shane ignores him.

    What now?

    Language:
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    61,376
    Chapters:
    20/36
    Files:
    2 versions
    AO3:
    #83455676

  9. even now. by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2026-07-04

    After divorce and retirement, Ilya Rozanov finds himself back in Shane Hollander's orbit. It's been thirteen years since they've spoken.

    Ilya finds ways to stay.

    Shane finds ways to let him.

    Or.

    Pathetic Divorced Man Ilya Rozanov spends an increasing amount of time with his ex.

    title from even now by william fitzsimmons

    Language:
    English
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    109,442
    Chapters:
    33/33
    Files:
    1
    AO3:
    #86097511

  10. please, won't you (make a family with me) by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2026-07-01

    Léa Martin @MrsLéaMartin92
    Shane Hollander is TAKEN !?

    Clara @mrsshanehollander4ever
    Shane Hollander has a BABY????

    Léonie @LeonieGagnon27328
    Is this officially the NHL’s cutest baby?

    Lily @BostonLily1991
    DOES THE BABY HAVE FRECKLES?

    Charlotte @charlottefromquébec
    Replying to @BostonLily1991
    what?

    One month before the tuna melt incident, pictures are posted online of Shane and Hayden’s outing to the aquarium.

    Within minutes, the internet is convinced that Shane Hollander has become a father, and people everywhere are mourning the fact that the NHL’s most eligible bachelor is off the market.

    “People everywhere” includes Ilya Rozanov.

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    8,304
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Files:
    1
    AO3:
    #87615576

  11. The First Shift by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2026-06-14

    Three rookies. One season. Cameras everywhere. The First Shift is a reality show following the NHL’s hottest rookies from Draft Day through their first year — on the ice, off it, and everywhere in between. Which is a problem for Shane and Ilya almost immediately.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    32,296
    Chapters:
    16/?
    Files:
    1
    AO3:
    #81910611

  12. No Longer Bracing by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2026-06-08

    After becoming a Boston Raider, Shane was still bracing, waiting for something to go wrong.
    Eventually, however, he realizes he doesn’t have to.
    Ilya has some feelings about it too.

    Language:
    English
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    63,186
    Chapters:
    31/31
    Files:
    1
    AO3:
    #79941521

  13. Still The One by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
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    2026-05-28

    “Shane has boyfriend?"

    “Mom thinks so. He’s dodging my texts, but it definitely seems like he’s seeing someone.”

    Ilya's whispered "No" was drowned out by a loud snort from another teammate, who said something like, "Good for lil' bro."

    Ilya shouldn’t feel like dying. Should have expected this to happen at some point. Deserved it, even. He had been ghosting Shane for months, after all.

    In which Ilya knows he's not good enough to be with his best friend's little brother. He spirals over Shane possibly dating someone else nonetheless.

    Alternatively, Ilya will always be the one Shane will still run to.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Files:
    2 versions
    AO3:
    #85710316

  14. bad case of lovin' you by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2026-05-26

    “Okay, give me five minutes. This patient will not take long.” Luca nods in thanks and scurries off to busy himself in the meantime. Ilya huffs another sigh, shaking his head as he finally pulls up the digital chart. Shane Hollander Age: 27 Height: 177.8cm Weight: 88.5Kg Temp: 36.6 BP: 118/75 -Patient presented with syncope, nausea and vertigo. -shane hollander comes into ilya rozanov's ER, two months after they had a wild one-night stand)

    Language:
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    100,176
    Chapters:
    15/15
    Files:
    1
    AO3:
    #82018061

  15. in your arms i'd start a war by

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    2026-05-13

    Ilya widens his eyes, moves his hands in an impatient “get on with it” motion. He has the urge to say it for him, end both their misery. Shane blinks rapidly a few times, takes another deep breath. “I want to stop,” he says simply.

    Ilya lets out one humorless laugh, “Stop what?”

    Shane ignores him. “At the All Star Game, I told you I liked you. And you said about Russia and your family. And I looked some things up. I get it. I get it better now. I know we can’t but I can’t stop wanting to be…more. Unless we stop.”

    OR

    Shane just wants to be friends and Ilya is, like, fine with that or whatever

    Language:
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    59,096
    Chapters:
    13/13
    Files:
    1
    AO3:
    #79806981

  16. Modern Lockets by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2026-05-12

    “Sweetheart, your pretty little head is so silly. For every photocard I make of ugly hockey men, I make two of my gorgeous, radiant, pulchritudinous boyfriend. Sometimes three.”

    A smile breaks through the heated haze of Shane’s expression. “You’ve been using the thesaurus Dad got you for Christmas?”

    “I will beat Yuna Hollander at Scrabble one day,” Ilya declares against Shane’s hip bone.

    In the year between the Cottage and the Centaurs, Ilya misses Shane more than ever. Svetlana’s teenage cousin offers a coping method: Kpop-style Shane Hollander photocards to stare at all day long. It's a shame carrying around pictures of fellow hockey players is just not socially acceptable.

    …At least, not yet.
     
    (AKA: Ilya's mission to desensitize the hockey world to his Hollander fanboyisms, and the NHL players that suffer for it.)

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    35,708
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Files:
    1
    AO3:
    #84249706

  17. crawling back to you by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
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    2026-05-09

    “The arena is just buzzing with nervous energy after that hit, ladies and gentlemen at home. And down on the ice, it looks like we have-...hold on…is that-... Ilya Rozanov…crawling to Shane Hollander?” In which instead of Marleau, it is Ilya who crashes into Shane. The way they choose to deal with the fallout surprises them both.

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    English
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    9,601
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Files:
    1
    AO3:
    #84566311

  18. mine (in another lifetime) by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2026-05-04

    “Don’t marry her. Don’t leave me.” Ilya Rozanov has planned dozens of perfect weddings. This one just happens to belong to the man he's been in love with for his for years. *Reuploaded after random deletion a while back*

    Language:
    English
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    40,152
    Chapters:
    16/16
    Files:
    1
    AO3:
    #83446491

  19. Find Lily by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2026-04-27

    “Got someone special waiting for you?”

    Shane’s breath hitches and he looks up, big, brown orbs settling on the person behind the camera. There’s a blush crawling across his freckles, his voice unsteady as he answers.

    “I wanted to celebrate with Lily, but she isn’t here.”

    The video ends shortly after, and the internet collectively loses its mind. Within minutes #FindLily is trending across all social media platforms, women from across the globe begging Shane to dump her ass.

    OR on the night that Shane wins the cup for a second year in a row, the internet learns of Lily and goes absolutely nuts.
    Inevitably, so does Ilya Rozanov.

    Language:
    English
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    14,663
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Files:
    1
    AO3:
    #82999881

  20. blowback by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2026-04-24

    Rather than give him the joint, Ilya takes it back between his own lips and sucks in a deep breath, the tip glowing as he does so. Then, before Shane can process it, he’s reaching up and sliding one large hand around the back of Shane’s neck, pulling him down so their lips meet. Shane gasps softly, and Ilya takes the opportunity to blow smoke into his open and waiting mouth. Oh, God. Are you there? It’s me, Shane Hollander. We’ve had our differences, but I think I’d like to convert for real this time. I’m ready. Open the pearly white gates. I’m coming up. Shane goes to a house party, gets high, then gets on his knees. bon appetite now a multi-chapter saga bc i couldn't help myself

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    93,547
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Files:
    2 versions
    AO3:
    #79536621
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