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The Knife You Turn Inside Yourself by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-03-28
They're soulmates. They're out to the world, for better or worse. Ilya is safe and learning to heal. Everything should be good.
And yet.SEQUAL to Safer in Chains than to be Free
- Part 2 of This is Love
- Language:
- English
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- 30,679
- Chapters:
- 12/12
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #80973721
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Scott Hunter wishes that a lot of things about his life were different, and right now one of the main things is that he really wishes he didn’t know exactly what Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov sound like when they’re fucking each other.
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- English
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- AO3:
- #81938236
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Off The Ice by Panda8191
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Heated Rivalry (Book) - Rachel Reid, The Long Game (Book) - Rachel Reid
2026-03-24
When Shane is benched by a pregnancy he never planned for, the season keeps moving without him. In the longest intermission of his life, he has to figure out who he is without the ice—and who he can be with Ilya.
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- English
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- 25/25
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- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #75972446
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Luca Haas moves in with Ilya Rozanov for his rookie year and slowly gets adopted by Hollanov. Not even three months into their arrangement, Luca gets injured in a game against the Voyageurs. Shane is there to pick up the pieces while Ilya is busy fighting the guy that did it.
This is a one shot that was requested by a commenter (ohshereallydidthat) on my main fic, "Growing Outward." They wanted a Shane POV of the incident in Chapter 15 so here we are! Could also be read as a standalone.
Hope you enjoy :)
- Part 2 of Growing Outward Series
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- English
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- 5,103
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #81757941
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The Call of the Loon by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-03-24
The Montreal vs. Boston rivalry is a thing of legend.
Only Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov know what lives underneath it.
When someone calling themselves The Loon begins leaving cryptic and threatening messages, Shane and Ilya understand two things:
Someone knows.
And they cannot ask for help without explaining why.
The Loon believes something sacred has been corrupted.
They intend to correct it.
- Language:
- English
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- 40,330
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- 19/19
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- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #80377136
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make the water your bones by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-03-22
After Ilya's plane crashes in the ocean, no one knows if the hockey star is alive or dead. Shane sets out to find him and reconcile their relationship.
***COMPLETE!***
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- English
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- 59,873
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- 20/20
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- 1
- AO3:
- #80819946
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Ilya can hear the squeak of wheels on linoleum floor, feel his body being moved along a hallway. Maybe the light dims in front of his eyelids when he’s pushed into an elevator. Maybe he’s just falling asleep.
How is he supposed to tell?
“Wait; is he okay?”
Ilya knows that voice, hears the panic in it.
“Please; how is he? Where are you taking him?”
Shane’s here? Why would Shane be here in the hospital?
If he’s in the hospital, how badly is he injured?Ilya gets injured during the playoffs, upending all of his and Shane's plans.
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- English
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- 109,211
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- 22/22
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- 1
- AO3:
- #78731691
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Team Bbq! Be there at 3:00! by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-03-17
Hayden invites Lily to the team bbq at the end of the regular season. No one is prepared for who shows up.
- Part 5 of Teammate Shenanigans
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- English
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- AO3:
- #81344196
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“That’s not-” Shane starts, but he stops himself. Ilya tilts his head slightly in question, but Shane bites the inside of his cheek and then shakes his head slightly, cheeks flushing. “I do trust you,” Shane says.
“But not with your car?” Ilya asks. “You are afraid I will drive all the boring out of it?”
Shane rolls his eyes.
“It’s a good car-” He starts in another refrain of one of his favorite summer songs.
Ilya rolls them and pins his boyfriend under him before he has to hear about four wheel drive and gas mileage again.
There are far better uses for Shane’s mouth, after all.
(in which ilya learns that being a passenger in the car knocks shane tf out)
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- English
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #81342521
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Shane Hollander's PDA Agenda by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-03-17
It happens in an instant.
Over Ilya’s shoulder, Shane sees the doctor and Wiebe give each other a look, and in a sudden bout of impatient anxiety, Shane ends up saying the words that come to ruin everything.
“Don’t touch me.”
The effect is instantaneous. Ilya’s hands fly to his sides, and Shane gets a front row seat as Ilya’s heart breaks before his very eyes. Eyes dimming and lips trembling in slow, painful technicolor.
It causes Shane’s heart to break, too, and he vows, immediately, never to see such a look cross his husband’s face again.
OR Shane embarks on a mission to heal his husband’s heart, one PDA at a time.
- Language:
- English
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- 39,658
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #78297091
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change, like the sky by cupocoffee
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-03-16
He doesn’t mean for it to happen that way. He sees the asphalt before he reaches it. He thinks, Ilya. He doesn’t remember much after that. - SHANE HOLLANDER, CAPTAIN OF MONTREAL METROS, FOUND UNRESPONSIVE AFTER FALLING FROM APARTMENT BALCONY The incident occurred mere hours after rumors of the hockey star’s sexuality started circulating, stemming from an online video of a private conversation between the young captain and actress Rose Landry. There is no update on his current status after being moved to… Or, Shane gets outed and accidentally hurts himself, the world thinks he's tried to end his life, and Ilya struggles to come to terms with mortality in more than one sense of the word.
- Language:
- English
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- 43,264
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- 5/5
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- 3 versions
- AO3:
- #79643536
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Shane had memorized every version of Ilya’s face over the years. He remembered the way his face broke open when he saw him on TV winning his first Stanley Cup. He remembered the way he turned away and face contorted as he tried not to cry in front of Shane for the first time at that All Stars weekend all these years ago now. He remembered the soft vulnerability in Ilya’s eyes the first time they’d managed to choke out I love you. But seeing Ilya hold their son for the first time was a look Shane didn't have a name for yet. Or, Shane and Ilya are about to become dads for the first time. They navigate the pregnancy, Ilya’s final season, and Shane’s first away game after their son is born.
- Part 11 of Our House
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- English
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- 9,176
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- 1/1
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- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #81209446
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The Hollanov Baseball AU no one asked for but my brain supplied because I'm more of a baseball nerd than a hockey nerd.
Shane Hollander (pitcher) and Ilya Rozanov (catcher) are both drafted straight out of the High School League into the MLB. What bits of their story are different, and what bits are eternal?
This fic is complete and binge safe!
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- English
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- 1
- AO3:
- #77960466
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Countdown to Connect by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-03-14
Shane Hollander doesn’t take the hit from Cliff Marlow, and Ilya Rozanov ends their arrangement in 2017. Heartbroken, Shane tries to move on. He wins another Stanley Cup. He sleeps around. He’s fine. Until he is outed in photos leaked to the tabloids, clearly hooking up with a man.
The following season, Shane Hollander is traded to the Ottawa Centaurs. Shane fucking Hollander. The legend himself.
Suffice it to say, the Centaurs are a little intimidated, and Wyatt Hayes is man enough to admit it.
- Part 1 of Shane Hollander's Centaurs
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- English
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- #81183901
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Ilya Rozanov is an incredibly skilled and famous hockey player, maybe the best in the league. He’s known for being captain of the team in Ottawa, for being constantly surrounded by adoring fans, and for being kind of an asshole. Shane Hollander is the founder and director of a charity hockey school in Montreal. He loves his job and takes it very seriously, which leaves little time for socializing or just about anything else. Ilya and Shane cross paths when Ilya’s manager insists on boosting his public image with a little charity work. The two don’t exactly click, yet they can’t stop thinking about each other. Mutual attraction turns into a hook up, and then another, and then suddenly a positive pregnancy test. Shane and Ilya have to figure out how to navigate this complicated situation, and in the process discover the feelings they have for each other are a lot deeper than they thought.
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- English
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- 12/12
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- AO3:
- #80147946
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‘I look forward to getting to know you more, husband-to-be.’ Ilya smirks, tongue wrapping around the last word with relish, a hand coming to trace the freckles dusted across his cheeks with a surprisingly delicate touch.
Shane smacks his hand away with a snort, tampering down the blush threatening to make itself known to instead snap out a frosty retort. ‘In your dreams.’
Except all Ilya, the Prince of Rozan, has to offer is a dark smile and wandering eyes. Shane can feel them burning through his clothes, his shoulders resisting the urge to curl inwards and shield himself from Ilya’s gaze.
‘Oh, but you already are. Am I not in yours, sweet prince?’
or: Shane, Crown Prince of Hollaith hates Prince Ilya of Rozan with a passion. So the idea of marrying him is his worst nightmare - right?
- Language:
- English
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- 107,199
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #78369061
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A Study in the Statistical Likelihood of Disaster by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-03-13
Shane Hollander has always known the risk wasn’t going to be zero.
Sneaking into a rival team’s hotel late at night to meet Ilya Rozanov comes with a margin of error.
Unfortunately, statistics say that if you do something long enough, eventually the math catches up with you.
He just didn’t see this one particular risk coming.
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- 1
- AO3:
- #81115001
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The urge to not leave with words unspoken encouraged Shane to open his mouth again, “But… I called you didn’t I?” Ilya’s gaze flicked to him, bright blue eyes shining wide, “Does Rose Landry know you are safe?” He asked, changing the subject. “I didn’t text her,” Shane replied, shaking his head. “Not… anything about me drinking.” “Your parents?” “No. I didn’t text anyone else. Just you.” He clarified, needing to get that point across. Didn’t that mean anything? That out of all the people Shane could have called, he’d chosen Ilya. instead of going to the bar with rose, shane stays home and drinks updated with part 2 - the morning after
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- AO3:
- #77054686
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Shane Hollander was perfect; the perfect son, the perfect boyfriend, the perfect friend. He had spent years refining perfection, making sure he was the picture of it. It was second nature after all these years; a suit that didn’t quite fit, but that he’d gotten used to.
Enter Ilya Rozanov.- Language:
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- AO3:
- #81052751
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Gather 'Round the Campfire by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-03-12
As is true of most of the best things in life, it was completely and totally Jackie’s idea.
“Come on, are you serious? You’ve never played ‘Never Have I Ever’?”
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Or, Shane, Ilya, Hayden, and Jackie play Never Have I Ever while on vacation. Everyone learns something about one another, and Shane learns that being open with the people he loves isn't so scary.- Language:
- English
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- 1/1
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- AO3:
- #81095646