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So Lily is just a buddy? by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-06-02
Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov never hooked up at the CCM commercial.
Now it's 2017. Yuna Hollander is concerned that Shane doesn't have many friends, so she signs him up on a buddy network website.
Shane gets paired with someone else looking for a 'buddy', not knowing that it's his on-ice rival, Ilya Rozanov.- Part 6 of Hollanov/Centaurs Texting/WAG Fics
- Part 1 of Alternate Universe
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 49,834
- Chapters:
- 9/9
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #84152481
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"Rozanov?" he says, almost without meaning to. Surely he's mistaken and is about to be told to fuck off. Or, even more alarmingly, he is correct, and then he is certain to be told to fuck off, and possibly punched in the face. The man shifts, eyes drifting from his drink up to Scott and— well, there's no denying it. The captain of the Boston Raiders is drunk in Scott's neighborhood dive bar.
"Fuck," the response is slow, the delayed reaction of molasses spilling out of a jar carelessly knocked over on the kitchen counter. "I must have overdone it. I have summoned the Ghost of Hockey Past."
Scott could just leave. He could turn on a heel, and leave this drunk asshole to discover on his own what consequences are.
Because he's stupid, though, because he's nothing if not a responsible captain even when the drunken idiot in question isn't even one of his own teammates, and yes, because a small part of him can't help but love a good train wreck when he sees one, he sits down instead.
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Or, Scott Hunter runs into Ilya Rozanov sometime around midnight after a game, and the two saddest, loneliest, most closeted hockey players in New York end up sharing more than they mean to.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 15,679
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #85148181
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“I am serious, though, you are safe, yes? Drunk at hotel, sitting on balcony, crying over Montreal’s terrible loss?”
It makes sense that Ilya’s mind would go there first. Shane said he was outside. Based on past behavior, the hotel balcony is probably the only place Ilya would expect him to be. He feels a little giddy that he gets to shock him for once.
“I’m at a club, actually.” He has to bite back a self-satisfied smile as he speaks, “With the team. Safe.”
It's quiet for a few moments before Ilya deadpans,
“Very funny joke.”
(or: three days after the breakup with rose, shane gets drunk in boston. it spirals out from there.)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 20,408
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #82813726
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Your Secret's Safe with Marly by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-05
Ilya Rozanov is calling himself Shane Hollander's boyfriend.
Fuck.
He glances over his shoulder, eyes flicking towards the bar's door to make sure no one else has come looking for them. The last thing he needs right now is anyone else discovering this. He's barely containing his own panic; he couldn't deal with anyone else's.
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It should have been a normal post-win night out. Instead, Ilya drinks too much, misses Shane too much, and accidentally tells Marleau everything.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,672
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #82537836
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Ilya Rozanov has a plan: the girl, the hotel, the clean exit. The plan does not survive first contact with Shane Hollander sitting alone in a corner booth looking spaced out and possibly drugged
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 44,048
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #79766111
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Gather 'Round the Campfire by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-03-12
As is true of most of the best things in life, it was completely and totally Jackie’s idea.
“Come on, are you serious? You’ve never played ‘Never Have I Ever’?”
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Or, Shane, Ilya, Hayden, and Jackie play Never Have I Ever while on vacation. Everyone learns something about one another, and Shane learns that being open with the people he loves isn't so scary.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,415
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #81095646
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but the fighter still remains by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-02-20
"He hates me." It was Rozanov's only reply, frail and desperate and entirely unbelieving. Scott couldn't help but scoff.
"No he doesn't." Rozanov kept his steely gaze trained on the ground, making a few attempts to speak before words actually found him.
"That is what he said?" His shaky words were a timid mix of devastated and hopeful, and Scott found himself fighting back watering eyes of his own.
"More than once." Scott confirmed. "Something tells me that you don't hate him, either." With that, the dam broke.
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Scott's still looking for his hotel room after talking to Shane Hollander. He finds Ilya Rozanov, instead.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,708
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #79900706
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I tried to hide the feeling (but it just won't go away) by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-02-18
"The league wants me to hate him. The fucking press wants me to hate him. My parents... I mean they do hate him." Shane stopped to take a few deep breaths, like he was trying to prepare himself for something.
"Hollander, you really don't have to tell me this-" Scott's frantic words were to no avail.
"I did hate him. Or like... at least I used to. I thought I did. Thought maybe that was why I couldn't stop looking at him, cause I hated him." He laughed once. A choppy, wet laugh that wasn't very funny at all. "I did hate him. But then he kissed me."
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Scott Hunter goes looking for his hotel room. He finds a drunk Shane Hollander, instead.
- Language:
- English
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- 4,259
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #79768126
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Ilya's face split into a wide grin. It made his eyes sparkle. Shane wanted to kiss him very badly. "Oh. Oh. You are very drunk." "I wouldn't say very drunk. I'm normal drunk." Shane corrected, stepping closer to Ilya until they were barely centimeters apart. Shane reached up and wrapped his arms around Ilya's neck. They were so close and he smelled so good. Shane breathed him in for a second. Fuck, he had missed him so badly. It had only been two weeks, but it felt like forever. "I missed you too." Ilya whispered. Wait, had Shane said that out loud? Oops. Maybe he was very drunk. "More than you know." Or, the transition from friends with benefits to lovers is far from seamless.
- Language:
- English
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- 22,368
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #78778406
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Shane reached out without thinking, his fingers brushing against the rough fabric of Ilya’s jacket sleeve. Ilya flinched away. “Dun’ touch me!” Shane blinked, thrown. “What the - ” “I already have boyfriend!” Ilya declared, pulling his jacket around himself like a shield. “Are practically engaged!” Shane just stared. “Ilya. It’s me.” “Only my boyfriend may unwrap me.” Ilya announced. “Is respect.” Ilya gets drunk and refuses to be touched by anyone except his boyfriend. Unfortunately for Shane, Ilya does not realize his boyfriend is the one taking him home.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 3,172
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #78946721
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j.j.'s discovery of bisexuality and what shane hollander's lips feel like by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-29
After inviting Shane out to dinner and some well-timed questions about his friend's relationship status, J.J. realized he might be missing amjor puzzle piece in the task of known Shane Hollander. Good thing J.J. is pretty open minded... wait... not that open-minded, right??
(How J.J. Boiziau realizes his friend is gay, that he is bi, and gets a kiss out of it)
- Part 1 of j.j.'s bisexual adventures
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 9,289
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #78323586
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Inspired by all these Shane Hollander gets subdrop after the Vegas scene fics. Where Shane leaves Ilya's room feeling incredibly self-destructive and Ilya pulls him out of it. or Shane's autism, being properly drunk for the first time, and going into subdrop make for an insanely whumpy combination.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 7,442
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #78270986
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Only You (Could Ruin Me Like This) by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-19
That girl at the club meant nothing. Shane drunk-texting Ilya at 2 AM means everything.
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A bandaid for my brain following the Club Scene in episode four.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 35,729
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Files:
- 3 versions
- AO3:
- #75716791
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"I know it's not fair to you. It's such bullshit, I should speak your language. Everyone should. You speak my language so I don't have to guess, but I do have to guess. I'm always guessing and getting things wrong." He swallows, thick and wet into the phone mic, a little exhalation at the end, like it's an effort to keep his spit inside his mouth. "Hollander, you are drunk. Are you alone?" -- 7am in the morning, in Moscow, Ilya wakes up to a drunk phone call from 11pm Dallas.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,153
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77901431
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“Wait,” Ilya swallows. Fuck fuck fuck. What is he doing? He shouldn’t offer this. They shouldn’t do this. If he were responsible, he would stand up and help Shane get dressed and order him a ride. Offering what he really wants to do is dangerous. It crosses the line. He does it anyway. “Stay,” Ilya sits up, vision swimming. It seems that extra vodka has caught up with him. Shane hesitates, and Ilya feels the need to explain himself a little better. “We are too drunk to have sex, but you can sleep it off here.” ______________ After leaving an after-party for an award show, Ilya and Shane meet up for a hook-up. Ilya realizes that they have both drank too much to have sex, so he offers for Shane to spend the night instead and sleep it off. Before they fall asleep though, Shane says something he shouldn't.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,171
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77524936
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Incoming Call by LubluLily (Tardis_jpg)
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-08
After the news of Rose and Shane breaks, he receives a wedding invitation for Ilya and Svetlana's wedding and tries to be fine. He's very much not fine.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 11,056
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77253181
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“Ilya,” Shane says, the words stumbling out of him like a person limping toward the light, “I’m afraid that I’m in love with you.” Ilya feels a foreign cold wash over him, more frigid than anything he has experienced in his home country, shuttering around his heart, which wobbles on a fragmented tempo. “No,” he says, shaking his head, even though he wants to believe it. “No, you aren’t. You can’t be.” “I’m sorry,” says Shane, and it makes Ilya wish that he were dead. “Please say anything but that,” Ilya says thickly. Shane drunkenly confesses to Ilya. It's only on the second time around that he's able to accept it.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,738
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76900091
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Ilya moved from his country with the intention to leave all his secrets behind. In Canada, he meets Shane, starting to get more attached to him every day. Having to stay away from him for the holidays makes him realize how much their casual relationship means to him, and that scares him, making him turn his feelings into a secret. Or, Ilya needs to get drunk in a New Year's Eve party to finally be honest with Shane and leave this secret behind with all the others.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,433
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76800456