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Little One (Our Malyshka) by fizzfics
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-14
In which Shane and Ilya retire and adopt a little girl from Russia Angst/fluff/domestic bliss/cute family bits
- Part 1 of Our Malyshka
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- English
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- 20/20
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- 1
- AO3:
- #76588436
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Heart on my sleeve (not where it should be) by Beibieface
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-01-14
“But is there anything I say that you would like me to not tease about?” Ilya asked once again, as he put his arm back around Shane's shoulder and used his hand to tilt Shane's head up so he could make eye contact. “... No I don't think so.” Shane said, looking anywhere but into Ilya’s eyes. Ilya could feel all of Shane’s body tense up as he spoke. “All these years later and you are still bad liar.” Ilya said, combing his hand through his boyfriend's soft black hair. Or A comment from Hayden makes Ilya worried that he might have unintentionally hurt Shane by joking about the wrong thing.
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- AO3:
- #78096226
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Ilya is like his mother in the way that he plays with fireworks and skates on not quite frozen rivers. Shane often finds himself lost in translation. ~~~ An exploration of Ilya and Shane, their mental health, and their relationships
- Part 1 of mental health fics to exorcise my demons
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- English
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- AO3:
- #77579841
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Some nights, alone in another anonymous hotel room, Shane scrolls through old photos on his phone. His face rounder. His smile easier. He tries to remember what it felt like not to think about food at all. The memory feels fuzzy, distant, like something that happened to a different version of him. He wonders—briefly, dangerously—if Ilya would notice if he got worse. Not better. Not “healthier.” Worse.
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- English
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- 1,551
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #77544341
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Shitty Mornings are Better Together by CaNiTOuCHyoUrMaNgoEs
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-11
Mornings suck. Especially injured at 6:00 am on the road when your husband is having an off day and there’s nothing you can do to fix it.
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- English
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- AO3:
- #77527416
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Shane thinks he's doing a good job at hiding the truth behind his performance diet.
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- English
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- 6/6
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- 1
- AO3:
- #72263701
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Had and Ruby have a VERY nice play for Shane. It gets Shane thinking about how harmful his diet might actually be.
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- English
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- 1
- AO3:
- #77375856
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Cumbersome and heavy body by Sweettree
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-08
God, he was having a freak out and it was gonna be a bad one. “I can’t do this I can’t do this. I can’t I can’t. why?! I can’t! I can’t.” Shane was sobbing. He could breathe he couldn’t hear. His whole body was burning. Not like on fire, but it was tingling. Like an energy was trying to escape him from all directions. Like anxiety was trying to seep out of every pore in his skin. Or Shane has a really bad meltdown during a game.
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- English
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- 1
- AO3:
- #77324576
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No Further Questions by pause_to_read
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-08
Shane has spent his entire career rising above it. After one dirty hit, one slur, and one question too many, he stops. A press conference becomes a confession—and a line is finally drawn.
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- English
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- 27,045
- Chapters:
- 3/?
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- 1
- AO3:
- #76307726
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forwards beckon reboud by Literal_Multifandom_Trashcan
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-07
Shane shut his eyes, leaning back against the couch. He was fine. He had to be. What am I meant to do, Shane thought desperately to himself, when I can’t remember why I was even recovering in the first place? or: shane relapses with his ed, no one has a good time
- Part 2 of come on skinny love
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- AO3:
- #77247346
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In which Ilya’s phone gets hacked and his photo album detailing his and shane’s relationship is leaked to the world. Shane doesn’t understand at first why he would have kept all the photos—the evidence, but he learns to understand.
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- English
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- AO3:
- #77252546
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i couldn't satiate the hunger i contain by yeehaw_my_beebaw
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-06
"Everything was too much. Every number was too high. He didn’t necessarily want to change anything about his reflection. He had a healthy body, a good body--He was healthier than most of the population as a pro-athlete, and he took care of himself. But he did want to make sure his body stayed that way while he was resting. Limiting his intake made this possible, and he smiled a little when he saw the number on the scale go down, little by little every day, sickeningly proud of himself." -or- Shane Hollander is forced to rest. This has consequences.
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- English
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- 1/1
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- AO3:
- #77182366
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i think my ways are wearing me down by Literal_Multifandom_Trashcan
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-02
They had three chairs up at the countertop. If he sits in the second one, something bad will happen. Everyone will die. The house will explode. You can warn him. He has to sit in the first one or the third one. If not, everyone you love will die and it will all be your fault. Ilya moved to sit in the second chair. Shane bristled, hands trembling. “Don’t.” Shane snapped. Ilya froze, glancing at Shane with a concerned and confused expression. Shane inhaled, then exhaled. Guilt crawled up his throat. He was being fucking insane. Still though, what if he wasn’t being insane? What if there was a 0.1% something bad would happen to Ilya? or: shane hollander has a bad ocd day. luckily, he has people to help him through it
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- English
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #76908206
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When Shane thought back on his life, he could not identify a serious misstep. Nothing should be wrong with him. He'd done everything exactly how he was supposed to.
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- AO3:
- #76884926
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Gym scene, except Shane overexerts himself after coming 2nd in the draft and makes an attentive Ilya very worried… Ilya always wants to take care of Shane, even when Shane doesn’t know how much he needs it. What will a dinner between the two best hockey rookies do for their rivalry?
- Part 1 of all of me
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- English
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- AO3:
- #76700706
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i'm not how you hoped by sunsetcherry
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2025-12-30
"And the Montreal Voyagers take home the cup once again! Never in the history has the same team taken the cup home back to back. Congratulations Voyagers." Shane shut off his phone as he closed his eyes. He head led them to victory, twice. He had been captain. He had cared for his teammates, people he saw as brothers. The hard work had forged unbreakable bonds, or at least bonds he thought were unbreakable. He was wrong. or Shane Hollander is working through his feelings of being shunned by the Montreal Voyagers.
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- AO3:
- #76683086
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Such a Pretty Crier by Bruja_oscura
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-29
Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards. Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.
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- English
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- AO3:
- #76626856
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In which Shane struggles after the events of the Long Game, and life doesn't get as easy as everyone hoped , and years of secrecy and fear do not go away overnight.
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- English
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- AO3:
- #76621871
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Shane doesn't fall apart loudly. He spirals, shuts down, missteps. Ilya pays attention. He stays. He helps Shane learn what it feels like to be noticed without being corrected. or, 5 times Shane needs help regulating his autism, and Ilya is there for him + 1 time Shane is there for Ilya.
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- English
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- AO3:
- #76562201
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TW: Disordered Eating, Discussions of Triggers/Thought-Processes Shane returns home to find that his husband, father, and closest friends have prepared an intervention for him in regards to his eating disor- habits.
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- English
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- AO3:
- #75855661
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