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Silver Lining (Golden Seams) by dallystrings
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-11
Ilya shifted the conversation to his upcoming game against Boston, promising to send Svetlana the details of the post-game bar the team decided to visit that night. Shane listened halfheartedly, his own mind working too hard to focus fully on the conversation happening around him. He was so used to being on the other side of the conflict, the side that Ilya resided in now. He thought of the dinners assuring his friends of Ilya’s tender heartedness hidden behind blunt humor amidst gentle scolding and good natured laughter. His stomach twisted, wondering if Ilya felt a similar way when he just couldn’t click with Shane’s friends off the bat. In the past he had little trouble getting along with others, but every time Svetlana’s gaze shifted to him he felt the weight of her judgement. or, A year into playing for Ottawa, Ilya introduces Shane to Svetlana. When he's hospitalized a week later, the two form an unexpected bond waiting for him to wake up.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 13,377
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76561386
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The team has just come back into the locker room and Ilya is sitting in front of his stall, unlacing his skates, when his world changes. “Oh, fuck,” Bood says. He’s got his phone in his hand and a stricken expression on his face. “The Metros plane had to make an emergency landing.” -- Or: Shane's plane is the one that almost crashes.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 3,932
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77471931
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"Waitt a minute Barrett why'd ya take a drink," Young slurred with his eyes narrowed, "Harris don't play hockey." Well shit. Of course one of the rookies had to notice, those morons never let anything go. So now everyone and their fucking mothers had turned to stare at Troy who could only let out an awkward laugh. Well this sobered him up. "Harris probably wasn't the first guy he slept with you idiot, he grew up playing hockey maybe it was an old teammate," Holmber said to Young whom he was still currently draped over. "Nooo papa Hazy said professional hockey player, so it has to be someone in the league," Young argued back. The rookies had all taken to calling Wyatt variations of dad and followed him around like a bunch of baby ducks. Troy woulda laughed at the endearing nickname was he not about to get his shit rocked by a 6' 3'' Russian in the parking lot. Because of every hockey player Troy Barrett could've slept with he just had to hook up with Shane mother fucking Hollander. ----- Or the Ottawa Centaurs play never have I ever ----- UPDATE
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 15,119
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77053551
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This Precious Thing Tucked Under My Heart by Booklover03
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-11
Two pink lines. That’s all it takes to send Shane to his knees in the hotel bathroom. The tiles are cold underneath him, sending a shiver through his body. He’s still staring at that stupid stick in his trembling hands. It’s not the only one. No, Shane made sure to get at least five just to be certain. He’s been feeling off ever since Vegas. OR: Omega Shane finds out he's pregnant after Vegas and doesn't tell Ilya. Hayden is a good supportive friend who just wants Shane to be happy. Even if that means getting him and Ilya together.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,300
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77507911
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Shane Hollander hated changes. Changes brought him anxiety and panic attacks. Coming out to his parents like this changed everything. This is a story set at the cottage after Shane and Ilya had their dinner with Shane's parents and it looks into Shane's anxiety caused by his dad walking in on them.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 3,384
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #77495821
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Toska (frozen tears) by Birds On a Concrete Wall (AmetistLex)
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-11
New Year holidays and wishes haven't been the same since he became twelve, but Ilya wanted to try and recreate that faint feeling he craved with Shane this year. He freed his schedule, bought decorations for the cottage and planned the activities for their short holiday, even fresh snow just fell from the sky — but today things turned out the way they did. Ilya could tell Shane felt guilty, so he reassured him it was okay to go and manage his career. It was. It still is. Ilya is the one who is not okay. * He shouldn't be feeling this way, but somehow, Ilya feels more fragile than a colorful bauble on a tree.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,213
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77505926
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Shane Hollander doesn't dance-except for when he does. This is one of the many new things Ilya Rozanov has discovered about his boyfriend since moving to Ottawa. After some prompting, Shane reveals why he often sticks to the bleachers when it comes to the dance floor.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,385
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77524876
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There have been threats by gsmaxwell
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-01-10
Shane wasn’t stupid. He figured this was some kind of fucking cowardly tactic to keep him from being at the Games. Hopefully, that’s all they wanted. If he just played nice maybe this would all be over soon. No one was coming to save him. No one, except maybe Rozanov. And he was pretty sure Rozanov would just be pissed off at being stood up. Or: Shane goes missing before Sochi, and the only one who can save him is Ilya.
- Part 1 of Kidnapped AU
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 27,182
- Chapters:
- 11/11
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76548421
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before those hands pulled me from the earth by byulelle
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-10
It was a start, Shane knew that. And no matter what happened, he’d help Ilya. Always, as promised forever. They were going to win a hundred more Stanleys, retire, have children, and grow old together. The soil was damp, cold, and suffocating as the other digs into the earth with bare hands, with a single-minded intensity to free each ragged and stifled breath from the clutches of the loam. And with a new dawning of the sun, Ilya would find himself feeling its rays. Tonight wasn’t a good night, but tomorrow was a new day. ; 5 tells and signs Ilya is going through a depressive episode, and the ways Shane tries to help him through it.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,344
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77437541
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They were only supposed to be hooking up. That’s what it was supposed to be. They were never supposed to become anything real. Falling in love with Shane Hollander had never been part of the plan. So he ends it. Months later, during a heated game, one explosive check from Ilya sends Shane crashing to the ice and fighting for his life. As Shane lies on the edge of survival, Ilya is swallowed by guilt, terror, and the crushing realization that he walked away from the one person he can’t imagine losing, and that he might be too late to make it right.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 11,446
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #75457596
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Shane Hollander, hockey prodigy and captain of the Montreal Metros, has a secret: he's an omega. No one knows, not even his frequent hookup partner, Ilya Rozanov. Shane's carefully-cultivated life threatens to unravel when he forgets his medication. Now he's stuck in the middle of nowhere, on the brink of a heat. Enter Ilya, cocky and arrogant alpha, who is determined to help Shane though his heat... and keep his secret. Neither of them can predict the effect they will have on each other, and how one week in a snowed-in cabin will change the course of their lives forever.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 20,096
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #77410776
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“Fuck you Rozanov.” He smirks. Even in the dark, Shane can feel it. The way his mouth quirks up and his eyes widen. “If you ask nicely.” or shane hollander and ilya rozanov are roommates in college who hate each other. until they don’t. ft. reddit, letterboxd, RA scott hunter, tuna melts and late nights.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 19,870
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #76508456
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He repeats it like a mantra, “Hockey players don’t like boys.” Ilya squints, brows furrowed with fury. He challenges, “Who cares?” “Well, do you—like boys?” Shane asks, then. It’s so earnest, his bottom lip trembling like he might cry again. Ilya doesn’t know how to answer, because he doesn’t know the answer, but he would move Heaven and Earth to make those tears go away. Ilya turns his chin up, resolute, “Who cares? I like you.” At eleven years old, Shane realizes he’s not like other boys. Naturally, his best friend is the first person he tells.
- Part 1 of hollanov diaries
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 7,114
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76621811
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Shane and Ilya don't stay apart for very long, but will they get their happy ending, or is it gone before it can even begin? or Ilya sacrifices himself to save Shane. *This could technically be read as a stand-alone but it makes more sense if you read the first two fics in the series first.*
- Part 3 of Mingling Scents
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,848
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77170491
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"Shane heart reacts to the message. Ilya imagines him taking an uneasy bite from the toast, but still enjoying it. He waits until he’s done getting ready for practice before texting again. Lily: you have eaten it all? The reply is instant. Jane: [image attachment] Jane: I’m still shaking The plate and cup are both empty. Ilya’s heart clenches. Shane is…he’s so perfect." Or: A series of moments centered around Shane's recovery process.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 3,209
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77398996
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By the Lake by Meret
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, No spoilers for other books in the series
2026-01-09
Ilya encounters a surprise visitor while on a walk at the cottage, and has feelings about it.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,445
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77397146
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we are more than this cold place by GhostGrrl
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-09
Despite learning his lesson. Despite knowing not to go against every single wall he was forced to build up because of his remorseless family, every mask he tried on to hide from his merciless country, every single survival instinct he had left, and every single morsel of preservation, Ilya just couldn’t resist the sun. or Ilya's feelings after Shane leaves him during the tuna melt scene along with the memories and pain this also conjures up for him.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,281
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77362931
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i heard about the twister, that lives inside your heart by fullmachine00
Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-09
Ilya knows he is being cruel. That there is no good reason for him pushing Shane out the door, other than the fact that he is selfish. But he has to, before he does something stupid, like offer for Shane to stay the night, which would only make everything worse than it already is.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,252
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77368581
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i love you, ya tebya lyublyu, je t'aime by moonlightdances
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-09
“Because I can’t fucking do this, Ilya. I’m going to my parents’, I- I need a break, alright? Shit.” Shane’s gaze locked onto his keys and he picked them up, stalking towards the door. He needed a break from the arguing and he needed to go somewhere he could breathe and collect his thoughts, so he could process this correctly and talk about it with Ilya civilly. Everything was still suffocating and overwhelming and Shane needed out, needed to go sit in his car and drive in silence to his parents’ place. - Ilya had seen enough breakups to know what one looked like. Shane ignored him, and looked irritated, and said he couldn’t do this (this, like everything between them could be reduced to a single word other than love), and said he needed a break (his confidence in Ilya’s English was comforting up until Ilya realised it meant Shane didn’t feel the need to say the dramatic I’m breaking up with you that characterised the ends of relationships). or, hollanov fight and misunderstandings resulting in an injury ensue
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,163
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #77355746
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Your Fireworks Set Me Off by hollanovbaby
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-01-09
Two scenes that should have been in The Long Game, OR the time Shane and Ilya really spoke about Ilya's depression and the time Ilya suggested Shane sees other people
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,169
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #77342421