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The Devil on Your Shoulder by Anonymous
Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-06-17
At twelve years old, Shane Hollander learned how to shoot a gun.
At eighteen, he was drafted into the NHL.
For most of his life, he's believed those two things could exist separately.
He is wrong.Yuna Hollander is one of the most revered mob bosses in North America. (It changes nothing) (It changes everything).
The Yakuza!Yuna AU that I can't get out of my head.
- Part 1 of Just in Case
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 48,803
- Chapters:
- 20/20
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #86018431
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Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.
Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.
As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.
(Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 32,502
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #83997131
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He gnaws at the guilt of his own actions the way Anya does her chew toys for days after, Shane clearly picking up on something going on with him but also giving him space to work it over in his head until he’s ready to share.
Right up until they’re out at team dinner and the two other smokers at the table excuse themselves for a smoke outside and Shane looks to him expectantly-
-only to frown when Ilya stays where he is.
(how and why ilya finally gives up smoking)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,365
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #82632866
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mess by casdoms (moffwithhishead)
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-02-14
Fuck. He can’t do this now. He pinches his thigh in an effort to redirect his thoughts from spiraling, but it doesn’t help. The additional guilt of not wanting to make it about himself seems to tip him over the edge and - fucking, ugh.
- Part 6 of heated rivalry but shane is more audhd
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,931
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #79529291
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Ilya is certainly no stranger to having his son’s boyfriend over for the holidays. Shane has visited the Rozanovs plenty of times before, mainly for family celebrations. If Ilya is being honest with himself, Shane isn't really a great match for Andrei. He's not really sure how they've lasted so long. Not because Shane is a bad partner for Andrei, in fact, it's quite the opposite. Ilya thinks Shane could do better.
No one needs to know that Ilya may or may not have fantasised about Shane once or twice before. Only once or twice.
Or:
Ilya Rozanov has a thing for his son's boyfriend, Shane Hollander.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 12,858
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #78866856
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They were only supposed to be hooking up. That’s what it was supposed to be. They were never supposed to become anything real. Falling in love with Shane Hollander had never been part of the plan. So he ends it. Months later, during a heated game, one explosive check from Ilya sends Shane crashing to the ice and fighting for his life. As Shane lies on the edge of survival, Ilya is swallowed by guilt, terror, and the crushing realization that he walked away from the one person he can’t imagine losing, and that he might be too late to make it right.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 11,446
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #75457596
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to be known the way you should is to put yourself through hell by bluerosebouquet
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-21
Shane had been looking at Ilya. He couldn’t stop thinking about it, like a pinball in his head, banging from corner to corner, and he couldn’t slow it down, even as he tried to focus on the game still taking place in front of him. “Rozanov!” he heard his name distantly. He was staring at the place where Shane had been, unconscious on the ice. He saw him when he closed his eyes, his crumpled figure, his stick clattering away from him. Him looking back at Ilya, not seeing Marly coming. Time slowing down, Ilya being too slow. He couldn’t get to him, couldn’t make a noise. He could only watch, watch the collision, watch Shane hit the ice like a ton of bricks. Or, Shane is looking at Ilya when he gets injured. And all Ilya can do is feel guilty.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,184
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76067116