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  1. I give up, I surrender by

    Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
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    2026-08-23

    Ilya is no ordinary Russian: he hates his family, is desperate to leave his country, is attracted to both men and women, and believes in soulmates.
    When he meets Shane Hollander and his hypnotising freckles, he knows his life will never be the same again. Maybe, at last, he could finally be happy.

    (Aka : What would happen if Ilya and Shane had gotten together at 18? How would they have managed their secret relationship?)

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    AO3:
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  2. can on a string by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
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    2026-08-23

    His sister grabs him firmly by the shoulders. “Shane Hollander. My brother, my wombmate, my least favourite twin. I literally do. not. care. if you introduce yourself to this boy or not, but you have been yammering about him nonstop for fucking days and you very clearly want to talk to him, so as your older sister–”

    “–I was literally born first–”

    “You were removed first, we both know God wanted me to–”

    “You were breech and tried to take your fucking placenta with you, I don’t think ‘God’–”

    “A girl causes an almost-fatal hemorrhage one time and no one ever lets her fucking forget it! Whatever! The point is that you clearly want to talk to this guy and we just saw him walk over there alone so now is your perfect fucking chance! Just go say hi! Stop overthinking it!”

    “Wow, stop overthinking, what revolutionary advice. Thank you so much for that game-changing fuc–”

    She punches him in the shoulder hard enough to actually hurt. “Okay how about this, fuckface: either you go introduce yourself to him or I will.”

     

    OR: My brain said what if Shane Hollander had a sister, and then all this happened. Bon appetite.

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  3. you see through my eyes (‘cause you live in my brain) by

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    2026-08-22

    Ilya’s voice dimmed, “Shane, what’s going on? Are you okay?” he sounded eager, but also sounded like that he would wait years if Shane even gave him one word in return. Shane aggressively shook his head, the hum only growing. “I need to-“ No. No, this wasn’t happening. He wouldn’t let this happen. Shane slowly sunk down to the kitchen floor, feeling the nooks in the drawers of the counters scratch against his back while his eyes shut tightly. He wasn’t going to cry. He wasn’t a fucking baby. Shane was strong. And he was strong enough to make this stop. OR: Shane Hollander experiences a meltdown infront of Ilya.

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    #91139036

  4. Learning to Read (Your) Russian by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2026-08-22

    Just before his 21st birthday, Shane Hollander left the team that drafted him and signed on with Boston Raiders, his one-time rival. He left his parents, his apartment, his routine, the rumors swirling around the Metros locker room, and the country he calls home. In their place he has a six foot Russian in his bed and a new team of strangers on the ice. Can he learn how to navigate their expectations while hiding his relationship with their star center before the secrets he's been hiding from Ilya bleed into their future together? And if he can manage that, can he also help bring the Raiders their next Stanley Cup before his team learns the truth?

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    4/?
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    1
    AO3:
    #89404271

  5. Help! I Hired A Prostitute by

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    2026-08-20

    Tired of his parents, friends and teammates always trying to set him up with a ‘Nice Alpha’, Omega Hockey Player, Shane Hollander, hires an actor to pose as his date to a fancy Gala in an effort to get people off his back. He fully intended to hire an actor. However, it seems he mistakenly hired an Alpha prostitute by the name of Ilya Rozanov.

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    AO3:
    #84395126

  6. I'm hardly brave (I know) by

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    2026-08-20

    Shane Hollander had always struggled with controlling his emotions once they got past a point of no return. He would cry in the bathroom after a test knowing he failed and couldn't do anything about it. However, he'd always been able to keep the harsh emotions at bay until he was alone. Except on the way to his wonderful boyfriend's house, he seems to be confusing the giant house with home. Maybe he can learn to be more open around Ilya. Maybe home can be a person. Maybe it was always a person, since 2009.

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    AO3:
    #90941206

  7. Shane Hollander Doesn’t Do Cheat Days by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2026-08-19

    Shane Hollander doesn’t do cheat days. Not with his training. Not with his diet. Not with his life. Then a ridiculously attractive Russian-Italian chef in Milano force-feeds him the best ravioli he’s ever had and calls him a good boy and things spiral from there. Between Olympic pressure, impossible expectations, and a connection neither of them is ready to name, Shane finds himself unraveling in ways he doesn’t understand.

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    5/5
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    AO3:
    #83764621

  8. with my eyes i see your war by

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    2026-08-18

    It's Shane and Ilya's first playoffs together, and Ilya keeps finding Shane's food in the toilet. It's probably nothing, right? He'll ask Galina just in case.

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    AO3:
    #90781371

  9. Slow Dancing in the Dark by

    Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
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    2026-08-18

    There were things about Shane Hollander that existed only in the dark, and those things were most of him.

    or; a moment of vulnerability at a team gathering turns into a viral scandal overnight when a video of Shane coming out is leaked to the press.

    Suddenly, everyone is watching. Everyone is talking. Everyone is judging.

    It all goes to hell—until maybe it doesn't.

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    7/11
    Files:
    2 versions
    AO3:
    #85806666

  10. all the ways you drive me crazy. by

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    2026-08-17

    “Found you.”

    Hollander closed the folder. “Mr. Rozanov.”

    “I’ve got something for you.”

    Before Shane could ask what he meant, Ilya placed the decorated badge on the counter between them. “Your ID badge.”

    Shane looked first at the badge clipped to his white coat, then at the one lying on the counter.

    “…My ID badge?”

    Or

    Where Shane is temporarily transferred to the pediatric ward after the previous anesthesiologist quits, only to find himself dealing with a crazy, curly-haired blonde nurse who already had his eyes on him.

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    #90070021

  11. Shane Hollander Would Like to Stop Commenting Now by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
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    2026-08-16

    Cens 4 as long as they have hollanov @cens4everish
    Replying to @bringbackrealsports
    being cool with trans women doesn’t mean you think men should play in women’s sports

    amy watches hockey @amywatcheshockey
    Replying to @cens4everish
    😂 no in this case he did actually say that

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    AO3:
    #90633351

  12. Lily Has Questions, Jane Does Not Have Answers by

    Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
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    2026-08-16

    Most days, Shane loved the unhinged text messages he would get from Ilya Rozanov. Random streams of consciousness, hilarious insults about other hockey players, critiques of games, excitement over the dogs he would meet on his daily runs.

    But some days, the messages were so completely off the rails that Shane wanted to strangle him.

    Today was one of those days.

    February 18

    Lily
    Are you gay?

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    AO3:
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  13. No Reason to Run by

    Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
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    2026-08-14

    “Shit,” Hunter said, eyes wide. He shot a glance up and down the hallway and held up his hands in the universal sign of “calm down.”
    “I can pretend I didn’t see anything,” he said quickly.
    “There’s nothing-“ But Shane was losing the ability to speak. His throat was closing up, his vision darkening, his heart feeling like it was being squeezed by barb wire.

    What if Scott Hunter caught Shane sneaking out of Ilya's room? What if this change meant Shane had someone to talk to, and then the number of people in his corner kept expanding?

    A what-if homophobia can be fixed by a Swedish hockey coach and rational argument. Featuring accidental cock-blocker Hayden, better communication skills, good Montreal team mates, coming outs, drinking games, and canon divergence.

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    16/16
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  14. He's Autistic by

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    2026-08-13

    Hayden and Jackie exchange a glance. “Have you noticed anything . . . different . . . about Arthur?” Hayden asks. Now it’s Shane and Ilya’s turn to exchange a glance. Shane shrugs. “Not really,” he says. “He’s kind of just like I was when I was a kid. Maybe being quiet is a bit odd for this family, but it’s not abnormal.” He expects Ilya to back him up, but Ilya hesitates. “He does not play like his sisters,” Ilya says. Shane looks at Ilya out of the corner of his eye. Clearly he’s missed something. Ilya isn’t making jokes, which means something about this conversation is serious. “You’re not worried about him, are you?” Shane asks. “No, no, no,” Jackie says. “We weren’t worried at all, actually, because he’s so similar to you. But, well, his preschool teachers pointed out some things and we looked into it a bit, and we ended up getting him tested. And, well. He’s autistic.” or Arthur Pike gets diagnosed with autism. Shane has some revelations. 9/13/2026 Update: I have now poisoned this fic to protect against AI scraping. The real word count is 6,714.

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    AO3:
    #90426151

  15. low by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2026-08-12

    “You are so funny about all your little diet things.” “Not a diet thing,” Shane murmurs, “Have to check it.” “Sure.” Ilya gives his hair a light tug, “Perfect Shane Hollander has to have perfect everything.” Frowning, Shane lifts up to prop himself on an elbow, allowing himself to see Ilya’s teasing smile that goes with his tone. “No, I have to check it. I’m diabetic.” OR: Shane's glucose alarm goes off and Ilya learns something new.

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  16. Turn The Other Cheek by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
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    2026-08-11

    “I turned the other cheek every fucking time. I still got tossed on my ass the second I went too far over the line, and threatened by the commissioner, and told to kill myself on just about every social media platform because my nightmare that I’d get outed came true. And you, after everything you did, got to come out to a supportive team and fans, get a slap on the wrist, and have your happy fucking ending.”

    Or:

    An exploration of Shane Hollander's struggle against racism and homophobia in hockey, and how others come to understand it

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    #84085051

  17. Oh, It's so Hard to Have Someone to Love by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2026-08-09

    “Who are you waiting for? Maybe I can call him and get him here, then we go?”

    Hollander’s face scrunched up, and he hummed like he was trying to remember who he was waiting for.

    “Ilya.”

    “Yes?”

    “Yeah. Ilya.”

    Ilya blinked.

     What?

    “Yes, is my name. Who are you waiting for?”

    Hollander huffed and pushed himself up a little so he could glare Ilya down.

    “‘M waitin’ for Ilya. Roz’nov. Y’know ‘im?”

    “Yes, Hollander. I know him,” Ilya said, trying to keep his voice even.

     

    OR: The Voyageurs are in Boston for a game, and Shane is really struggling being in Rozanov's city after he left him on his couch. He goes out and gets drunk. Ilya finds out Shane is alone at a club and too drunk to stand and can't fight the urge to help him out.

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    #90008991

  18. I feel different now than I did before by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2026-08-09

    The other cottage on the lake - the one of the other side, tucked into the treeline of a cove - existed here before Shane Hollander bought all the land around it and built his own cottage.

    The previous owner was one of his favorite people. He truly doesn't expect that to happen again - just as long as they're cordial.

    It's just that...really, who could have guessed "the artist" his realtor told him wanted to put down roots is someone that Shane can't stay away from.

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    2 versions
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  19. nothing fucks with my baby by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2026-08-07

    “How’s your head, baby?” Shane asks, his voice soft and steady despite the lingering fear. “I have never had any complaints.” “Jesus Christ,” Shane sighs, pinching the bridge of his nose between his finger and thumb. He’s smiling behind his hand, though. The relief in his body is still a palpable thing.

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    #90072736

  20. Desperate Measures (Please) by

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    2026-08-05

    A conversation at a fancy sponsorship event leads to Shane showing Kip an old viral thirst edit of Scott that he definitely only saw because it was so popular. He never looked for it on purpose, or anything. Don't ask how he found it again so fast. And Kip is NEVER allowed to tell Scott that Shane's the one who showed it to him, okay?

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    #89900421
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