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Shane has been working his entire life to finally, finally get a position as an NHL referee. But what happens when the attractive Russian he can’t get out of his head turns out to be hockey’s most chaotic captain?
Content Warnings (Contains Spoilers)Addiction and addictive behavior, including alcohol and non-prescribed medication.
Hockey injury requiring hospitalization.- Language:
- English
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- 128,510
- Chapters:
- 21/21
- Files:
- 3 versions
- AO3:
- #78759606
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Shane is traded to Boston during the hookup era, and his attempts to act normal and professional around Rozanov are a little too successful: fans start shipping him with Marleau, instead.
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- English
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- 33,727
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- 1/1
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- AO3:
- #88386626
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Sober or Not, It’s Always You by shanebug_2481
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-07-11
The room tilted slightly, and Shane’s throat was raw. He swayed there a moment, scanning the spinning room for somewhere to steady himself – for Haas or Dykstra. Ilya had been right; he should have slowed down, stayed with his teammates. He hadn't listened, and now he was alone, 2 Moscow Mules and 3 shots deep, stuck at the bar and lost in a sea of people. Shane just wanted his husband. The alcohol hadn't done anything to soften the effects of the music and lights encircling him. He felt trapped – suffocated – like his skin was fusing itself to his stiff muscles. The room spun faster, and the Canadian wasn't convinced he was standing upright anymore. His heart pounded in his ears as the music rattled his ribcage once more, an insatiable itch beckoning his blunt fingernails. He wanted to scream. He wanted to rip his hair out. He wanted to tear his clothes off. He wanted Ilya.
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- English
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- 10,157
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #88341231
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“Ilya, can I ask you something?” “You have been asking things all week, Shane.” “Have you ever thought about running away?” — At the cottage, Shane tells Ilya something distressing. Years later, when Hayden’s FanMail video leaks, a promise made there is tested.
- Part 13 of My Autistic Shane Hollander Writings Vol. 1
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- English
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- 5,056
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- 1/1
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- AO3:
- #88268531
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Yuna slides a folder on the table closer, pulling out two packets of paper. She’d gone all out with the contracts. Mainly, Shane suspected, to ease his nerves about the lines of the relationship. Plus, she was always nothing if not prepared.
She hands one contract to Shane, then another to Rozanov. “As a reminder, this is not legally binding. If either of you wants out early, can’t meet obligations, or wants to change things down the line, that is perfectly fine, and we can work with that. This just lays out the exact timeline of the relationship,” she begins, “down to the start and end dates."
- or, Shane and Ilya never start hooking up in 2010. So eight years later, after they both come out on their own, Yuna Hollander (momager of the century) decides that a PR relationship would be very beneficial for her son and his infamous rival. And everything definitely goes exactly according to plan... or something like that.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 108,003
- Chapters:
- 27/27
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #82164541
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This is Such a Bad Idea by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-07-04
Shane Hollander does not leave outcomes to chance. When traditional dating fails to produce the stability he wants, he turns to a private matchmaker who promises something more deliberate: one match, one meeting, one decision.
Ilya Rozanov never planned to get married. But when his carefully controlled life starts to unravel, marriage becomes the simplest solution.
Neither of them is looking for love. What they agree to is a calculated partnership, built on alignment, not emotion.
It should be straightforward.
It is not.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 128,137
- Chapters:
- 28/28
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #82567891
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Hard Launch (but a Soft Landing) by Anonymous
Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-07-02
Rozanov's iCloud was hacked and the hacker posted a video of him sucking Shane's dick
Shane can't be identified, but he can't just ignore it
Or: Shane leaks his own sex tape to get ahead of the hacker
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,448
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #87764476
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Green Tea and Ice Chips by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-07-01
“You’re calling me because Hayden Pike threw up?”
Shane bit his lip. “Yes?”
Rozanov hung up.
- Part 16 of Betting on the 2026 Stanley Cup Play-offs
- Part 2 of Incremental Gains
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- English
- Words:
- 2,753
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #87323341
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Sent back from 2021 to 2006, Shane is determined to find Ilya and secure their future together. At the same time, he finds himself on an unexpected journey toward self-actualization
- Part 2 of Inspired By... Hollanov
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- English
- Words:
- 35,385
- Chapters:
- 3/4
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- 1
- AO3:
- #85823816
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Lily
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I want to see your cock leak on me again 😉
Will swallow if you are luckyJane
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Don't sext me while I'm with Pike. He read those messages you just sentOR
After Jackie and the other WAG’s insist on adding Shane’s secret girlfriend to their group chat, “Lily” is ready to join and get a rise out of Shane. Well, that and get new secrets on all of Montreal's players…
- Language:
- English
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- 33,420
- Chapters:
- 17/32
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #79884531
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Let me love you anyway by shanebug_2481
Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-06-26
Things like this didn't happen to other people; Shane knew that. He’d been alive long enough to experience the confused glances and exasperated scoffs that always accompanied his discomfort with things other people didn't even notice. He would not fuck this up – not because he couldn't handle the way the sheets touched his skin. The burning of his skin spread to his eyes as his vision blurred. He squeezed his eyes shut and scrubbed his hands over his face. He would not cry. The tears fell hot and silent. They pooled at the curve of his jaw and around his chin, puddles of shame and self-contempt. Fucking breathe, he told himself, as he turned the faucet of the shower as far as it could go. He stood watching the water pool around his feet and slip down the drain until he heard Ilya stir. At first, he wasn't sure if he had really heard his name. “Shane?… Shane?” He wanted to yell back, assure Ilya everything was fine, but when he opened his mouth, only a squeak escaped. “Moya lyubov?” He cleared his throat and tried again: “In here.”
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- English
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- 4,806
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- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #87399531
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Farewell Mother Russia by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-06-26
After a decade of careful hiding, that’s that.
Everyone is saying his biggest secret out loud. Ilya Rozanov sucks cock. Ilya Rozanov fucks men. Ilya Rozanov isn’t straight.
It doesn’t feel quite as life crushing as he imagined it would. A calmness settles into his body. It reminds him of those minutes right after you break a bone, when the damage is already done and you know there’s nothing you can do but sit with it.
It hasn’t even been four years since Russia passed the excessively named Law for the Purpose of Protecting Children from Information Advocating a Denial of Traditional Family Values.
He can’t think about that now.
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Two months after the tuna melt incident, Ilya gets outed when a picture of him texting Jane leaks.
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- English
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- 16,820
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- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #87439631
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You are a traitor, you lied to all of them. To have teammates question him? To have years of loyalty erased in a single night? You are a fucking liar. Something twisted violently inside his chest. The first sob escaped before he realized he was crying. His vision blurred instantly. "No." His hands began shaking. "No." The container slipped. He caught it. Stared at it. The stupid fucking chicken. The stupid fucking rice. The stupid fucking vegetables. Or a canon divergence after Shane trips. It was for nothing.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,677
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #86842336
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something told me to come by Tizniz
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-06-22
"Hollander." Rozanov says, voice quiet to match the atmosphere. Swallowing, Shane curls his fingers towards his palms, hiding the shaking there. "Rozanov." "It is late." "Yeah." "Why are you in gym?" "Why are you?" Rozanov shrugs, a casual little thing, "Something told me to come."
- Language:
- English
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- 1,507
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- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #87152796
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O Icarus by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-06-22
Shane Hollander gets outed on video a day before the draft. As his draft position keeps falling, an unlikely team makes a blockbuster trade back into the first round to select him and create the MLH's next big dynamic duo.
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Never regret thy fall,
O Icarus of the fearless flight
For the greatest tragedy of them all
Is never to feel the burning light.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 30,451
- Chapters:
- 3/?
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #83385176
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Miracles Happen All The Time by mkfreckles
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-06-20
Hayden ran up, grabbed his hand and said in his dad-of-a-kid-having-a-meltdown voice “Hey, hey, it’s going to be okay Shane. They’re going to take good care of you. That appendix is going to come right out and you’ll be back in no time.” Shane’s teary eyes widened and then narrowed. “What?” he gasped out between shallow breaths. “Fuckin' hell, I told him not to say that.” the doctor muttered. “What do you mean? It’s not his appendix? What’s going on?” “Hollander is in labor and the baby is coming very soon, so Pike please let the EMT’s load him up. He’s going to Montreal General. We called his parents and they’re on their way.” ______________________________ Shane Hollander had been under a lot of stress lately, coming out to his team, supporting his secret boyfriend, ect. So something may have slipped through the cracks and was now going to make itself known right here on the ice of this Ottawa vs. Montreal game.
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- English
- Words:
- 7,161
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #85047551
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Shane has been added to the group chat. by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-06-19
Ilya
Guess whatShane
What?Ilya
We are getting married tomorrow!!Shane
Oh shit, I meant to tell you
A thing came up, sorry!
Totally unavoidableIlya
SHANEor: Hollanov take the 'two birds, one stone' approach to their wedding day.
- Part 5 of O-Town’s Fillies Back Again
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- English
- Words:
- 11,001
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- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #86996781
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back into my old ways by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-06-19
"No, it's okay, it's not that big of a secret or anything now, I guess. The worst part was pretending I did not like him, like, even as a friend. And it took so much to accept that, god."
"Ilya partied a lot those years, if we listen to the rumors."
Ilya raises his hands. "Hey, I was young and stupid."
Shane looks at both of them confused for a moment. "Ah, no, no, I was the difficult one." Three heads point at him violently. Shane furrows his brow, confused. "What?"
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #86990751
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Offsides, or How Shane Hollander Ruined His Own Life at a Party in LA by Anonymous
Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-06-18
Shane Hollander is nineteen and trying to get through one Hollywood party without being noticed. He gets noticed anyway, by the worst possible person. His last-minute Halloween costume is working too well. Ilya Rozanov, the rival he's never met but supposed to hate, takes one look and thinks Shane is a girl.
Shane doesn't correct him. He doesn't stop him from kissing Shane. And he accidentally gives him his real phone number. Oops.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 70,965
- Chapters:
- 9/9
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #82492281
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got 'em lookin' like you by bespelled
Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-06-17
Shane is 40 weeks pregnant with their first child and is a few days past his due date. Ilya Rozanov reacts in a predictable fashion.
- Part 1 of First-Time Dads Hollanov
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,556
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #86860441