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It Is Not A Problem by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-04-06
Shane and Ilya have written their own vows for the wedding.
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“I cannot stop thinking about him. This slow fucking hockey player with the freckles. Since we were seventeen in Saskatchewan. In that car park. I cannot stop thinking about him. That car park and the gym that night after draft pick and all the hotel rooms and All Stars and all of my texts you never answered and all of the ones you did.” He takes a breath, confesses. “And when I drank a whole bottle of vodka after I won the Stanley Cup to stop myself from fucking texting you.
“Was a terrible problem, then. When I was twenty. And twenty-two and twenty-four. Twenty-five. And I would think, this is going to kill me. I would think, then, that maybe I had spent more time wanting to see you when I could not than I had spent doing anything else. Even hockey.”----
Is Ilya going to tell Shane he has a weak backhand in their wedding vows? Yes, yes he is. Will Shane speak Russian? Did he secretly get help from Svetlana to prep for this? Is anyone going to mention the secret sex condo? Can Ilya avoid having to thank Scott Hunter in his actual vows? He’s certainly going to try.
- Language:
- English
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- 4,699
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #82594801
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--- ILYA ➥i am so weak mr hollander ➥imagine you could have your way with me ➥i could not fight back ➥you could jump on me all you want SHANE ➥😐 ➥Very funny. ILYA ➥give me cpr ➥to my dick ➥to make me healthy again SHANE ➥Is your fever getting worse? ILYA ➥no is just you ➥making me all hot inside ➥burning ➥such a good boyfriend to me, bought me soup ➥does my laundry SHANE ➥You are so easily bribed. --- or: nine months into dating the rich, hot, and protective college student Shane, Ilya gets sick. Shane helps out his boyfriend and his daughter.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 14,427
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #82528891
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5 times Yuna Hollander is there for Shane, and 1 time Ilya Rozanov is.
“You know, you used to say that the noise of fireworks or the ocean scared your ears,” she says softly, smiling at the fond memory.
“I'm not scared,” Shane grunts defensively.
His shoulders are tense and his jaw is clenched. Yuna sighs. “I didn't say you were,” she reassures.
- Part 3 of HR 5 + 1
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- English
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #82552501
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Please don't rein me in by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-04-04
He can see the silver car slowly start to back out of the spot next to Shane’s dumb practical British jeep and he runs, barefoot on the gravel, he doesn't think, he has no idea what he’s going to do, what his plan is, he just knows he needs to stop Shane's dad from leaving.
He clearly doesn't see him, but Ilya can hear the parking sensor go off inside the car as he throws himself around the side of it and up to the driver's side window, hands pressing on the glass and the door.
For a moment it's just Ilya's heavy breathing and a man behind a window looking at him like he's something to be scared of.
The car window rolls down.
"Please." Ilya finds himself saying, and he can tell it isn't what David was expecting to hear. "Don't leave."
OR: what if Ilya ran after David when he walked in on them in episode 6?
- Language:
- English
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- 7,654
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- 1/1
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- AO3:
- #82479656
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“They need to return to a conference based system,” Svetlana said, slamming her hand against the table. “It was fucking fine the way it was, why are we handing out participation trophies to shitty divisions?”
Ilya raised his eyebrows from where he hovered in the kitchen, cracking open another Red Bull.
“This is fun,” he said, deadpanned. “You guys should start a podcast or something. I would not listen, you are both terribly boring.”
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Or, after an injury on the ice forces Shane into an early retirement, he and Svetlana start a podcast.
- Language:
- English
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- 12,651
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #82436031
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lean back, just like that by mysterious_ky
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-04-03
Shane Hollander has a laundry list of problems at any given time, and being a vampire (while keeping it a secret) is pretty consistently at the top of the list. His top problem right now, though? How much he really wants to sink his teeth into Ilya Rozanov, in every possible way.
- Part 1 of vampire bat
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 37,147
- Chapters:
- 6/6
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- 1
- AO3:
- #78047046
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Following the internet success of Shane and Ilya's presentation at the NHL Awards, ESPN decided to contract with them to do a whole series. It goes far better than anyone could have dreamed.
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“When you think about it,” Jackie said, when Shane had dinner with her and Hayden a few days later, “hockey’s basically already reality tv.”
- Part 3 of Hollanov fics
- Part 1 of Captain vs Captain
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- English
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- 64,872
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- 16/16
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- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #79528836
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"The Ottawa fucking Centaurs," Cliff spits, barely even aware of the words coming out of his mouth. "Eight years. Eight goddamned years, we've been building this team! We've made it to the playoffs for years now, we have a fucking Cup! You're the captain, you know this team would follow you anywhere. The fucking kids look up to you! And you've been in Boston since you came from Russia. You have a house here, you host get-togethers for the team, you know all our WAGs and families. And you want to leave this for fucking Ottawa, for the worst team in the league? What the hell, Ilya?!"
Or: Before Ilya Rozanov leaves Boston for the Ottawa Centaurs, he invites Cliff Marleau to his house for dinner. Cliff has known Roz for eight years and has been his best friend for almost that same length of time. None of that has prepared him to learn that his captain has, apparently, been in a secret relationship for the past eight years. With Shane Hollander.
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- English
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- 1/1
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- AO3:
- #81455391
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but I bet we’d have really good bed chem by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-02
They break apart after a few seconds, both turning to look at Ilya.
“Happy?” Shane asks and Ilya stares at him and then – laughs. A full-belly laugh, with a slightly hysterical edge to it. The sheer relief on Ilya’s face makes something in Shane’s chest come loose.
“Oh my God. Oh my God. This was – you kiss like twelve-year-olds!”
Rose snorts and presses her face into Shane’s shoulder, shaking with laughter, too. “You see the problem, yeah?”
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Ilya makes a new friend and has the most bisexual day of his life, not necessarily in that order.- Language:
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- 1/1
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- AO3:
- #82323336
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Hollander didn't realise that letting his teammates play twenty-one questions about who he was dating would be so intense. Within minutes the entire room of adult men goes from supporting him coming out as gay, to NHL-level detectives. Hollander watches in real time as they connect the dots: Same league... Rival team... European...
"Oh my god is it-"
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Hollander comes out, gets accepted (I'm choosing to ignore canon) and is then immediately roasted for having the worst possible taste in men (affectionately.)
- Part 1 of 21 Questions Saga
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- 1/1
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- AO3:
- #82282356
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Yuna’s entire body aches, and it would appear that her instincts were right— Rozanov is small, and he’s vulnerable, and he’s tired, and he needed somewhere safe to rest.
And Yuna can’t help the weird sense that she’s honoured— her home was somewhere for Rozanov to go, even if she and David knew nothing about any of it, even if they still don’t, Shane knew it would be safe for Rozanov here. Shane told him to come home.
- Language:
- English
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #82234306
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depollute me, pretty baby by writer_in_theory
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-03-31
It wasn’t his first hockey fight, not by far. After decades of playing, it was impossible to avoid the occasional scrum. It just wasn’t something that Shane purposefully tried to get involved in. He wasn’t like Ilya, he didn’t find joy in pushing and prodding at the other team until one of them snapped and threw a punch. When a scrum did break out, he hardly ever joined the fray, preferring instead to focus on managing the refs and trying to get his team out of the fight with as few penalties as possible. When Shane’s fist connected with Comeau’s cheekbone, Shane grinned. -- Or, the moment Shane realized he played his last game as a Montreal Metro and has to come to terms with everything that means after. Featuring Shane realizing he's not as okay as he seems, and Ilya trying to figure out how he can help.
- Part 4 of i can't seem to not need to need you
- Language:
- English
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- 40,006
- Chapters:
- 6/6
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- 1
- AO3:
- #79051901
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he turns off the big light by Anonymous
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-03-31
Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.
Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?
Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.
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- 1/1
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- AO3:
- #82179171
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So here he was. About to walk through the door into the empty-looking tattoo shop. Which he had researched extensively and had the best reviews. And he’d specifically called and asked if they could accommodate a private, after-hours appointment. So it would be really rude for him to bail now. He just needed to move his legs...
As he contemplated calling and cancelling and offering to just pay over the phone as an apology for wasting their time, Shane saw someone walk up to the glass door and open it, sticking his head outside.
“Want to come in, or are we doing tattoo out here?” The man asked, startling Shane out of his thought-spiral. He was tall, broad, and a lopsided smirk pulled at his left cheek, dimpling it. Shane swallowed hard.
OR: Shane's whole team is getting Stanley Cup tattoos. Ilya's a tattoo artist. Bon appetit.
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- English
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- 3/3
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- 3 versions
- AO3:
- #80793631
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Shane Hollander, a lonely and longing househusband, calls pool cleaning services at the beginning of summer.
Ilya Rozanov the pool boy shows up.
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- English
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- 66,692
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- 17/17
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #79080366
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5 times Shane Hollander privately walks Ilya Rozanov like and dog, and 1 time he does it publicly.
- Part 2 of HR 5 + 1
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- English
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #82120316
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mistakes have been made by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-03-30
Ilya: Troy came out to the team a few days ago and then asked me for your number
Shane: And you thought it would be a good idea to give it to him?
Ilya: It’s been a boring few months.
Ilya: Was he awkward? He is so awkward.
Ilya: He is about as bad at being gay as you are.Shane: Fuck you.
Shane: And YES. It was fucking awkward.Ilya: I knew it.
Ilya: Tell me everything.Shane: He told me he was gay.
Shane: Which WTF. Didn't see that coming.Ilya: Okay, yes. And?
Shane: And then he asked me out on a date.
Ilya: What.
Shane: And now we’re going to dinner next week after the game.
Ilya: WHAT.
- Language:
- English
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- 1/1
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- AO3:
- #81782916
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You’ll go to heaven and I’ll go to hell in the meantime by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-03-30
After Vegas, Shane begins to give up on Ilya and looks for a new way to feel wanted.
Ilya, of course, finds out about this and locks in.
A small dose of jealousy and a bigger dose of communication add up to change the trajectory of their affair from 2014 onward.
- Part 1 of 2014 Remix
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 29,141
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Files:
- 3 versions
- AO3:
- #80275726
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The Distance Between Us by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-03-30
Ilya Rozanov has spent ten years circling Shane Hollander. Ten years of hotel rooms and secret phone calls. Ten years of pretending he doesn't feel it, doesn't need it, doesn't wake up reaching for someone who's already gone. Ten years convincing himself he's not good enough. That he's not worth it.
Then a plane needs to make an emergency landing near Montreal, and Yuna Hollander is on it.
So when Shane calls him from a bathroom floor, unable to breathe, Ilya stops pretending.
After five hundred miles of frozen highway, three and a half hours of driving like a man possessed, a hospital waiting room full of people who have every reason to hate him, and a boy who looks at him like he's something worth keeping, Ilya may have learned a thing or two about what it means to be loved—and to let himself love freely.
- Language:
- English
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- 104,414
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Files:
- 3 versions
- AO3:
- #81207291
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Oh I'm Tricky But You Figured Me Out by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-03-29
Based on a tumblr post from @notahungrywish, ending with:
Just Shane casually assuming he'll always have to share and never be enough for Ilya and Ilya horrified to realize just how resigned Shane is to assuming Ilya will never be satisfied with him the way Shane is with Ilya.
- Part 1 of Not a Safe Bet, But You're All In
- Language:
- English
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- Chapters:
- 3/3
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- 1
- AO3:
- #82088351