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At some point between getting home and finding the mess in the kitchen, Shane calls the police and his parents in quick succession.
He doesn’t remember those phone calls at all. Blocked them from his memory the second they were over—doesn’t know what he said, what his mother replied—what the operator on the other end of the line asked him.
The only proof he has of ever placing the calls is the record of them in his phone—neatly stacked over-on-another. 911 right below Mom.
Below that, a series of phone calls to Ilya (husband), some barely even twenty seconds long, just short little I love you’s and what juice did you say you wanted from the store’s. Shane actually has to scroll for a while before he finds any other number in his call log.
If Shane were to add all of that data into an excel sheet he’d have proof that Ilya took up about 90% of his call records and yet it doesn’t feel like enough.
or the Hollywood amnesia + presumed dead fic nobody asked for- Part 3 of my moon my man
- Language:
- English
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- 15,812
- Chapters:
- 4/?
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #83300961
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Ilya Rozanov wakes up from a medically induced coma, sixteen months into a mission to save the dying sun, and he can't remember a single one of his crewmates.
He's immediately drawn to one of them, though. Too bad Hollander won't give him the time of day.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 54,881
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #87387586
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When Ilya is concussed during a game, he experiences a weird gap in his memories. He has completely forgotten two people he should apparently know: his longtime rival Shane Hollander, and a regular hookup named Jane.
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- English
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- 10,339
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #85844201
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“You…wanted to see me?” He asks, barely resisting a wince at how awkwardly it comes out. “After yesterday-” He stops, swallows.
Hollander makes a face–one of Ilya’s favorite faces, in fact–that says he’s a little embarrassed about what he’s about to say. Ilya feels his chest go a little tighter, wondering if Hollander has had time to reconsider, if he’d even planned to reach out after the game, apologize for spooking and running, ask to come ba-
“Did something…happen yesterday?” Hollander asks.
Ilya stares at him.
(the accident that takes shane out for the season happens the day after the tuna meltdown) (...it also takes his memory of the tuna meltdown with it)
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- English
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- 22,217
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #84871821
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Carpe Diem: Oh So Guilty (Oh So Loved) by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-24
Following an injury during a Montreal–Boston game in 2016, Ilya Rozanov remembers Shane Hollander, and forgets him. For a moment, he does not remember being loved.
So perhaps, it is time that Shane reminds himself, after a decade, to chase his future at a break-neck pace, because Shane is tired of feeling guilty, tired of hiding from the person he never truly wants to hide from.
It won't be so easy, of course, and maybe the path will take them two steps forward and one step back, but they will walk arm in arm, hand in hand, toward their forever.
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ilya is injured in a game, and it is all the motivation shane will ever need to seize the day.
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- English
- Words:
- 37,143
- Chapters:
- 7/?
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76980801
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a light refracting (i’ll let you in) by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-19
“I know you’re there,” he spoke gently, proud when his voice sounded nearly confident in spite of the way his hands were shaking under his desk, “I’ve seen you.”
The air in front of him seemed to shimmer in a way that was almost corporeal. Beneath his lab coat, the hair on his arms was standing on end.
Suddenly, so softly that it could hardly be called a whisper, a man’s voice answered, “So what if I am here? What would it matter anyway?”
Or, a scientist and a skeptic, new Team Physician Dr. Ilya Rozanov holds no belief in ghosts or ghouls or anything remotely supernatural, but soon even he can’t ignore the strange and inexplicable occurrences happening around the university’s sports complex.
Hollander Arena isn’t haunted… except for it sort of, probably is.
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- English
- Words:
- 3,075
- Chapters:
- 1/?
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #83408831
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Forget about it by Anonymous
Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-12
“You are very beautiful,” the man said. “What is your name?”
“Oh,” Shane said, feeling his mouth drop open. “Wow. You’re beautiful too. I was thinking that before you woke up. I’m not just copying you,” he added, quickly.
The man beamed at Shane. “It is okay to copy. I know I have good idea.”
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Ilya and Shane both have temporary amnesia. At the same time. Together.
- Part 7 of Hollanov fics
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- English
- Words:
- 2,566
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #83006691
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Shane had lost his memory after being injured during the Montreal/Boston game. Now, his memories are coming back - and why is Ilya not there with him, why did he pretend that they don't know each other at all?
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- English
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- 2,584
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #82070776
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lover, come home to me by Anonymous
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-02-16
Shane loses his game to a blizzard and his boyfriend to a bad hit, all in the same night.
Snowed in with his parents in Montreal, he watches Ilya get stretchered off on live TV, and discovers that when your relationship is a secret, no one at the hospital thinks to call you.
In Ottawa, Ilya wakes up with broken bones, a serious concussion, and a neatly edited brain. The months where he was lonely and depressed and fighting with Shane? Gone. He’s mentally living in the soft, hopeful beginning of things—and the more everyone tiptoes around him, the more wrong it feels.
The Centaurs step up. The Hollanders dig in. Shane tries to convince himself that “temporary amnesia” is not the same thing as losing him.
They’re still together. They’re technically fine.
- Language:
- English
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- 63,873
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77861021
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Hayden woke up in a hospital bed with his mind back in 2018. His loving and endlessly supportive wife was at his bedside; her and the mysterious new best friend she kept texting were have way too much fun at his expense.
Things got even more confusing when Shane arrived. He wasn't alone.
- Part 3 of Amiss but Never Forgotten
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- English
- Words:
- 4,185
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #79047041
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The Second First Time by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-26
Shane Hollander wakes up in a hospital room convinced it’s 2016 — and that Ilya Rozanov is still his biggest rival, someone he’s supposed to hate.
But the world has changed. It’s 2025. They play for the same team, live in the same house, and Ilya Rozanov is wearing a wedding ring.
Now Shane has to relive nine lost years, learn to trust his ‘enemy,’ and find out whether he can fall in love with his own husband all over again.- Part 1 of Again, and Always
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 59,706
- Chapters:
- 24/24
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #75655531
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Shane woke up a few days after an accident and his first memories were of 2016. Of a game in Boston and a recent run in with a movie star.
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Yuna (and David) witness a small taste of what things really were like for their boys all those years ago.
- Part 2 of Amiss but Never Forgotten
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- English
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- AO3:
- #78294716
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“I'm sorry, are we... friends?” Ilya knows he's in too deep, has for a while. That's why he's decided to end it once and for all, and now is the perfect moment to do just that. Hollander doesn't remember him, and everything they've done. He doesn't know him, doesn't trust him, probably doesn't even like him. He should shake his head no, right now. No, they weren't friends. Ilya was just the captain of the opposing team, here to offer his condolences. Hollander would accept it at face value. That's it, clean cut. “No, boyfriends.”
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #77448946
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Both Shane and Ilya had gotten concussions before. It was part of being a hockey player, but neither of them had ever woken up thinking they were seventeen. Of course, Shane had to change that.
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- AO3:
- #76764096
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Ilya doesn't remember the moment his head hit the pavement or the sound of screeching brakes. He's forgotten he ever left Russia, and the names Yuna Hollander and Shane mean nothing to him, though these people clearly know him pretty well.
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- 19,733
- Chapters:
- 10/10
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76275341
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To Be Remembered, Is To Be Loved by BrokenColors
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-01
Shane Hollander forgets his marriage. Ilya Rozanov doesn’t forget how to love him. As Shane recovers from a concussion that fractures his memories, the life they built together resurfaces in quieter ways. Through routine, touch, shared space, and an intimacy that refuses to disappear. Love, it turns out, doesn’t always need memory. Sometimes, it just needs time. -------- tl;dr - Hollanov's Amnesia AU in which Shane's last memory is July 2010, a.k.a the first time they hooked up in Toronto after shooting the commercial. Problem is, it is 2022, and they have been married for almost a year, but Shane cannot remember the past 12 years of his life with Ilya.
- Part 1 of To Be or Not To Be
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- English
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- 13,876
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- 1/1
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- AO3:
- #76882061
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Who Am I (to be loved by you) by llewellynprince
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-31
The last thing Ilya remembers is being five, back home with Svetlana and his mother, the only two people who ever loved him there. But this freckled boy in front of him is someone Ilya would know even with no memory or sense.
- Part 3 of Song of Achilles
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- AO3:
- #76605191
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light reflects the chain on your neck by silverstreaks
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-30
“But yeah,” Shane continues, “tell him I’m not mad. Well, not about the accident, at least. I’m mad about him for ruining our plans last night.” He smiles sheepishly. “Sorry I didn’t text.” I’m sorry I didn’t text last night, by the way. I was looking forward to our plans last night. I’m mostly mad at Marlow for fucking that up. I was gonna ask you— “Ilya? You good?” Shane pulls back the hand Ilya was holding to poke him on the chest. (He seems to be under the impression that the last game he played was against the Boston Bears.) -- Ilya goes through seeing Shane unconscious on the ice again, and people try to convince him that they are going to be okay.
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- AO3:
- #76728321
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What one does for love... by BlackHoleHockey (SunMonTue)
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-30
“He’s got amnesia!” “Oh. You doctor now?” Ilya asks, looking at him, then looking at the doctor, and Shane can read the 'can you believe this guy?' expression on his face. “What makes you think that Mr Hollander?” “He doesn’t remember that I’m his husband. And he thinks he’s here because of a hit on the ice. It’s summer!”
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- English
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- 1,508
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- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76722936
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Worst Sleep That I Ever Had by plinys
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2025-12-23
The first thing Shane notices when he wakes up is that there is a very handsome man slouched in the chair beside his bed. The second thing Shane notices is that he is definitely in a hospital. [or: Shane ends up with temporary amnesia after an injury and minor surgery and wakes up to find a handsome stranger by his bedside.]
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- English
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- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76237066