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Welcome, Jane! by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-05-14
"Jane" gets added to the Centaures WAGs chat shortly after Ilya moves to Ottawa. Maybe a group of girl friends is exactly what Shane needs in the face of hardship
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- English
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- 4/4
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- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #84137106
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-05-14
Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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- English
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- 5 versions
- AO3:
- #75380761
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Modern Lockets by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-05-12
“Sweetheart, your pretty little head is so silly. For every photocard I make of ugly hockey men, I make two of my gorgeous, radiant, pulchritudinous boyfriend. Sometimes three.”
A smile breaks through the heated haze of Shane’s expression. “You’ve been using the thesaurus Dad got you for Christmas?”
“I will beat Yuna Hollander at Scrabble one day,” Ilya declares against Shane’s hip bone.
In the year between the Cottage and the Centaurs, Ilya misses Shane more than ever. Svetlana’s teenage cousin offers a coping method: Kpop-style Shane Hollander photocards to stare at all day long. It's a shame carrying around pictures of fellow hockey players is just not socially acceptable.
…At least, not yet.
(AKA: Ilya's mission to desensitize the hockey world to his Hollander fanboyisms, and the NHL players that suffer for it.)- Language:
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- 1
- AO3:
- #84249706
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Puck and The Great One by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-05-12
Shane Hollander's two cats like Ilya Rozanov. It shouldn't make a difference, except in all the ways it does.
Canon divergent AU, basically a rewrite of the tuna melt scene. See author's notes for more details.
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- English
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- 1
- AO3:
- #84716556
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if you're scared of wolves by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-05-12
In another life — or maybe the next one, or maybe the one before — Ilya Rozanov learns that some roads only lead to one place. No matter how you take them, the wolves are always waiting at the end.
Maybe that's why, in December 2008, Ilya wakes up with the distinct, inexplicable sense, that he has already lived this life before.
Some things, it turns out, are inevitable. The question is whether he is.
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- English
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- 92,100
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- 11/11
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- 1
- AO3:
- #80956281
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forgive me if i jump at the rattle of your keys by justhockey
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-05-11
Ilya knew, right from the very moment he met Shane Hollander, that he would never be good enough for him. He’d seemed so…pristine, when they first met. Untouched. And Ilya knew his unclean hands would only dirty him up. He’s always been selfish, though; his father used to tell him that. So it’s no surprise, really, that Shane has finally gotten tired of it. Of him, always needing more from Shane than he deserves - always begging for more than he has earned. Ilya would leave himself, too, if he could. (Or, five time Ilya thought Shane would leave, and one time he knew he wasn’t going anywhere.)
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- AO3:
- #84685756
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Lately, playing hockey wasn't even as much fun as it used to be. Games were always the highlight, but even that, it didn’t feel as good since his team had been falling apart.
And all that because he came out as gay.
He didn’t really fault them for taking some time to accept it, so Shane let them talk. If that helped them digest the news, so be it.
He let them distance themselves from him, let them gossip around to other teams, let them make him the butt of jokes he didn’t understand.Shane didn’t mind, all things considered.
Everything was fine.
- Part 1 of Everything is fine
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- 4/4
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- AO3:
- #81366206
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Waking up in Jackie Pike’s body is certainly not ideal, this fresh PQ Day. But Ilya is a master of making things work for him.
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- #84540626
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Harris put the finishing touches on Ilya's new 'pregnancy bod' tugging at the clear wrap to ensure that it was snug enough and that it wouldn't budge whenever Ilya moved. He then grabbed the digital scale from the bathroom to make Ilya stand on. "Alrightie, step up here and we'll see what your final weight is and if it matches Shane's current weight." "Oh we don't want to even get into that— let's just say I weigh a lot more than I did." Shane begrudgingly admitted, shifting around on the couch when his pup gave him a kick to the bladder reminding him that he needed to pee. Or Ilya wears a watermelon for a day to see how Shane survives everyday life, chaos ensues.
- Part 40 of hollanov parenthood adventure ✨
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- 1/1
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- AO3:
- #84470051
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5 times people believed Shane is trapped in an abusive marriage and the 1 time Shane sets the record straight ft. misunderstandings, good intentions and a bisexual Russian menace who loves his boring Canadian husband
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- AO3:
- #81709466
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is just ten year plan to fuck by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-05-06
Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble.
It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event.
He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane.
- Part 1 of kitten shane series
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- English
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- 26/26
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- 3 versions
- AO3:
- #80376461
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ilya rozanov did not plan to spend the majority of his rookie season in a hospital. then again, he didn't plan on shane hollander either.
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or, the whump fic. based on my own tweet: a fic where 17 yr old shane is a [redacted] ill patient and ilya is the rookie his team drags to the children’s hospital. he falls in love w freckles and can’t stop visiting shane every chance he gets.
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- 2/2
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- 3 versions
- AO3:
- #84307591
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Below Zero (And My Lips Bleed) by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-05-03
Shane Hollander, D1 hockey star & NYU biology student accepts an executive assistant position to one Ilya Rozanov - Bratva boss.
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Shane's exterior and calculated aptitude for detail makes for a better partner in crime than employee.
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- 39,402
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- 7/?
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- 1
- AO3:
- #82262261
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“I think you might benefit from taking an autism assessment.”
Shane wasn’t sure he understood the words at first. Why would he benefit from being assessed for something so random? Like being checked if he had red hair.Shane Hollander gets a late autism diagnosis. It's surprising to him, but apparently not to anyone else. Slowly, he realises how his friends and family have already helped him.
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- AO3:
- #84196441
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all of you, all of me (intertwined) by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-05-03
Ilya had Shane only in fleeting moments for nearly ten years. Rushed hookups and greedy hands grabbing at anything and everything he could to savor every second of the limited time he knew he was running out of.
And then they got married.
Now, at night, Ilya slips into a bed that’s already warm with his husband.
Or, all the ways Shane and Ilya say I love you without actually saying it.
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- AO3:
- #84127311
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Freshman athlete Shane Hollander begins an illicit affair with his older, married professor, Ilya Rozanov.
- Part 1 of Hollanov Professor/Student AU
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- 1
- AO3:
- #80662481
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Ever since Shane Hollander joined the Centaurs, the team has noticed a difference in their captain.
Rozy has always been an affectionate, hands-on guy who loves to rile people up. But with Hollander, he’s the worst they’ve ever seen. Always touching him, making suggestive comments.
Pointy’s mom works in Human Resources, and he’s pretty sure this is a case of workplace bullying. Hazy thinks Ilya has a crush and can’t take a hint. Bood just wants his team to get back to normal.
Or, in an AU where Hollanov never gets outed, 5 times a Centaur tries to shut down Ilya’s flirting and 1 time a Centaur lets it happen.
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- English
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- 1/1
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- AO3:
- #84139176
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He’d been telling himself for years now, this time would be the last time. That after this time, he would finally have enough to sustain him, enough to manage. They should not be doing this. He should not be doing this. He should not even want to be doing this.
Still no text.
This thing with Rozanov had been going on long enough. Shane hadn't been able to put a stop to it yet, but maybe he could try a new approach. He could write a list: "why this has to be the last time".
- Part 5 of SnailyMaily HR fics
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- English
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- 3/3
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- AO3:
- #84067551
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"Where's Rose?" Shane asked, the confusion in his tone obvious, but 'Ilya' didn't buy it. Or didn't care to.
"Ah, i see. This is .. foreplay."
Shane's lips parted in disbelief.
"Foreplay?" He practically squeaked, his voice a pitch higher and riddled with concern. For both his friends safety and because— is this person flirting with him?
Or NHL star Shane Hollander accidentally calls a sex hotline and Ilya Rozanov answers.
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- English
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- 2/2
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- AO3:
- #83485766
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Shane and Ilya have kept their relationship secret for years, waiting for Ilya to get Canadian citizenship before they could even consider coming out to anyone.
Now, that time has come - and they are going to come out in the most dramatic fashion possible!Fic is completed and updates every other day!
edit: all posted now! :)- Language:
- English
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- 10,861
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- 1
- AO3:
- #83277516