Summary:

Ilya had Shane only in fleeting moments for nearly ten years. Rushed hookups and greedy hands grabbing at anything and everything he could to savor every second of the limited time he knew he was running out of.

And then they got married.

Now, at night, Ilya slips into a bed that’s already warm with his husband.

Or, all the ways Shane and Ilya say I love you without actually saying it.