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shane is the worst when it comes to chirping (technically its not his fault) by MyBelovedAngst
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-10
Shane Hollander is thrown back by the tone, the words, and the response as a whole Scott Hunter gives back. He panics, and does not know what to do. ----- Or, Shane spirals after the Scott Hunter fight, but at least his good friend Hayden is there to help him.
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- AO3:
- #77422881
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Yelena Hollander-Rozanova is the best female figure skater in Canada, maybe even the world. Shane knows this, he does, but that doesn't stop the dread he feels awaiting her turn to take the ice for her chance at her first Olympic bid. Ilya is trying to keep his spirits up, but Lena not telling him anything about her new program sure isn't helping his anxiety. a.k.a: the one where hollanov's daughter does a free skate program to Diamonds by Rihanna and tries to surprise them with it.
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- #77423956
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Shane can't get his mind off of the unanswered texts sitting on his phone. Ilya is bored. They make bad decisions.
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- #77417371
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Shane Hollander is spiralling and needs a comforting warmth that he can only find with his husband, Ilya Rozanov.
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- #77439276
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Shane pushes himself when he's injured despite warnings from both Ilya and his doctor that he's not ready. When he disobeys, Ilya reminds him of how important he is, on and off the ice.
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- #77456726
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Hayden comes to visit and learns the truth about them, much to Ilya's amusement. They puzzle some more.
- Part 2 of Puzzling Hollanov
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- #77379461
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Had and Ruby have a VERY nice play for Shane. It gets Shane thinking about how harmful his diet might actually be.
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- #77375856
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Hot Asshole in Your Area: Click Now! by nbca
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-09
“Yeah, the assholes usually are. I mean, Rozanov is just so unfairly hot. He really does not deserve to be so attractive,” complained Scott. Oh, god. Ilya could never find out about this. He’d never shut up. “You think he’s hot?” Shane asked in despair, and then immediately regretted it. Scott raised his eyebrows in disbelief, as if to say, Are you fucking with me right now? ---- Shane is invited to hangout with Scott and the Kingfisher crew, and finds out that they all think his secret boyfriend is hot. Which he is. So why is Shane so bothered right now?
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- #77348011
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until you're red in the face by vamptious
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-09
Ilya allows the conversation to pivot and brings the iPad up again, waving it like it’s the key to all their problems. “I was curious about this and I read about it many times. Do you know about kinks?” And there go all of Shane’s plans for the night. Or: Ilya and Shane take an agonisingly long time to negotiate their kinks. Then, finally, they act on some of them.
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- #77002746
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i love you, ya tebya lyublyu, je t'aime by moonlightdances
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-09
“Because I can’t fucking do this, Ilya. I’m going to my parents’, I- I need a break, alright? Shit.” Shane’s gaze locked onto his keys and he picked them up, stalking towards the door. He needed a break from the arguing and he needed to go somewhere he could breathe and collect his thoughts, so he could process this correctly and talk about it with Ilya civilly. Everything was still suffocating and overwhelming and Shane needed out, needed to go sit in his car and drive in silence to his parents’ place. - Ilya had seen enough breakups to know what one looked like. Shane ignored him, and looked irritated, and said he couldn’t do this (this, like everything between them could be reduced to a single word other than love), and said he needed a break (his confidence in Ilya’s English was comforting up until Ilya realised it meant Shane didn’t feel the need to say the dramatic I’m breaking up with you that characterised the ends of relationships). or, hollanov fight and misunderstandings resulting in an injury ensue
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- #77355746
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the pleasure and the agony's all mine by ultravioletdaydream
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-09
Shane Hollander has been making deals with Ilya Rozanov for as long as he can remember. Usually it's Ilya that comes up with the propositions, and usually they're bets that Shane is doomed to lose. Tonight is different. Maybe it's the reassurance that this thing between them is real that makes Shane bold. They're boyfriends, after all. Or maybe it's that stubborn shadow of anxiety, fear of being found out. Either way, Shane has a deal for Ilya. Or: Shane asks Ilya to flirt with other people, as part of an ill-planned deal, and discovers can't handle the jealousy.
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- #77354796
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When Ilya is injured on the ice, only Svetlana knows to call "Jane". This doesn't reassure Shane as much as she intends it to.
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- #77360431
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He’s a perfectionist and he will perfect the art of being Shane’s Dom.
- Part 2 of Heated Rivalry One-shots
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- #77366271
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i wonder if it ever will change, i'm living for that day, someday by stardustvx
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-09
“Ah, good,” Svetlana says after Rozanov scores his second goal of the night. “Now we don’t have to fight.” “About what?” Shane asks. “One goal for you, one goal for me. But it will get tricky again if he does a hat trick." or injured Shane Hollander goes to watch Boston's game and meets Svetlana who is very nice. there is a lipstick mark on Rozanov's visor and it's fine. Shane does not overthink any of this and most definitely does not hope it was his lipmark there instead. he breaks his own heart a little bit before everything turns out alright. he goes home, though perhaps not the one you are thinking about.
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- #77402426
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Cumbersome and heavy body by Sweettree
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-08
God, he was having a freak out and it was gonna be a bad one. “I can’t do this I can’t do this. I can’t I can’t. why?! I can’t! I can’t.” Shane was sobbing. He could breathe he couldn’t hear. His whole body was burning. Not like on fire, but it was tingling. Like an energy was trying to escape him from all directions. Like anxiety was trying to seep out of every pore in his skin. Or Shane has a really bad meltdown during a game.
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- #77324576
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“Hm. Interesting,” the nurse stated as Ilya shifted in the bed. “You had a spinal cord injury four years ago, correct?” Ah, shit. “Yep,” Ilya shifted again, looking directly at the nurse. His eyes flickered but he didn’t look away from Ilya. “And, according to the paramedics, you fell directly on your back. Your head hit first, according to what the bartender who called emergency services said. So, I’ll ask again. Are you feeling better, Mr. Rozanov?” After an injury that took hockey away from Ilya, life doesn't seem to have anything much to give him. Little does he know, his attempt to get out of life ends up being the reason he stays in it.
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- AO3:
- #76696296
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No Further Questions by pause_to_read
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-08
Shane has spent his entire career rising above it. After one dirty hit, one slur, and one question too many, he stops. A press conference becomes a confession—and a line is finally drawn.
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- AO3:
- #76307726
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Why am I like this? by gothicgirlGXD
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-08
Shane Hollander was a weird kid Shane Hollander being weird was the price to pay due to his talent. Or at least that's what he always thought -- Or also called: The Late term Autistic Diagnosis of Shane Hollander
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- #77295761
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floating in awe (and wonder) by brokencomatose
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-08
“when we finish breakfast, i want you to go back up to our room. you will wait for me to take anya out and then I will come to you. you have choice- sit on edge of bed or sit in middle of bed. whatever you think will be most comfortable. okay?” shane pauses in the process of finishing off his second piece of toast, the bread halfway to his mouth as he blinks at Ilya a few times. “but-” “no,” ilya’s voice is low but firm, and he reaches his free hand out to nudge shane’s towards his mouth and waits until the other takes another bite before he continues. “you want to be good, yes?” shane nods almost immediately, the flush on his cheeks darkening to a deeper pink as he does so. “of course. but we need-” “to be good boy, that means that you will listen. you trust me to take care of you.”
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- #77337546
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Ilya Rozanov hadn’t planned on getting a dog. It was the offseason, his life was already complicated, and the universe — according to his mother — was definitely keeping score. Shane Hollander definitely hadn’t planned on it either. He liked structure. Predictability. Things that didn’t bark, shed, or sprint toward chaos without warning. Or: Hollanov getting a dog!
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- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #76660126