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fault lines (tremble underneath my glass house) by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-22
Shane never got hurt during the game after Ilya’s father died and Ilya went through with breaking things off with Shane. Three months after their relationship fell apart, Shane found out that he was six months pregnant.
Five years later, Shane is balancing hockey and a major secret and Ilya moves to the Ottawa Centaurs after several unsuccessful seasons with Boston. Neither of them are ready for how much a chance encounter at a hockey rink is going to change everything.
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The Hollanov secret baby fic that no one asked for but I am legally obligated to provide
- Part 1 of fault lines
- Language:
- English
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- 87,186
- Chapters:
- 11/20
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #75831346
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“Just-” Ilya starts, intending to tease, the offer of a massage more about getting Hollander back in a more relaxed headspace than anything else, but then the wire-tight tension in the muscles under his fingers registers, and he frowns, pressing testingly before making a noise of disapproval. “Fuck, Hollander, you are secretly doing crime or what?”
“What?” Hollander asks, confused, starting to lift his head before Ilya pushes it back down absently, focused now on feeling out the knots Hollander seems to be completely made of. He’s felt tension in Hollander’s shoulders before, usually during coaxing little squeezes while coaching him through learning how to deep throat, but he’s always written it off as nerves from learning something new.
Now he wonders if Hollander is just nerves, period.
(the "ilya massages shane" fic inspired by hudson saying that playing shane made him sore because he was so tense all the time)
- Language:
- English
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- 11,123
- Chapters:
- 2/2
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- 1
- AO3:
- #83497251
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Team Building Activities by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-20
What if Shane and Ilya had been drafted to the same team and fell in love as teammates instead of rivals?
Shane and Ilya are both drafted to the Minnesota Nomads. What begins as new teammates building a friendship slowly deepens into a quiet, intense love neither of them expected.
A story of teammates-to-lovers, found family, tragedy, and a love strong enough to survive even the coldest nights.
- Part 1 of The Minnesota Nomads
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- English
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- 41,181
- Chapters:
- 17/17
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #82490781
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User Discretion is Advised by Anonymous
Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-04-20
His throat felt thick and Scott coughed to hide the hitch in his breathing. "I’m not ashamed of who I am. I love Kip. I've won a Stanley Cup and made history as the first out MLH player. I think we could win the cup again this year, or at least make it through a couple rounds of the playoffs because our team is incredible. So fucking what I’m inconvenienced by showering last? It’s worth it."
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Being first means being palatable. Scott can be palatable.
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- English
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- 9,213
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #83448776
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Alexei comes home drunk and crosses a line with his younger brother that can never be uncrossed, forcing Ilya to retreat into himself and begin imagining the escape that will one day save him.
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- English
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- 2,957
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #83440931
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Ilya Rozanov: I do not understand why you are being like this but you look very pretty when you are annoyed so I do not mind. Shane Hollander: [awkwardly] Oh… um. Thanks, I guess, Rozanov. Ilya Rozanov: Is true. You are so beautiful. I cannot believe you exist. So pretty. And I get to have you and love you and be your boyfriend- [Shane slams his hand over Ilya’s mouth, his expression panicked.] Shane Hollander: This interview is over! Cut the cameras, now! (the players at all-stars 2018 eat spiked brownies. cue a chaos + a hollanov reveal)
- Part 18 of ways they didn't find out
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- English
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- 4,427
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #83367211
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keep a place for me by agetwellcard
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-19
From across the rink, Shane watches Ilya get punched in the face. He keeps a distance from the mess playing out. He knows better than to go over and make it worse. He would be more worried about it if Ilya wasn’t laughing with blood running down his face as one of his teammates drags him away. He’s yelling at the player that punched him, and Shane is grateful he can’t hear what he’s saying because he knows it’s obscene. “Your boy is feral tonight,” Pike says to Shane. Shane groans. “He's not my boy.” When Shane is in junior high, Ilya's family moves to Canada. Instead of meeting as adults, they grow up together. Shane learns Russian and Ilya spends a majority of his time at the Hollander household. When they start their professional hockey careers, they have to learn how to be opponents instead of teammates, but also how to be apart for the first time in their lives. When Ilya suggests that they sleep together, Shane has to balance their friendship and their casual relationship.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 30,101
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #80253536
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Limitations of the Current Model by Anonymous
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-04-19
Shane Hollander has been eating the same way for eight years. He has a framework. It has a name, research behind it, years of evidence in his performance numbers. He made an appointment because he is a professional, and professionals address things when they become inefficiencies.
That is what he tells himself. He is very good at this, and ultimately Ilya is wrong. He does not have a problem.- Part 5 of A Formal Study of the Heart
- Language:
- English
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- 13,926
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- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #83383111
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Wolves change rivers by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-18
In 2008, seventeen year old Ilya Rozanov—all 6’2” of him, smirking wolfishly around a cigarette, moving across the ice with explosive, animal energy as he barked at his teammates in Russian and gnawed at his mouthguard, all brilliant white canines and rangy grace—lands in Saskatchewan, and changes Shane’s world forever.
- Language:
- English
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- 3,556
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #83342896
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know my love infinite by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-17
“It was nice of Rozanov to come check on you."
Shane understands that Rozanov must be a person, though when he scans through his memories—the ones of being sixteenish and the ones he’s made in this hospital room—he can’t conjure up any details.
“Who?” He asks, staring up at her.
“Oh, I should’ve realized. He’s the captain of the other team. You two are pretty serious rivals,” she chuckles. “He just came by to see how you were, and apologize I suppose.”
“Apol’gize? Did he hit me?”
“No, no. But, captain to captain, you know….”
After the nice, pretty nurse leaves, Shane is alone for a moment. He finds himself looking at the doorway, imagining a shadow there, a Rozanov. He has a professional rival? Maybe he’s like that Russian kid everyone says is going to give Shane a run for his money.
“Rozzzzanov,” Shane says to himself, his hand coming up to rub his chest. Distantly, there’s a beeping that’s getting faster.
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When Shane is hit during the game, his injury is a lot worse, leading to ten years worth of memory loss. His parents and friends try to help him remember who he is, but something (or someone) is missing…
- Part 13 of all dwk heated rivalry fics
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- English
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- 4,680
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- 1/1
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- 1
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- #83018941
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continuity errors/tuesday again by Anonymous
Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-04-17
The first thing you should know about time loops is that they’re really fucking hard to break. The second thing is that you can never break one in such a way that it is incapable of returning.
The third thing you should know is that everyone around you has probably been stuck in a time loop at one point or another, and they made it out alive. This is only comforting if you’re a numbers guy, or if you’re the kind of guy who talks to others about how it feels to live the same day over and over and over and over and over and over again.
Shame if you’re not; the most important thing you should know about breaking a time loop is that it helps to tell someone you’re trapped in one in the first place.
- Part 12 of my heated rivalry fics
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- English
- Words:
- 32,873
- Chapters:
- 2/2
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- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #82936316
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Three Questions for a Dragon by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-04-16
"Hm. Probably he seduced and stole your young wife away... That’s his job. Stealing the hearts of young maidens. Could explain why he was so cross to see you. It’d make you the Hero of this story. Bad news for types like him. You stay away from Rozanov."
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Shane Hollander finds himself trapped between worlds, living among the spirits without his memories of the human world. The only creature that seems to know him, seems to want him dead.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,841
- Chapters:
- 3/6
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #80187481
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the silence that remains by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-16
The guys had always chirped Hollander for being a bit of a mama's boy. Well. They aren't chirping anymore.
(I was thinking about how Shane would handle future business ventures if Yuna wasn't there/how the Irina foundation would work if Yuna wasn't there & how Ilya would try to help Shane through a pain he knows uniquely)
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- English
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- 5/5
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- 1
- AO3:
- #82566671
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Cliff's family is...complicated.
He's probably not helping by acting out. But he also really doesn't want to be here.- Part 3 of for years or for hours
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- AO3:
- #83082981
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In Twenty Years by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-14
On the twentieth anniversary of his mother’s death, Ilya can no longer avoid what she left behind — a note, and a promise he would understand in time.
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- English
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- 4,446
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- 1/1
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- AO3:
- #83117341
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Scott Hunter, Good Samaritan by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-04-13
Summer in Russia was never easy for Ilya. His father's insults, Alexei's never-ending greed, the secrets he had to keep - it was a heavy weight to carry.
But now he is finally free, with a few weeks left until hockey season, and an itch to scratch. So he books a ticket to Spain, where no one cares about hockey, or who Ilya Rozanov is and who he fucks.
Things are going well until one night, Ilya gets roofied at a gay club and is saved by none other than Scott Hunter.
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- English
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- 2,120
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #83069076
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It's Brave to Be Nothing to No One At All by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-11
A road trip through California, a nice second hand car, and the beginning of the end.
or: Shane and Ilya agree to end it on a good note.
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- English
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- 23,050
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #81860606
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@shaneholender imagine getting to rail shane hollander everyday... ilya rozanov im cursing ur bloodline @therealilyarozanov Responding to @shaneholender 1. do not imagine that, he is MY husband not yours 2. that is ok with me pls do my shithead brother first - Harris (Chiron’s papa) Ilya get off your phone you have a concussion!!!! (10 years of ilya rozanov vs pr agents everywhere)
- Part 11 of social media/texting hollanov
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- English
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- 7,999
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- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #82747216
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Been So Long Since He Called Your Name by Anonymous
Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-04-11
At last, Ilya arrives at Shane’s cottage.
After barely surviving the worst year of his life, the only thing that got him through was thinking about getting back to Shane, touching him again, finally getting those two weeks that Shane promised him all those months ago.
But, blyat, why is Shane acting so weird?
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- English
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- 7,030
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #82916236
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“Bella broke up with JJ.”
Shane stopped dead. He swore the temperature in the kitchen dropped two degrees. “What? Noooooooo.” The neck of his T-shirt was suddenly too tight. He curled a finger in the elastic and pulled. Air. He needed air.
Hayden’s voice was lowered to a frightened whisper, “We’re Code Red, buddy. Code fucking Red.”
- Language:
- English
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- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #82753536