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"Hockey rivalries make the game fun - for the players and for the fans. Nothing got your blood pumping like a good ole fashioned face off. It’s about more than just winning. It’s about honor. It’s about team loyalty. It’s about getting to shove your win in their face and blow raspberries like you’re five years old again. The darker side of rivalries involve unchecked reckless aggression. It ends in blood being spilt. Bones being broken. Players hauled off the rink into an ambulance. These are the sobering moments that make you snap out of it. It’s just a game. The fun is over. Someone’s hurt. " -- Shane's move to Ottawa unexpectedly causes a new rivalry to pop off and take over the NHL. He's been involved with rivalries his entire career, but this one might just take the cake.
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- English
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- 3,164
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #77359361
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I’m hearing your voice in a strange foreign language (if only I learned how to speak) by sinesolesileo
Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-09
Where Shane exactly knows where he’s heard Ilya saying ‘’I love you’’ in Russian before. He’s the weird kid, after all. (inspired by hattrickhailey on Twitter!!!!)
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- English
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- 5,314
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #77389521
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Your Fireworks Set Me Off by hollanovbaby
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-01-09
Two scenes that should have been in The Long Game, OR the time Shane and Ilya really spoke about Ilya's depression and the time Ilya suggested Shane sees other people
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- English
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- 6,169
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #77342421
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i wonder if it ever will change, i'm living for that day, someday by stardustvx
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-09
“Ah, good,” Svetlana says after Rozanov scores his second goal of the night. “Now we don’t have to fight.” “About what?” Shane asks. “One goal for you, one goal for me. But it will get tricky again if he does a hat trick." or injured Shane Hollander goes to watch Boston's game and meets Svetlana who is very nice. there is a lipstick mark on Rozanov's visor and it's fine. Shane does not overthink any of this and most definitely does not hope it was his lipmark there instead. he breaks his own heart a little bit before everything turns out alright. he goes home, though perhaps not the one you are thinking about.
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- English
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- 7,266
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #77402426
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Ilya had seen many different sides of Shane broken up throughout the years and felt he had a very good understanding of how Shane's brain works. That is, until Shane's TV falls off the wall. How will Ilya react to Shane's "irrational" mental breakdown?
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- English
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- 4,710
- Chapters:
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- 1
- AO3:
- #77402476
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The Power of the Prostate by scarletseeker113
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-09
“Shane didn’t know I was flirting with him until I pointed my dick at him in the showers!” “Ilya!” he hissed. “What? Is true. I was flirting with you all day at that photoshoot, and you didn’t notice.” Shane rolls his eyes. “No, you weren’t, you were just being an asshole.” “I told you you looked pretty!”
- Part 1 of Fuck him right up the ass
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- English
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- 1
- AO3:
- #77391731
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a drag path, etched in the surface by justhockey
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-09
It kind of looks like junk, at first. Just a random collection of items, like the lost property box at the arena for things the cleaners find after games. But Shane quickly realises that the collection isn’t random at all. No, this is a box of memories. Ilya’s memories of Shane.
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- English
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- 5,292
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- 3 versions
- AO3:
- #77384991
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Hayden's young son is diagnosed as autistic, and he begins to realize that he's seen a lot of these symptoms before...in his best friend. Now Shane's having to come to terms with being one of those people who slipped through the cracks as a child and is diagnosed as an adult. How can Ilya and the rest of their friends support him through this?
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- English
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- 34,963
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- 14/14
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- 3 versions
- AO3:
- #75869441
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Ilya arrives home on his birthday to find Anya barking and a panicked Shane trying to fight the fire alarm after a failed baking attempt.
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- English
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- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #77316581
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Cumbersome and heavy body by Sweettree
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-08
God, he was having a freak out and it was gonna be a bad one. “I can’t do this I can’t do this. I can’t I can’t. why?! I can’t! I can’t.” Shane was sobbing. He could breathe he couldn’t hear. His whole body was burning. Not like on fire, but it was tingling. Like an energy was trying to escape him from all directions. Like anxiety was trying to seep out of every pore in his skin. Or Shane has a really bad meltdown during a game.
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- English
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- 4,331
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- 1
- AO3:
- #77324576
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Lonesome Is A State of Mind by zankiefanatic
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-08
Set ~6 months after The Long Game. Shane and Ilya have settled nicely into married life, and the big stressors of sneaking around are finally behind them. *Enter all that mental health shit we barely addressed at all* Ilya finds himself in the thick of a depressive episode, and Shane finds himself desperately auditioning for Husband of the Year. There is love and feelings and therapy.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 7,006
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #77297996
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No Further Questions by pause_to_read
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-08
Shane has spent his entire career rising above it. After one dirty hit, one slur, and one question too many, he stops. A press conference becomes a confession—and a line is finally drawn.
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- English
- Words:
- 27,045
- Chapters:
- 3/?
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76307726
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During one of their meetups, Ilya discovers that Shane is sensitive in more ways than one.
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- English
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- 2,993
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #77296436
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Why am I like this? by gothicgirlGXD
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-08
Shane Hollander was a weird kid Shane Hollander being weird was the price to pay due to his talent. Or at least that's what he always thought -- Or also called: The Late term Autistic Diagnosis of Shane Hollander
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- English
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- 2,492
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #77295761
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Show Me How my Body Works by Infinitely_Odd
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-08
It's the festive season, and university student Ilya needs a job. Lush is hiring. Also Known As: Ilya: Worlds Worst Lush Employee
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- English
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- 11,859
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- 1/1
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- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #77298431
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Both Shane and Ilya had gotten concussions before. It was part of being a hockey player, but neither of them had ever woken up thinking they were seventeen. Of course, Shane had to change that.
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- English
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- AO3:
- #76764096
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this is not enough (i am not enough) by blankjournals
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-08
Shane's breath catches on a sob, and he muffles the sound with his hand. Everything feels like too much. He’s naked, and he can feel entirely too much on his body, inside his body, and he hates how it's starting to feel gross. His head is pounding, and he can't even focus on placating his mind when his lungs are also screaming in his throat for breath. Ilya hears, and his hands reach out to hold Shane, tension lying in every part of his body. “Shane—” “Don't touch me,” Shane snaps, more desperation than yelling as he rips his arm out of Ilyas's grasp. His tears have nowhere to go now, and they finally spill over, hot and humiliating, down his cheeks. Ilya freezes in place, hand hovering mid-air. A myriad of emotions flicker across his face: confusion, hurt, fear. Ilya takes an unconscious step back like someone shoved him. His body curls in on itself, trying to make himself appear smaller. He looks... terrified. Like, Shane just called him a monster, and he believes it. OR: inspired by the fight in the long game when ilya had told shane he could have sex with other men because he did not believe in cheating.
- Part 2 of missing scenes from TLG 📖
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- English
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- 10,428
- Chapters:
- 2/2
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- 3 versions
- AO3:
- #77307681
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floating in awe (and wonder) by brokencomatose
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-08
“when we finish breakfast, i want you to go back up to our room. you will wait for me to take anya out and then I will come to you. you have choice- sit on edge of bed or sit in middle of bed. whatever you think will be most comfortable. okay?” shane pauses in the process of finishing off his second piece of toast, the bread halfway to his mouth as he blinks at Ilya a few times. “but-” “no,” ilya’s voice is low but firm, and he reaches his free hand out to nudge shane’s towards his mouth and waits until the other takes another bite before he continues. “you want to be good, yes?” shane nods almost immediately, the flush on his cheeks darkening to a deeper pink as he does so. “of course. but we need-” “to be good boy, that means that you will listen. you trust me to take care of you.”
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- English
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- 5,175
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- 1/1
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- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #77337546
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i don't know where the switches are (or where you keep the cutlery) by morganalegay
Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-08
Shane knows, logically, that Ilya doesn’t really think he’s boring. Not in a mean way, not in a way that’s meant to gnaw at him. He is boring. He wears the clothes his stylist picks out for him, he does ad campaigns, and he tries to look sexy instead of uncomfortable. He puts a thousand accent pillows on his bed because his interior designer tells him to. He wears the Rolex watch and makes sure he wears it well. He knows Ilya is just poking fun at him. Ilya doesn’t really mean he’s boring; he means Shane is comfortable- that he’s safe, and that he hasn’t had very many safe things in his life. Shane is happy to be that, if that’s what Ilya wants (if that’s what he likes).
- Part 1 of hollanov cringe compilation
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- English
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- 1,617
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #77312171
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Ilya Rozanov hadn’t planned on getting a dog. It was the offseason, his life was already complicated, and the universe — according to his mother — was definitely keeping score. Shane Hollander definitely hadn’t planned on it either. He liked structure. Predictability. Things that didn’t bark, shed, or sprint toward chaos without warning. Or: Hollanov getting a dog!
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 25,425
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #76660126