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All year Shane had been fighting the desperate creeping desires spreading inside him, hoping they would wither and die in the airless forgotten dark of his dreams and now Rozanov, the only player at camp who might've been better at hockey than Shane, with his newly-long legs and newly-defined abs and his indifferent smirking gaze, was lying (maybe) hard above him, asking wildly inappropriate questions and claiming it was all normal and fine and good? Nonsense. If this was normal, Shane was missing way more social cues in his day-to-day life than he thought.
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In which Shane and Ilya meet at hockey camp as teens and a bunch of other things also go differently. Not a teen fic tho I promise!- Language:
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- 9/9
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- 5 versions
- AO3:
- #80334051
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Shane is not having an easy time doing press now that he plays for the Centaurs. He asks Ilya to help, resulting in a bet. Ilya's reward if he breaks? A secret.
- Part 4 of Let Shane Hollander Crash Out
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- AO3:
- #83927766
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isn't he boring? by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-04-28
“You are making 12 burgers this time?” came Ilya’s voice from behind him.
“Yeah, I didn’t think eight would be enough,” Shane said, trying not to sound defensive.
“And you found a completely new recipe for this, yes? Did not just multiply the one you made earlier this week, I mean.”
“...Shut up.”
“Never. You are too boring, I need to be interesting for both of us.”
Shane’s arm stilled on the grill for just a second, the word boring prodding him right in a sore spot, like a finger pressing against a bruise.
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Part 4 of "hate Rozanov, not Ilya". Shane decides to invite JJ, Hayden, and Jackie over to the cottage to have a day to themselves and to introduce them to Ilya off the ice. They're mostly on the same page now, only, Ilya won't stop calling Shane "boring", and Shane doesn't know what to make of that, nor does he know how to ask about it himself. Things are pleasant, if awkward, until Hayden and JJ catch wind of Ilya's penchant for the (endearing?) quip and confront him, unaware that Shane can hear. But how will Ilya justify himself, when he thinks that Shane isn't around?
- Part 4 of hate Rozanov, not Ilya
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- #83699356
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Team management e-mails him early in the afternoon, but it’s just after helping Jackie feed Ruby and Jade dinner, when Hayden has the chance to go to the bedroom and sit against the bed headboard, that he manages to see and read it. The language is polite but friendly, and the person writing it actually identifies herself as the lady from the team’s media relationship, Nathaly, which immediately makes the exchange feel more real. She calls Hayden by his first name too, which also helps. Hayden has read some official communication before, but they addressed the team as a whole, so he knows this is different. Nathaly is talking to him to know if there’s any way he might billet for next season.
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Alternate universe where Hayden was drafted two seasons before Shane and is three years older than him. He's not quite a veteran, but, somehow, he still gets picked by the Metros to house hockey's second coming of christ, Shane Hollander, during his rookie season. Shane never really leaves.
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- AO3:
- #79622401
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Ilya gets Shane high and takes advantage of him (consensually). A little sequel to a Mean Dom Ilya Week fic, by popular demand.
- Part 8 of Mean Dom Ilya Week
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- #83805501
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Being a good father and a good husband turned out not to require anything extraordinary. All Ilya had to do was hold his son upright while he cried. Reach for his husband’s hand when everything else felt fragile enough to break. Explaining why. Explaining it again. Apologizing when he was wrong and letting himself be forgiven, too. Stay—especially on the days when staying felt like a decision he had already, once, been afraid he might not make. Do it again tomorrow. And tomorrow, Ilya learned, was no longer frightening when it looked back at him through brown eyes.
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- AO3:
- #79048791
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pearly whites are cared for by the devil by Tizniz
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-25
Ilya stands there, arms crossed over his chest, one eyebrow raised. “Please explain why dentist office called me in regards to an appointment for you.” “I have no idea what you mean, baby.” Shane replies, voice thick with sweetness. “I just had a cleaning last month!” “And now you lie to me?” Ilya shakes his head, “Disappointed.” “I am not lying!” -- Spoiler: Shane absolutely is lying. So Ilya makes him go to the dentist.
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- AO3:
- #83751056
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March third is PQ Day. All over the globe couples are finding their datemates, waking up in the bodies of the other couple who’ll support them forever. Hayden’s been married for eight years now but evidently the other half of their Power Quad are nowhere near that peak, because it’s been eight Marchs of fuck all. Eight years of waking beside Jackie, both of them in their own bodies, in love but missing part of who they’re destined to be. And then Hayden opens his eyes in the spring of 2018, and recognises the well toned thighs he pulls the duvet off of.
- Part 1 of You Know Where I Am, You Know Where To Find Me
- Part 1 of Cup Full Of Soulmates
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- AO3:
- #83759786
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back and forth from new york by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-25
After coming out to Rose, Shane decides he doesn't want to lie anymore, even if he isn't sure coming out will mean he gets happily ever after with Ilya. When coming out to the Voyageurs leaves him wondering what his future in Montreal might look like, he lets himself be a little selfish, he lets himself wonder if there might be somewhere else he might be happy. If Montreal wants to get rid of a generational player, he's not about to stop them, especially if it means he can get a little closer to joy.
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Or: Shane Hollander leaves Montreal in search of something better.
- Part 1 of back and forth from new york
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- 6 versions
- AO3:
- #76283091
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Day-to-Day (Upper Body) by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-24
The summer before his second season with the Centaurs, Shane Hollander is supposed to have his body and his life under control. He’s married, training hard, doing everything right.
So the nausea, the bone-deep exhaustion, the aching chest and low back, the way his body feels wrong in all the old ways he thought he’d outrun?
He blames stress. He blames the season. He blames anything but himself.
Shane knows his body. He has spent years fighting for it.
But one rushed doctor’s visit turns into an ultrasound, and suddenly he’s thirty-plus weeks pregnant with a baby he didn’t plan, didn’t want, and doesn’t know how to make peace with.
Now he can’t outrun anything anymore.
Not the dysphoria. Not the fear of the league finding out.
Not the family he’s already carrying.---
hi i need more trans!shane hollander. and as a trans man who wants to get pregnant someday obviously i had to make shane pregnant. without him knowing though. sorry bb
- Part 1 of Day-to-Day (Upper Body) Series
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- AO3:
- #75416631
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My body's yours and you know it too by mickeysmyheart
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-24
This made him realize something else about himself— something he’s never felt before, something he never thought he’d be. Ilya realized just how possessive he is over Shane and their marriage. or 5 times Ilya marks Shane and 1 time Shane marks Ilya aka the hickey fic
- Part 19 of In a world post TLG
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- #83661151
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Once More Around the Sun by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-23
After Shane walks out post-tuna melt, Ilya Rozanov walks through hell to remind himself who he is, a man ready to salt the fucking Earth for his people.
Shane’s not even pretending he’s capable of being rational about it, he isn’t, his world is falling apart at the seams and he’s fairly sure he’s losing his mind.
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- #80301421
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fault lines (tremble underneath my glass house) by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-22
Shane never got hurt during the game after Ilya’s father died and Ilya went through with breaking things off with Shane. Three months after their relationship fell apart, Shane found out that he was six months pregnant.
Five years later, Shane is balancing hockey and a major secret and Ilya moves to the Ottawa Centaurs after several unsuccessful seasons with Boston. Neither of them are ready for how much a chance encounter at a hockey rink is going to change everything.
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The Hollanov secret baby fic that no one asked for but I am legally obligated to provide
- Part 1 of fault lines
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- #75831346
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“Shane,” Ilya said slowly, putting his phone in his pocket as he walked into their home gym to find Shane running on the treadmill. “Do you mean to tell me that the years of you doing ‘just a little promo’ has actually been you tormenting David Mitchell with your apparently not incredibly boring life? And you never thought to mention it once?”
“Huh?” Shane called, slowing the treadmill to a walk to glance over his shoulder at where Ilya was stood. “What do you mean?”
“I mean there are lots of tweets here about you on these shows and you seem to be giving all of them aneurysms?” Ilya said, pulling his phone back out and opening up twitter to show Shane.
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Or; Shane Hollander is far more famous than the Hockey world ever realised
- Part 1 of Shane Hollander, Famous
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in between a thousand and one kisses by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-20
Yes, Shane is like the sun come down to earth, but for hockey. Yes, he married Ilya. Thank you for noticing.
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- #83439991
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Rules For Picking by Anonymous
Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-04-20
“When we play Boston…” The first star had gone to Shane or Rozanov all four games this season, despite them playing on the second line for three of them, but that couldn’t always be the case, and if the excited rumblings of teammates in the Metros locker room about “putting that bitch Rozanov in his place” were mirrored on the Raider’s side—Rozanov’s snort cut through the thought.
“Then you are mine. Easy.”
Shane's not freaking out about The Winner's Room
- Part 1 of Birdy's Boys In The Room
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Today must have been national 'Ilya talks all day long' day because from the moment they woke up, his husband had yapped his ear off to the point that Shane with all the love in the world playfully suggested that his husband talk their pup's ears off. Except there was just one problem with that — she was still in his belly (lucky girl). Ilya took that as a literal challenge as he normally would so it wasn't that outlandish that he had started talking to his belly…about everything. Everything.
- Part 36 of hollanov parenthood adventure ✨
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- #83407681
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keep a place for me by agetwellcard
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-19
From across the rink, Shane watches Ilya get punched in the face. He keeps a distance from the mess playing out. He knows better than to go over and make it worse. He would be more worried about it if Ilya wasn’t laughing with blood running down his face as one of his teammates drags him away. He’s yelling at the player that punched him, and Shane is grateful he can’t hear what he’s saying because he knows it’s obscene. “Your boy is feral tonight,” Pike says to Shane. Shane groans. “He's not my boy.” When Shane is in junior high, Ilya's family moves to Canada. Instead of meeting as adults, they grow up together. Shane learns Russian and Ilya spends a majority of his time at the Hollander household. When they start their professional hockey careers, they have to learn how to be opponents instead of teammates, but also how to be apart for the first time in their lives. When Ilya suggests that they sleep together, Shane has to balance their friendship and their casual relationship.
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- English
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- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #80253536
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Sensory Overload by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-04-18
Shane has always just dealt with it —
the tension, the discomfort, the things that don’t quite feel right.When finally, Ilya starts to notice the pattern.
It just takes him a while to realise it all comes back to something as simple as a haircut.
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My theory as to why Shane grows his hair out for The Long Game
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- AO3:
- #81301831
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Hollander’s eyes slid past him, stopped, came back and held, his eyes widening. Ilya smiled, a mocking curve of his mouth, and raised his cup in acknowledgment. Number one, he mouthed, and while he couldn’t be certain in the dim light of the bar, he thought he saw Hollander flush.
Then his chin lifted, challenging, and Ilya felt something hook behind his ribs, a sharp tug, like a fish on a line.
Or: Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander make a deal - whichever of them debuts as a #1 NYT bestseller owes the other a blowjob
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- AO3:
- #82555806