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on winning and losing (and ilya rozanov) by Anonymous
Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-09-28
Twenty years after everything fell apart, Shane Hollander is on the cusp of becoming MLH Commissioner when Ilya Rozanov walks into his office and back into his life.
"I don't know, I’m pretty late to the game," Shane says.
“Everything good happens in third period,” Ilya counters.
- Part 2 of old man hollanov yaoi
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- 4 versions
- AO3:
- #82087191
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To Love and to Hold for Eternity by mochicheeseballs
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-06-14
Set after the Long Game (before the new book comes out), Shane Hollander, Ottawa Centaurs’ hockey superstar, and husband of Ilya Rozanov, Ottawa Centaurs’ captain, was feeling at a loss. He's been married to his mate, best friend and the love of his life for over five exquisite years now, and he’s surrounded with possibly the greatest and most supportive people– his parents, his team, and their fans. Their hockey team had won the Stanley Cup for three consecutive years, leading the Centaurs to record breaking games every season. On top of that, Shane Hollander, a gay omega of Asian descent, had proven to the world that one’s gender, sexuality, designation, and race were not a hindrance to reaching your dreams. Shane has everything he ever wanted within his reach. Despite this, he couldn’t stop himself from still desiring one thing to complete the puzzle in his heart. Join hockey husband and superstars Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov navigate the wondrous adventure towards parenthood. (Tears may have been shed but you didn't hear it from either of them.)
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- AO3:
- #77497756
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So What Was The Media Strategy? No, Seriously. by Anonymous
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-05-15
“A lot of people were surprised by the video of Rozanov and Hollander last season, especially given the distraction it created around the playoffs. What was the reaction in the Bears locker room?”
Or, Seb and Marly are left unsupervised at a post-game Bears press conference, and share their unfiltered thoughts.
POV Cliff Marlow, set during the start of the 2021 season.
- Part 22 of Just Game Changer things that my brain needs to write
- Part 14 of Hammer/Sebbin is my close personal headcanon
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- #84912496
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@Connors TELL ME WHAT'S HAPPENING by Anonymous
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-04-09
On popular request, Connors liveblogs Seb and Hammer’s long overdue emotional conversation from Toronto.
Or, a group chat texting fic retelling of Last Seen 48 Hours Ago.
POV Cliff Marlow <3- Part 16 of Just Game Changer things that my brain needs to write
- Part 10 of Hammer/Sebbin is my close personal headcanon
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- #82809061
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Shane was looking down. His eyes were squeezed shut, his brow furrowed in intense, painful concentration. His lips were moving, silently shaping the words. Good. Night. Forming them slowly, carefully, in the secret space of his own mouth.
Ilya’s breath hitched. He’d never seen this. Why would he have? Shane had never been sad around him. Never hurt. Never in this kind of quiet, defeated pain. Around Ilya, Shane had been pleasured and angry and frustrated and gloriously competitive. But never this. Never shattered.
(or, everything is same but Shane has a slight stutter that gets bad when he's sad. Ilya has never heard it because Shane has never been sad around him. Until their night in Vegas.)
- Part 6 of Crashing out over Hollanov
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6 Months by Nituaii
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-02-03
Shane didn't know what he should say, what he could say. They hadn't talked since that night, hadn't been in contact much. Which at first hadn't worried Shane. It wasn't unusual for them to go longer periods of time without contact, and especially with the Olympics looming so close, with them both being chosen for their teams, it had only seemed logical to focus on their duties. He hadn't worried. Had lived in that blissful state of finally knowing what it felt like to be taken, of sharing the arguably most intimate part of himself with someone he trusted. Knew he could trust. Thought he could trust. OR: What happened during those 6 months when Ilya ignored Shane? How did that time change things for Shane?
- Part 7 of
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- #78605076
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I always want to win with you. by Blombus
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-04
For the first time on the Olympic ice rink, we have a married couple sharing the ice. Well, hopefully. Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov, both wearing the Maple Leaf for Team Canada. Hollander just signed with Ottawa after ending his long-standing career in Montreal. The world is yet to see them on the same team, playing together. Like you said, hopefully tonight is the night! or - Shane and Ilya play their first Olympic games for Team Canada. Kinky celebrations ensue.
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- AO3:
- #77068796
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one look at you interfered with the rest of my life by EndlessLove (ThisLove)
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-02
And… yeah all of it was really funny. They got it right. And also, Hollander was fucking adorable when he interacted with kids. or five times ilya watched shane with kids and one time he watched shane with their kid
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- #76901096
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When Ilya almost didn’t get to make it on the Hollander’s New Year celebration, almost. Set at the same year they first visited the Cabin, and Ilya was still with Boston Bears.
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“Shane,” Ilya mocked, copying his lover’s tone. “I do not need my shoulder to fuck.” he said. “It’ll still be better not to put any strain on it.” Shane insisted, guiding him to walk backwards until the back of Ilya’s knees met their couch, and he was made to sit. There was a blush colouring his cheeks, but his eyes were dark and filled with desire as he stared Ilya down. “Just- just sit there, I’ll claim my reward myself.” Oh. Oh fuck. Or Ilya is injured, but that wasn’t going to stop Shane from getting rewarded for their win.
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- AO3:
- #76772016
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self indulgent fic where ilya suprises shane with a sex machine… despite being anxious and a little annoyed shane just wants to please him
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- #76710736
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I can break you off and hold you down by cellularcervix
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-11-06
“I see,” Rozanov says finally, straightening just a little. “You came to give me ethics lesson.” Shane scoffs, “ I came here to, uh—“ he falters, hands gesturing uselessly. “To set things straight.” Yeah, that works. “To set things straight,” Rozanov repeats, slow and measured. His mouth curves into a wicked grin. “Yes I can help” Shane loses count of how many times he’s frowned that day. “What do you mean ‘you can help’?” or Shane confronts the guy his girlfriend cheated on him with. It takes an unexpected turn.
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- #73798796
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There are moments in life that make you stop and think “this is when my life begins.” For Shane Hollander that has happened a few times.
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- #46899070
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When Shane gets a call from his boyfriend when he absolutely should be trying to sleep, he's reasonably worried. In the end, though, he's got nothing to worry about it. Except maybe that his boyfriend is a dork.
- Part 2 of Hollanov Drabble/Short Story Collections
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“... Shane?” J.J. asked, reaching to touch his shoulder. “What— who was that? What’s happening?” “Ottawa Hospital I— I’m Ily— I’m Rozanov’s emergency contact.” He blinked. He knew he had to get moving, that he needed to haul ass and get to Ottawa yesterday, but for some reason Shane couldn’t bring himself to move. It felt like he was glued to the floor, fear had his limbs locked up, and everything he should be doing wasn’t coming to him. It was only when J.J. placed his other hand on his shoulder that Shane jerked back to the present.
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- AO3:
- #35958421