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my love mine all mine by hollanov_1410
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-25
Ilya Rozanov would do anything to stop his kids from crying. Apparently, that includes cutting off his own hair. Or, Shane and Ilya's toddler gets slime stuck in her hair. The attempted rescue goes badly, and Ilya tries to make her feel less alone by matching her botched haircut. Shane is not thrilled.
- Part 3 of Our House
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- #78307761
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midnight rides (to see you) by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-25
He's in his bed in Montreal, tangled in sheets that are damp with sweat, his heart hammering so hard it hurts. The room is dark and quiet and wrong, because Ilya isn't here, Ilya is in Ottawa, two hours away, and Shane's hands are shaking as he grabs for his phone on the nightstand. His fingers fumble with the screen. It's 3:17 AM. He should... he shouldn't do this. Ilya has practice tomorrow. Today. In the morning. Shane knows this because they'd texted about it yesterday, before the Bears-Centaurs game, before Ilya had taken that nasty check in the second period that Shane had watched on his laptop with his stomach in knots, before Shane had gone to bed alone like he does most nights, before his subconscious decided to torture him with the worst thing it could conjure. He stares at Ilya's contact. The photo is from months ago, Ilya grinning at something off- camera, eyes bright, so impossibly alive that Shane's throat closes up. He needs to hear his voice. Just. Just to know he's okay. Just for a second. When Shane has a nightmare about Ilya getting injured, he phones his boyfriend. Ilya returns the call, and so much more.
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- #78303356
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“Are you still cold, moya lazan'ya?” Ilya asks, gently touching his hand to Shane’s thigh to get his attention. “Your what?” He lifts his head from where he’d been resting it against the airplane window, blinking blearily. “Lasagna?” “Yes. Look at you, with all the, uh…” The English word he’s searching for eludes him, so he simply gestures at his husband, clad in a T-Shirt, a hoodie and two jackets, both his own and Ilya’s. The latter is slightly too big even on Shane’s muscular frame, and being wrapped up in it almost makes him look small. _____ While on the airplane on the way home after a series of games with the Ottawa team, Shane is hit hard by the flu. The fever makes him emotional, and Ilya has feelings about that. Incredibly soft feelings.
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- #78300726
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love me, love me, say you'll protect me by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-25
They’re just outside the club when Shane’s legs suddenly feel like they're stuck in thick tar. He feels sluggish―slow and too heavy for his own body. And all of sudden, it’s all wrong.
He’s not drunk. He knows that now, unfortunately, which means Ilya is right: There was something in his drink.
- Part 1 of love-a-nov (hollanov one-shots)
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- #78312716
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Shane and Ilya’s 12-year-old son has his first panic attack before a hockey game. Luckily for him, he has a dad who is all too familiar with them.
- Part 2 of Our House
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He reached into his pocket for his phone and fuck– he was still wearing Rozanov’s clothes. They smelt like him. He couldn’t go back inside now to get his own, that would make for even more embarrassment. I just need to get out of here, far away. He opened his phone and tried to call an Uber, but his vision was so blurry from unshed tears, he couldn't see a thing on the screen. What the fuck was he doing? Ilya is never going to talk to him again and he’s out here on the ground having a fucking panic attack. Or, what if when Shane leaves Ilya on the couch, he only makes it past the front door before breaking down?
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When Roz starts speaking, frantically letting out Russian words from his hospital bed, Troy jumps in fear. “Ty emu uzhe pozvonila? Gde mama?” While Troy might not know Russian, or any other Slavic language that might have offered him some sort of context, he understands the word for mother. His heart clenches in his chest. Calling for your mom, especially when you’re hurt and confused feels instinctive. Troy is pretty sure he’d do the same thing. But the thought of coming out of your dazed state while desperately wanting your mom, and the loss of your mom coming crashing down on you must be a different type of agony. Roz starts speaking again, Russian coming to him easier than English must. “Mama? Gde moya mama?”
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nighty night, papa's mama by hollanov_1410
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-21
Shane and Ilya are living the domestic, married life they've always envisioned for themselves. But when their 3-year-old daughter experiences loss for the first time, in the form of a little bumblebee she befriended, Ilya finds himself guiding her through grief.
- Part 1 of Our House
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Let me take your hand (I'll make it right) by velminort
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-20
Ilya is recovering after the brain surgery but recovery rerely is a straight line. And Ilya, done with hospitals, is up to mischief. Fortunately, Shane is there to make sure Ilya stays alive. *** This is set between "Hold On (I Still Want You)" and "Come Back (I Still Need You)" and focuses on Ilya's recovery after the brain surgery he underwent. It can be read as stand-alone but I think it's probably best to read at least first part of my series to get some context!
- Part 3 of Hold On (I Still Want You)
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Ilya visits Shane in the hospital and their relationship gets revealed. Part 2 of "Oh, What a Thing to be Seen" but can also be read independantly.
- Part 5 of Verdant's Heated Rivalry Fics
- Part 2 of To be Seen
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- AO3:
- #77996856
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The One Where Shane Falls Asleep At The Dinner Table by WonderfullyWonderingAlone59
Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-19
Shane has a bad day while recovering from his injuries and Ilya comes to take care of him.
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- #77935406
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Rozanov reaches out to Scott Hunter after the kiss
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- #77810576
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you are the one mouth i would be a tongue to. by hcneymooners (romqntics)
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-18
Ilya's hand continues its path up and down Shane's back, and Shane thinks again about how love is sometimes just this: a palm on the spine, moving in circles, waiting for you to come back to yourself. There is no promise of saving you—Ilya cannot save him, they both know this and are alright with it in their own ways—but there is a vow of staying, lingering in order to witness. Touching the bruise so that its pain triggers the memory that you are allowed to be touched. Outside, the snow continues its work of erasure. Inside, Shane's breathing begins to even out, every limb recalling how to be a man at rest rather than an animal fawning and freezing. The trembling subsides, wave by wave, as if Ilya's hand is smoothing it out of him. "Sleep, зайчик," Ilya says softly, his free hand coming to rest in Shane's hair. "I have you." This is not true, Shane thinks, and it is also the only true thing. ⋆ recovery, shane learns, is not a straight line. to begin to understand something, you must first name it.
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- #77899881
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After the snow fall by penpen_xo
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-01-18
Shane groaned, eyes cracking open with great effort, the distant sound of barking getting closer and closer, and he couldn’t help but wince at the volume as it pierced right through him. “Anya.” He managed to get out, and the dog in question nudged at his head, another groan eliciting from Shane’s lips at the movement. He was struggling to understand what was happening, but everything was fuzzy and scrambled and he couldn't hold onto a single thought for long enough to string anything tangible together. “Ilya.” He exhaled as Anya nudged him again. “Get Ilya….Anya, find Ilya.” or Shane slips and falls on ice while out walking Anya, and Anya is just your everyday Lassie.
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The Montreal Metros have been on a never before seen losing streak. Desperate, Shane Hollander cuts out anything in his life that could be causing the wins to slip away from them. There's just one vice he can't seem to get rid of. Or, Shane goes to Ilya's hotel room to break up with him after one too many losses. It doesn't exactly go to plan.
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- #77866086
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I don’t like darkness (but you bring me light) by stupidnephlim
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-18
“Shane was his constant. His safety net. Because he knew that no matter how unpredictable his life at home got, he would always have Shane, ready to comfort him, ready to be whatever it was that Ilya needed.” Or Ilya needs Shane after his father’s death but doesn’t want to be a burden. But it’s okay because Shane knows exactly what Ilya needs. Loosely based on the song “I don’t like darkness” by Chase Atlantic.
- Part 1 of Hollonov written to song lyrics
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Ilya has a rough day(or a few)and Shane decides to pamper and spoil his husband to make him feel better
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In a Language You Don’t Speak by KatWrites_1
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-18
Ilya Rozanov was bad at feelings—and speaking English. Shane Hollander made him feel things he didn’t know how to say. So Ilya said them in Russian instead. The problem was, Hollander didn’t understand a word of it. And Ilya couldn’t decide if that was a good thing… or not.
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- #77699676
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Somebody Who Could Swallow Love by Signsofsam
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-17
Ilya’s Instagram feed has always been a love letter to Shane, since they became them, moments in time that will always lead to a memory for him. It’s the best Ilya can do, considering their circumstances, but it’s the one way he can tell the world (in secret, stolen moments, random things that only mean something to exactly two people) that he’s head- over-heels in love with Shane Hollander. The FanMail video comes out in March, and it’s like Ilya realizes he can be in love out loud, even during the soft moments. The world is not ready. AKA: Five times Ilya posts the small moments, and one time he loves out loud.
- Part 3 of And I Grew Up Into Something Good
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“I can bring her in, yes. As many times as necessary. I am very responsible.” Shane gives him an odd look and double-checks his chart. “I will hold you to that, Mr Rozanov. It’s a commitment. She’ll be a handful.” Ilya doesn’t flinch. “I have hands.” // Shane thinks one of his clients is just very committed, and slightly hypochondriac, about the care of his dog. Ilya is running out of excuses to see the hot vet.
- Part 6 of
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- #77815941