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the first cut was the deepest (and the next one was a soft touch) by only_the_golden
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-30
A flickering light in the locker room sends Shane into a meltdown after his first game against Montreal since joining Ottawa. Title from "Work Out" by Rainbow Kitten Surprise
- Part 6 of Autistic Shane Hollander One-Shots
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- English
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- 2,525
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #78568296
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“He’ll never forget anything about their first night. Or any night he shared with Ilya. Every detail has been etched into him. Without them, he wouldn’t recognize himself. Without them he was blank. Stop thinking about Rozanov. Fuck. He seeks new memories. New… etches. So when future archeologists dig up his bones they won’t read them like a love letter to Ilya Rozanov. Shane knows it’s risky. But he doesn’t know that tonight he won’t be etched, he’ll be broken.” When Shane hooks up with a stranger after a game, he thinks the worst that could happen is getting outed. He is wrong. What was meant to be a night to forget all about Ilya Rozanov, becomes a night when he needs him most.
- Language:
- English
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- 75,054
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77450206
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to the tempo of your uptight (he flickers through your damage) by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-29
It didn’t really click for Shane until his boyfriend nearly broke down their steel-inforced bathroom door to get to him; Something Is Wrong With Ilya.
or: Ilya goes off the deep end. Shane doesn’t realize he’s already down there with him.
- Part 2 of Merry Christmas, Please Don't Call
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- English
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- 1
- AO3:
- #78552791
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call it what you want by Anonymous
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-28
When Canadian transfer student Shane Hollander joins Boston University’s Division 1 hockey team, he expects intense practices, elite competition, and the pressure to be drafted. What he doesn't expect is to be roped up into tutoring the infuriatingly talented, infamous frat boy Ilya Rozanov. Between late-night study sessions, high-stakes games, and reckless frat parties—how will either of them survive the season?
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Frat Boy Ilya Rozanov x Nerdy Shane Hollander
- Language:
- English
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- 64,738
- Chapters:
- 12/?
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76634936
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Shane accidentally sends a screenshot of his most recent sexts with Boston Lily to his mom and Yuna mistakenly thinks Boston Lily might be treating her son badly based on several texts talking about making Shane cry during sex, choking him, etc. Shane has to come out as several things at once: gay, Ilya Rozanov's fuckbuddy, and, most mortifyingly, a freak in bed. This goes about as smoothly as you'd expect, but in the process Shane learns he's very, very loved by his family.
- Language:
- English
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- 3,402
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #78486476
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your love moves me forward by justhockey
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-28
“It’s not new,” Shane admits. “The gay part or the relationship part?” “Both?” Hayden’s jaw slowly drops until he’s wearing such a goofy expression that Shane can’t help but laugh again. (Or, Shane gets to come out on his own terms for once.)
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- English
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- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #78495676
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always an angel, never a god by flamesbegin
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-27
“you know what?” shane starts, half terrified, voice filled with bravado he doesn’t yet feel, “there’s a place nearby that makes the best chicken parmesan. i’ve always wanted to take you.” he wants to take the words back as soon as he speaks them, but the smile that blossoms in ilya’s face feels monumental. shane feels his heartbeat quicken, and hopes his face shows a confidence he’s not sure he possesses. or: shane tries to be brave. ilya just loves him.
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- English
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- 2,692
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #78418951
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“Yeah.” Shane said after a particularly long sip. He hesitated for a moment, thinking about the optics. He tried to ignore the fluttering feeling deep in his chest at the thought. It was dumb and he knew it. Like yeah, poor Shane. He has to spend time with his loving mother and father over a home made meal with his adoring husband. or Shane pushes himself to do something out of his routine, causing a shutdown to happen. Ilya knows his husband.
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- English
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #78391531
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It’s not going viral because Jane’s true identity was exposed—or even because Ilya was blatantly sexting in public. That part’s as expected as Shane doing yoga or any human being on earth breathing. No, the texts are going viral because no one can believe how bad this “Jane” is at sexting. The women of the world are outraged. The men of the world are baffled. No one can understand why Ilya Rozanov, whose abs have their own fan club, is wasting his time on ‘a piece of cardboard that wished to be turned into a real girl’ (this particular joke has 300k likes and counting). Or: After a social media trend mocks Shane's sexting skills, he tries to improve them. It goes about as poorly as you'd expect. Now available in Russian
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- English
- Words:
- 7,196
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #78242831
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ghosts we've always known by Anonymous
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-27
“Seeing you smile like that, it makes me want to give you all of this,” he called out, making a sweeping gesture across the ice.
Shane turned back to look at him, eyes bright, and laughed. “Canadian Tire Centre? I know you’re rich, Rozanov, but an entire arena is a pretty big real estate investment.”
Ilya pushed off, skating to a stop in front of him, knowing his expression had morphed into something serious. “Hockey, Hollander. It should have been yours.”
Or, everything that happens when your dreams don’t come true.
- Language:
- English
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- 69,624
- Chapters:
- 18/18
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #78381476
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i just want you to know who i am (from the cottage) by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-27
Ottawa Centaurs ☑️ @OttawaCentaursOfficial
The Ottawa Centaurs are honored to present “From the Cottage,” a limited docuseries about Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander. Follow along to see their incredible journey from young rookies and rivals to where they are now, in their own words. #ftc 🏒🏡
Or, Shane and Ilya finally get the chance to tell their story the way they want to.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 15,067
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77274871
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keep your bliss (nothing wrong w/ this) by sarahlang4002
Heated Rivalry (TV), Heated Rivalry (TV) RPF
2026-01-26
“He watches anime?” “Not important Shane,” Ilya shook his head. “He takes edibles sometimes, to help him relax. He says it makes him feel he can only ‘think one train of thought at a time’? Maybe something you need?” Shane thought for a second, at first against it but they weren’t not allowed to have marijuana. It used to be a big deal, but now the rules have relaxed a little. And Shane was not a rookie anymore - he was a grown man. In actuality, he had no rules or expectations. _____ A eight page character study of Shane Hollander
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- English
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- 2,637
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- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #78319751
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Not like the real thing by galaxo
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-26
“Boring?” Shane asked, heart in his throat. The wet thumb on his chin stroked his bottom lip lightly, almost reverently, and Shane tried not to feel too light-headed from that simple touch. “No,” Ilya finally replied quietly, his gaze melting into something unbearably warm as it took Shane apart. “Boring is better.” Fuck, who let him say things like this? “I’ll find you one. A good replacement. No more smoking.” “Hollander,” Ilya deadpanned. “I will not suck your dick every time I want cigarette.” Shane made a show of rolling his eyes, trying—and failing—not to blush at Ilya’s crude language. “Fuck you. I wasn’t saying that." Or, Ilya starts smoking again, and Shane suggests lollipops to help him quit. It might be the best and worst idea he's ever had.
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- English
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- 10,000
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #78355106
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The Four Truths of Hockey by writer_in_theory
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-25
Yuna and David offer to help Ilya recover from his concussion, which upends everything Yuna previously thought she knew.
- Part 2 of i can't seem to not need to need you
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- English
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- 6,658
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- 1/1
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- AO3:
- #78265981
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when your heart beats next to mine by paytonrambles
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-25
Rozanov adjusted his towel, and Shane’s eyes were drawn to the motion like magnets. “Well, if I come to 1410 tonight at nine o’clock…” Rozanov said casually, leaving the question open. “I might open,” Shane responded. He shouldn’t have entertained this conversation at all, he knew. He knew how dangerous this could be, for so many reasons and for both of them. But he also wanted, so, so badly. He wanted to be touched, he wanted to feel good, and he wanted Rozanov to be the one to give that to him. He wanted Rozanov. Rozanov nodded, like this was the expected response, and shrugged casually. “I might knock,” he said, then walked away to his own locker where his things were stashed. Or, a trans Shane rewrite of their first time.
- Part 1 of Trans Shane AU
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- English
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- 9,227
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #78274266
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Shane has a meltdown. Ilya tries to understand, and figures out how to help.
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- English
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- 2,069
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #78274336
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“It’s my special night, Rozanov. I want you to watch me.” Ilya looks at Shane like he can’t believe what he’s hearing. “I want… I want you to sit there and watch me touching myself,” Shane’s cheeks flush, “and I want you to be good for me and stay put.”
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Vegas, 2021. Shane wins MVP and makes Ilya watch.
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- 1/1
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- AO3:
- #78289386
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His mother stared at him, wide eyed and more than a little panicked. "Shane, honey, what do you remember?"
He searched his mind for a memory of this game, of the injury - but nothing came to him. The pain worsened, and he groaned, clutching his head. Fuck, that hurt.
"Shane, is okay. Don't hurt yourself more, please." Rozanov said. He moved his hand towards Shane's, trying to grasp hold of it.
Shane swatted him away violently, aghast. What the fuck was he playing at?
"Get the fuck off of me, Rozanov."
Both Rozanov and his mother gaped at him.
"Shane-" Rozanov tried again, but Shane wasn't having it.
He was beginning to panic. It was too much; the too-bright blue lights, his mother's panic, the constant beeping of the monitor, the big gaping whole in his memory, the godawful scratchy feeling of the cheap fabric of the hospital gown - it was all making him lose his fucking mind because it was making him itch and too hot and - and worst of all, Ilya fucking Rozanov was trying to hold his hand and call him sweetheart in front of his mom.
(post-book one, shane gets injured & forgets ilya)
- Part 1 of from the inside
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 15,785
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76200931
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In A Blue Moon by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, The Shots You Take - Rachel Reid
2026-01-25
Scott hosts a party. He and Shane have a long overdue conversation.
(Aka, Scott knows. He just doesn't want to know.)
- Part 6 of Troublemakers
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,219
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #78272496
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Something is Up with Cap Roz by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-25
Zane Boodham, Evan Dykstra, and Wyatt Hayes tries to bring Roz into the team. The man never goes out with the team, so they try to make him feel welcome in Ottawa.
- Part 6 of Heated Rivalry Oneshots
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,015
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #78244031