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I love you through everything by Anonymous
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-05-07
Ilya sat up a little straighter and scoffed, “Yes yes. Mr. FBI man thought I was big Russian assassin. I tried to tell him business man life was not that exciting. Not everyone that goes to military school is hit man like in movies.” He rolled his eyes as Scott continued.
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There's a hit man on the loose. Shane is a government agent, Hayden and Scott work at the FBI. Will they be able to find who ever is responsible for multiple murders?
Title - I love you through everything. I'm not actually the biggest Drake fan, but this line in Jungle seemed appropriate for this.
One of my lovely readers was inspired to draw me a cover art for this fic. I'm so happy they loved it enough and wanted everyone to see it. You can see the original link here Thank you again to wiccawicca!!!
- Language:
- English
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- 464,919
- Chapters:
- 66/66
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #80088966
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is just ten year plan to fuck by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-05-06
Shane fucking Hollander. Hockey’s Golden Boy. Long-time crush of Ilya Rozanov. Long, looooong time. A decade of being a fucking simp for this man. God, he was in trouble.
It should be pretty much illegal to go from their only contact being at face-off across the ice, to suddenly hosting Shane in his exclusive club—during a fucking event, no less. Ilya’s event.
He would never admit it, but he’s been stealthily trying to get Hollander to show up at his club for years now. Hell, Shane was the whole reason he invested in the club in the first place. Bought a fucking house here. Maybe that was an insane thing to do, but he didn’t care. Ilya was insane. Insane for Shane.
- Part 1 of kitten shane series
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 354,905
- Chapters:
- 26/26
- Files:
- 3 versions
- AO3:
- #80376461
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The plane carrying the Voyageurs home from Houston crashes just after take-off.
Shane is on board.
- Language:
- English
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- 144,038
- Chapters:
- 17/17
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #79156231
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(hopelessly) waiting for your love by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-05-02
When Shane takes a hard hit on the ice, he wakes up three days later to find his reality has been shattered. But the truth is, it wasn’t reality at all. Just an elaborate set of false memories conjured by a brain injury. 'False memory syndrome' they call it. Shane calls it a nightmare he couldn't have imagined.
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Shane doesn’t have amnesia. Instead, he wakes up wanting his boyfriend only to realize his brain concocted a bunch of fake memories of a nine year situationship and Shane has no idea how to live in his actual reality that Ilya hasn’t been a part of. Luckily, Ilya is…curious.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 63,617
- Chapters:
- 11/11
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #81604961
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Select All by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-05-02
Anyway, Shane didn't remember exactly what was in the folder ... But he knew they were all good shots of him.
He hastily clicked open the folder, his eyes barely glancing through the dozen or so shots there, vaguely registering a picture with a sunset background from his condo balcony, something of him laughing, a picture of him working at his laptop with his glasses on...
The director called him again, and he shook his head, the photos blurring. Whatever. It would have to do.
He clicked "select all," then the messages icon, then Rozanov's name. Hit send.
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Or: When never-hooked-up Shane and Ilya have to collaborate on a league charity project, Shane accidentally sends Ilya a nude.
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- English
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- 47,305
- Chapters:
- 11/11
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #82939616
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“Luch-Shane,” Ilya says, catching himself only at the last moment before he breaks their no pet names in the workplace rule. “Why don’t you get some air, yes? We can-”
Shane’s anxiety takes a quick backseat to annoyance once more, at being handled like a child instead of a grown man, like he hasn’t been doing this just as long as Ilya, like he needs someone to tell him when to take a break.
Like he deserved to have everything taken away from him because he couldn’t handle it to start with.
“I’m fine,” he says, voice icy.
The step he takes away is too big, farther than he meant to get from Ilya’s side, and the air between them feels both charged and icy.
He isn’t quite bold enough to try and fix it.
(shane is married and on the same team as his husband) (and all it cost him was his whole career and the life he spent years building beforehand) (but it's fine, really) (it's all so very, very fucking fine)
- Language:
- English
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- 18,140
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #84048936
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“Shane?” Ilya dropped down beside him instantly, panic flooding his voice. “Shane! l’ubímyj? What is happening? What did she say?”
Shane couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t think. His brain repeating it over and over and over again.
Gone.
The word echoed, hollow and impossible.
“I-it’s - fuck. M-My dad…” he choked out. “He- he’s-”
Or…
Shane finds out he is pregnant with his and Ilya’s first baby the same day his dad unexpectedly passes away.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 25,392
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #83863296
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Who is ‘Jane’? by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-04-26
Jane joins the Centaurs WAG Group Chat...
What could go wrong??
- Part 2 of My Hollanov Fics
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,693
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #83652796
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When Coach Brandon Wiebe gets the call that his mother is sick, and he immediately has to fly to Louisiana to see her, he realizes that someone needs to take care of his 16 year old daughter Clara for the week. Shane and Ilya immediately agree to help, wanting to be there for Coach. But they quickly discover Clara is more than just the coach’s daughter, she’s a hockey genius herself.
*COMPLETED*
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- English
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- 216,892
- Chapters:
- 25/25
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #80709936
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keep a place for me by agetwellcard
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-19
From across the rink, Shane watches Ilya get punched in the face. He keeps a distance from the mess playing out. He knows better than to go over and make it worse. He would be more worried about it if Ilya wasn’t laughing with blood running down his face as one of his teammates drags him away. He’s yelling at the player that punched him, and Shane is grateful he can’t hear what he’s saying because he knows it’s obscene. “Your boy is feral tonight,” Pike says to Shane. Shane groans. “He's not my boy.” When Shane is in junior high, Ilya's family moves to Canada. Instead of meeting as adults, they grow up together. Shane learns Russian and Ilya spends a majority of his time at the Hollander household. When they start their professional hockey careers, they have to learn how to be opponents instead of teammates, but also how to be apart for the first time in their lives. When Ilya suggests that they sleep together, Shane has to balance their friendship and their casual relationship.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 30,101
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #80253536
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Not a New Man (Or Crispy Realization) by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-19
Ilya Rozanov told the hockey gods his plans: sign in Ottawa, start a charity named after his mother, date Shane Hollander, play hockey until the shelves in the trophy room collapse, retire, come out (?), kiss his someday husband in every boring restaurant and boring grocery store and public place imaginable.
After being carted off the ice with a career-threatening injury, Ilya has the distinct feeling he is being laughed at.
- Part 1 of Good Winter
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 35,070
- Chapters:
- 9/?
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76752126
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How did he let this happen?
Shane's not sure.
One moment, he was on the gym floor not staring at Rozanov's
gorgeoussweaty body. Then Shane was standing up, but his legs were weak for some god forsaken reason and Rozanov was there, just an arm around his waist to keep him upright, and now...Well.
Now Shane's on his knees on the floor of Ilya Rozanov's shower.
Or
Heated Rivalry, but the boys are forced to have an honest conversation around 8 years earlier than they do in canon.
- Part 1 of Finding Family
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 40,018
- Chapters:
- 25/25
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #78806701
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In This And Every Life (I'd Choose Us Every time) by Anonymous
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-04-15
Shane decides to give Ilya space. He’ll call when he’s ready. So Shane accepts an offer from one of his endorsements to fly to Washington ahead of his team for a promotional shoot and tries to be patient. When his plane goes down in the mountains, Ilya struggles to find hope and isn’t sure how he’ll live in a world without Shane in it.
- Part 1 of After All These Years
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 108,632
- Chapters:
- 20/20
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #78337946
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A Danger to Yourself or Others by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-15
Galina stopped writing to look at Ilya. "Do you think he'd be willing to talk to you next time it happens, even if it's late?"
Ilya's stomach turned over. He didn't even want to consider it, but he knew the answer. "Yes. But he silences his phone at night."
"Most phones these days have an option to let certain numbers ring through, even on Do Not Disturb. Do you think he'd be open to setting that up for you?"
Imagining that conversation made Ilya nauseous. Yes, no fucking doubt, Shane would be open to it if Ilya explained the reason. "I'm not going to ask him to do that."
Set during The Long Game, an alternate version where the plane scene doesn't happen. Instead, there's this: a car crash, a therapist's duty to report, and an urgent reckoning with priorities.
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- English
- Words:
- 37,182
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #81233801
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Cliff's family is...complicated.
He's probably not helping by acting out. But he also really doesn't want to be here.- Part 3 of for years or for hours
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- English
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- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #83082981
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I Need You by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-04-11
“You like this.” Ilya said more like a statement than a question.
“Like what?”
“When I said that this is something serious.”
Shane blushed and looked away.
Ilya gently grabbed Shane's chin and brought his face up to meet Ilya’s eyes.
“I like it too.”
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Shane and Ilya don’t hook up until a little later on in their story, but not for lack of trying or interest. When they do finally get together, things move faster and feelings are expressed sooner. But that doesn’t mean there aren’t difficult moments to overcome on the path to their happy ending.
This story is an exploration of a completely alternative timeline in the Hollanov love story—using a combination of the show and the original Heated Rivalry and Long Game books. There will be pining, yearning, big emotional moments, and angsty roadblocks. With, of course, a very happy ending for our boys.
- Language:
- English
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- 60,937
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- 41/41
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #82285426
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Ryan walks down the hallway, noting the little details of the forgotten corners of the ice rink. It doesn’t look like people come back here a whole lot, which is just perfect for Ryan’s needs. He turns the corner to see an exposed brick wall with a door that presumably leads to a disused storage closet.
Then he sees Shane Hollander, sitting on the floor hunched over his knees.
Ryan comes across Shane having a panic attack.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,871
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #82867821
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Break a Leg by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-04-09
“Scott Hunter is next door, yes?”
“No way we're asking him for help. What would we even say? Hey Hunter, we were just fucking each other next door, and I broke my leg, and by the way, we think you're gay, so wanna help us?”
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Ilya and Shane just spent a great night together after the All-Star Game. Life is good.
Until Shane trips and breaks his leg, and they have to figure out what to do so he isn't found in his biggest rival's hotel room at 2 am.
Ilya has an idea. It involves asking Scott Hunter for help.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,700
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #82807101
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Kip Grady Has a Type by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-04-07
Shane only hooked up with two men other than Ilya. One of them was Kip Grady.
Years later, when Scott introduces his boyfriend to him at a gala, Shane panics. Thankfully, Ilya is there to calm him down.
Kip is just trying to be supportive.
Scott Hunter is very confused.
- Language:
- English
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- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #82675586
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The chime sounded as the elevator arrived. Shane rolled his shoulders back and gave himself one final look in the mirrored surface. His reflection split in two as the doors opened in the center like a hungry mouth about to swallow him whole. Where Shane’s face had stared back at him a split second ago stood Rozanov.
A black hole opened itself in the center of Shane’s torso, dragging his organs, muscles, bones, nerve endings from the furthest points of his body inwards to collapse upon themselves. His brain was static on a muted television. Instructions failed to materialize; he had no plan for this.
Rozanov stared at him, unmoving except for an almost imperceptible hitch in his breath. Time slowed. It had a funny way of doing that around Rozanov.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 9,304
- Chapters:
- 3/4
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #81213551