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Momager is not a title that would have suited Irina Rozanova.
It's the kind of thought that Ilya knows to be true, but still fills him with a sickly, childlike guilt — part of him still 12 years old when he thinks of his Mama. It's a betrayal to think of her as not being good at something even when he knows it's not a thing she would have enjoyed. Mama was soft, gentle, the type to press kisses to skinned knees and put balm of frost bitten noses.
She was not weak. But she did not have the lethal energy of Yuna Hollander.
Though he suspected there weren't many who did.
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Ilya gave Shane the ugliest fucking orange lamp as a well-meaning gift. Now Shane wants it gone, just like how the man who gave it to him is.
Set during The Long Game, with Ilya unable to contact Shane after the emergency landing. Shane believes he's dead, spirals, and then smashes some lamps.
This wasn’t meant to be taken seriously but it took a turn and I was powerless to stop it.- Part 2 of Lovely Lights
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It was clear by the tone of Shane’s voice that he was not doing well, he was panicking and he was begging for Ilya to fix it and he wished for nothing more than to catch the next flight to Montreal and hold Shane in his arms and fucking fix it but he knew that was impossible. Or, Shane navigates being a transgender professional athlete and Ilya is by his side every step of the way.
- Part 2 of Trans!Shane Hollander
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It's been a long day. A good day for the most part...all things considered. But that's kind of the problem. Because once Shane's parents leave after coming for dinner, he finally lets himself consider all the things that have happened, and will happen, and might happen for him and Ilya. The panic attack he didn't quite have at his parents dining room table hits him like a ton of bricks, and poor Ilya is the unfortunate bystander. [Takes place later in the evening, the day Shane and Ilya get caught].
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we do have reputations by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-20
“You are Scott Hunter’s boy, yes?” Hockey Guy asked, and fuck, he was Russian. Not that Kip had anything against Russians, of course, but the chances were that any given Russian in the NHL was not going to be all that friendly to gay people. The only Russian NHL player Kip was at all familiar with was that Rozanov guy from Boston, and based on the “fighter, womanizer, party boy” stories he’d heard about the guy, he was really hoping that he was not the man standing next to him.
“Yeah. That’s me.” Kip confirmed, standing straighter and flashing a tight smile.
Hockey Guy grinned and offered his hand. “Ilya Rozanov. Nice to meet you.”
God fucking damn it.
Or: During the MLH award ceremony, Kip finds himself having a very interesting conversation with Ilya Rozanov.
- Part 1 of Ilya Rozanov, through the eyes of others
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After a bad loss leads to him being benched, Shane goes to Ilya for comfort. He wasn't expecting Ilya to come home with more Centaurs in tow.
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How stupid could Ilya have been, not only to be caught, but to be caught by Scott Hunter.
inspired by chapter two of we cannot waste time (—only ourselves.) by llamallamaduck !!
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Rozanov reaches out to Scott Hunter after the kiss
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Hayden knows something is wrong the moment Shane lets his coat drop to the floor, in a little pile by the front door, instead of neurotically hanging it up like he always does. How could a hookup with 'Boston Lily' leave him this distraught? Or; an outsider perspective of episode 4, where Hayden has to pick up the pieces Ilya left of Shane after he storms out of his home in Boston. 01/18/25- EPILOGUE ADDED!
- Part 8 of Hollanov
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A harmless drinking game at Bood's barbecue causes secrets about a certain relationship to be revealed by accident. In the summer of 2017 Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov started officially dating. A the start of the summer 2018 Ilya Rozanov's trade to the Ottawa Centaurs was confirmed and released to the public. The news was released to the public when the Centaurs were having a barbecue shocking the whole team. No one knew why the captain of the Boston Bears had been traded to Ottawa, a team with no prospects of winning. Even after his first year no one had a clue why he was traded or even considered for a trade. At the start of the 2018 season Shane came out to his teamates, and ended up being singled out for the rest of the season. After long discussions with Ilya he decided to waive his no trade clause and be traded back to his home town of Ottawa and play alongside Ilya. His trade was released during the summer of 2019. Even more people began questioning the recent trades to Ottawa. Even the team began questioning what would happen between the two due to their rivalry. During the summer of 2019 Ilya and Shane held a private ceremony at their cottage with Yuna, David, Rose, Hayden and the Pikes family as their witnesses. Their private ceremony showed cemented their relationship and their love for one another and they got ready to began another terrific season. The first day of training camp the team was anticipating their captains reaction to Shane having traded to their team. They all watched in anticipation for Ilya's first interaction with Shane, but rather than the huge fight that they expected they stood there shocked at how polite their captain was towards his rival. No one on the team ever expected the two rivals to work so well together on the ice. They worked together on the ice as if they shared one brain and the teams wins increased. One day after practice Dykstra exclaimed "you're all coming round this weekend for a barbecue, no excuses" then he turned pointedly towards Hollander "especially both of you". That weekend everyone attended the barbecue. As the day was ending and the night one of the rookies decided what a great idea it was to play never have i ever. Ilya of course thought it was such a great idea and agreed that they should all play. As the game went on less and less remained playing until it was just Haas, Dykstra, Hayes, Hollander, Rozanov, Barrett, Harris Cassie, Lisa and Caitlin who remained. Harris decided to say "never have I ever drove more than 2 hours for a hookup", to which many of the players drank and reluctanly so did Hollander, which shocked the rest of the group apart from Ilya who was hiding his grin beneath his hand. The game continued until Bood decided to target Harris and the wives by saying "never have I ever slept with a hockey player". Shane and Ilya both knew that they could lie and not drink but they both looked directly at each other and decided to drink. The whole group looked at the two quizzically, then Bood said "I only meant MHL players, not other hockey players" as the others continued to stare at them. But then Ilya broke the silence by saying "wouldn't matter we'd still have to drink", which shocked the group even more. They did their best not to ask too many questions as they waited for either Shane or Ilya to expand on what had just been said. And soon enough they got the answers they were looking for. As the rest if the group were gaping at Shane and Ilya Shane decided to say "didn't you guys know me and Ilya are married." Chaos followed. No one was making sense until Wyatt exclaimed " THE RINGS? THATS WHAT THE RINGS ARE FOR. OMG how did I miss this, I'm a goalie I am meant to watch people." Then Troy exclaimed "what do you mean rings". In response Ilya and Shane at almost the same time pulled out their chains hidden under their tops showing off their matching rings. "OMG, is this actually real" Haas with a confused expression on his face as he began saying "how long has this been going on" to which Shane responded "do you seriously think we'd lie about this." "How long has this been going on" Harris asked trying to piece together what had just been revealed. The whole group then looked at them with expecting faces waiting for the answer. The Ilya suprised everyone saying "we've been together since rookie season" "summer before" Shane interupted with a pleased grin on his face, the Ilya continued "but we've been exclusive since summer of 2017 and married since summer of 2019" he said as he waited for chaos to follow. "My mind is blown, the whole time you've been in the league" Dykstra said with a shocked face remaining on his face. Then Wyatt exclaimed again "WAIT is this why we've never been to your houses, is it because you two live together" to why Ilya smugly responded "of course we live together we are married after all." "Sorry, we literally didn't know you guys were married or even together until 2 minutes ago" Barrett responded with sarcastically. "Is this why you both moved to Ottawa" Haas asked to which was responded with an "of course" from Ilya. The Shane and Ilya shared a look and both quickly stood saying "well it's getting late and we've got practice tomorrow so I think it's time to go. See you all tomorrow at practice" before they quickly rushed out leaving the rest of the group with even more questions than they had started with. Troy turned to the group and said "we're asking them more questions tomorrow right" to which was responded with a resounding "yes". The next day at practice, when Shane and Ilya arrived Hayes, Haas, Dykstra and Barrett all looked towards them eagerly awaiting answers. All while Chouinard stood looking quizzical at the interaction between his teamates.
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Getting the MVP award straight after his explosive coming out has Scott Hunter talking to lots of people that he wasn't expecting. The conversation he was least expecting was one with Ilya Rozanov.
- Part 1 of Ilya's Big Gay Bromance
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Maybe the fact that he talked to Hunter wasn't the end of the world. Maybe he didn't have to pretend it never happened. Maybe if he was irritating enough about it Shane would drop the subject.
- Part 2 of Ilya's Big Gay Bromance
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Ilya's POV for I Like Jane For You
The same mix-up leaves Ilya with someone else's boring phone for three days. It does not contain as many secrets. It does contain more Hollander, more pregnant nudies, and it comes with constant annoying updates from Hayden Pike.
- Part 2 of Haydenov Phone Swap
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Live Through This (And You Won't Look Back) by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-18
Shane rolls onto his side and stares at the faint outline of the window. The darkness presses in, but it doesn’t feel as suffocating as usual.
Before he can talk himself out of it, he reaches for his phone. The screen lights up the room, too bright. His thumb hovers for a second, then he opens the thread.
Shane: I think we should tell Scott.
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Scott kissing a man on live television gives Shane and Ilya the courage to do more than just spend the summer together. What starts as coming out to one person suddenly snowballs into something much bigger. It changes everything, except how much they love each other.
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Hi Ilya by doorway (glossedmouth)
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-17
Re-write of episode 6. Shane tells Ilya to stay in the car while he heads inside to explain things to David and Yuna. Ilya freaks out but obeys Shane.
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Ilya comes out to the Centaurs. That's it, that's the fic, hope you like it. Oh, and tells them about Shane.
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you're just in time, make your tea and your toast by lucy_in_the_sky
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-17
“You can let it go You can throw a party full of everyone you know You can start a family who will always show you love You don't have to be sorry for doing it on your own” — Missing scene with David and Ilya at the Hollander’s cottage while Shane and Yuna talk outside
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Right Formula, Wrong Answer by queerteaoop
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-17
Rozanov concluded the interview with a nod, hefted his bag higher onto his shoulder, and turned to leave. Hayden’s first reaction was to notice that Rozanov had the same type of bag that Shane had brought to the arena by accident. That was then followed by the thought that it was funny that Rozanov’s bag had a worn out spot on the strap like the bag he’d been carrying earlier. And then some more capable portions of his brain informed him of the truth. Shane had accidentally brought Ilya Fucking Rozanov’s bag to the arena. Shane asks Hayden for a favor. Hayden comes to some wildly incorrect conclusions.
- Part 1 of Connecting the Two Dots
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Ilya sees Scott Hunter kiss his man on the ice and is immediately filled with horror at being out-done by him, so calls Shane so they can plan how they're going to fix this.
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Happy Birthday, Ilya! by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-16
The Centaurs think they’ve planned the perfect surprise for Ilya’s birthday. Instead, they’re the ones caught off guard when they discover Shane at their captain’s house. Between party prep, team antics, and one very suspicious “Jane”, Shane ends up hanging out with the team. - “They must really love each other,” Wyatt said. “What else?” Bood prompted Shane. “You hockey boys are a bunch of gossips.” Yuna laughed and drank from her wine. She checked on Shane, but he didn’t seem to mind the questions. “Don’t you want to know too, Yuna?” Bood asked. “Maybe. But she’s probably very private,” Yuna replied.
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