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Peace of Mind in the Darkness by StuffandStuff18
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-15
Shane and Ilya have been dating for months, and while they do good putting on the show of rivalry, their performance is beginning to put too much stress on Shane. Ilya takes notice, and does everything within his power to ensure that his boyfriend doesn't have to worry about anything or think about anything except for the love and care that they share.
- Language:
- English
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- 7,929
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77709816
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The first thing Ilya’s brain processed was the text in the search bar. normal amount of touching while watching a movie how to initiate intimacy without being awkward is asking “is this okay” too much Shane accidentally leaves his laptop open. Ilya discovers an extensive Google search history on how to be a good boyfriend. Ilya conducts a very thorough performance review.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,731
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #77702421
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call my heart its home by maycollins
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-15
Shane wanted to respect Ilya’s request for space. Shane wanted to get the fuck out of here. Shane couldn’t breathe. Couldn’t move at all. He was frozen - from his lungs to his feet. Everything except his hands which were shaking. He should leave, but he wasn’t even sure how much longer his legs would be able to support him, and driving seemed like a bad idea in this state. What if Shane stayed after the Boxing Day fight. Basically an exploration of the age old question - what if they just, like, talked about their feelings? (And also went to Bood's party after all).
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,221
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #77707881
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Simpler, Easier by Sriracha_Watermelon
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-14
Shane Hollander’s vision had worsened significantly, and rapidly, in the months since turning thirty. This event, although initially distressing (Could it be CTE? Brain cancer? Was he having a stroke?), eventually unfurled itself into something like relief. Or It's easier to unmask when the world is a little blurry.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,080
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #77650096
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the planets and the fates and all the stars aligned by stardustvx
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-14
Shane Hollander has his dick down Rozanov’s throat when there is a knock on his hotel room door. That wouldn’t be an issue if it wasn’t his mother and he hadn’t given his extra keycard to her earlier in the day.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,796
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77691736
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Shane felt a hot tear drip from Ilya’s face onto his own and shuddered under the weight of it. Of causing it. Of being loved enough to make someone hurt with your hurt. To be worthy of it. Or, Shane has an autistic meltdown after they fight. Ilya helps.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,444
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77653511
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Shane Hollander loves a plan. Unfortunately, all of his are falling apart, and on the day before hockey camps are set to start.
- Part 1 of Moving Forward
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,327
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77253336
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Shane comes home tired and in need of some serious care from his husband. Ilya is more than happy to give him what he needs. Just a very fluffy oneshot of them being soft and happy. Light smut and even lighter angst. There were many things about Shane that Ilya loved more than the air he breathed. He loved the way Shane’s freckles glowed when he blushed, and god did Ilya love making Shane blush. He loved the way Shane’s walnut colored eyes glossed over when Ilya took charge, whether they were in the bedroom or simply when Shane needed the release of giving himself up to his husband. Ilya loved when Shane’s head lay on his chest and he could smell the clean scent of Shane’s shampoo, his ink hair lightly tickling Ilya’s cheek. He would run his hands through it, scrape his nails down Shane’s nape and feel him completely and utterly melt into him. There were too many things Ilya loved about Shane to name, but there was one thing that his husband did that made Ilya feel like he would lose his mind. Now, Ilya knew Shane would never approve of him saying that he had an oral fixation, but Ilya didn’t really know what else to call it. Shane just liked having things in his mouth… all the time. Ever since Ilya had known Shane, his husband always seemed to have something in his mouth, or at least seemed to relax when he had things in his mouth. Whether it was a hoodie string, a straw, the collar of his t-shirt, his knuckle, or even his bottom lip. Shane just was always sucking or biting something. Ilya didn’t really think much of it at first. Well that wasn’t totally true, Ilya always thought it was hot when Shane had something in his mouth, especially when they were younger. It was hard to sit there and watch Shane chew and suck on a hoodie string when it could’ve been Ilya’s dick instead. And lord did Ilya love when Shane sucked his dick. Ever since their first time together, when Shane was inexperienced and desperate, he was so good. Shane was always so good, especially for Ilya. It was satisfying when Shane would simply drop to his knees without being asked, his hands burning against the backs of Ilya’s thighs as he took Ilya’s cock in his mouth like it was second nature, like he belonged there. He certainly acted like it. Ilya never realized how much Shane sucking him off was for Shane as much as it was for him. Ilya never really thought about it back then, he was selfish and took Shane for granted and Ilya regretted it with his whole soul. But as they grew and their relationship grew and they stopped being stupid about their feelings, Ilya started to truly notice all of Shane’s little mannerisms. Ilya saw how much Shane loved to be good. He loved praise, he loved reassurance, and he loved being told he did a good job. When Ilya took control, Shane was allowed to simply be Shane. He wasn’t Shane Hollander the hockey player, he was Ilya’s Shane. So when Shane came home from his game, sweaty and tired, his bag hitting their wooden floors with a thump, Ilya knew, even before he saw his husband, what he needed. Ilya had seen the game, and had seen how hard Shane pushed himself for them to win. Ilya knew that even though they won, Shane would need him. “Shane?” Ilya called from the living room, muting the tv and casually walking over to the front door where his husband was leaning against the wall as he toed off his shoes. Shane was wearing a simple white shirt and athletic sweats, his eyes droopy and tired and his hair sticking up in wild places. “Hey,” Shane greeted, exhaustion dripping into his voice as he pulled himself to stand upright, wobbling a little as he did so. Ilya went to his side, a hand resting heavy and comforting on the back of Shane’s neck. He brought Shane into his chest, his husband’s cheek pressed flush against his bare flesh. “You played so hard tonight,” Ilya murmured into Shane’s hair and he felt Shane’s body go limp into his own. He was already braced for it and easily took his husband’s weight. “You made everyone so proud, made me so proud. You deserve rest, lyubimyy,” he stroked a hand through Shane’s hair and kissed the top of his head. Shane’s arms came up limp and heavy to wrap around Ilya’s waist, his hands splayed across Ilya’s strong back. “How do you always seem to know what I need?” Shane mumbled, into Ilya’s pectoral, his lips warm and soft on Ilya’s skin.
- Part 2 of
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- English
- Words:
- 2,959
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77659351
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You're just thinkin' it's a small thing that happened (the world ended when it happened to me) by stanzyts
Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-14
He isn’t in control. Everything feels cold and distant and empty. Shane stares at his shaking hand, loosely gripping the door handle, and begs it to move, turn, so he can get away. He can’t be here anymore, and yet there is nowhere else he’d rather be. He’s suffocating; there is no air left in this room, he’s sure of it. He tilts forward without meaning to, leaning his forehead against the door, trying to stay upright. Or, Shane experiences subdrop after the events in Vegas, because he absolutely would.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,235
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77661191
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Little One (Our Malyshka) by fizzfics
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-14
In which Shane and Ilya retire and adopt a little girl from Russia Angst/fluff/domestic bliss/cute family bits
- Part 1 of Our Malyshka
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 23,886
- Chapters:
- 20/20
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76588436
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Kissing Shane was fun. Not in the usual lustful way — but in the way that Ilya couldn't stop thinking about it, the closeness he felt with Shane during those moments. And it wasn't just kissing Shane's lips, he adored kissing all of his soft skin. Freckles, jaw, collarbone, chest, back, thighs, arms — anywhere he could, he'd place a kiss. Or Ilya is obsessed with kissing Shane.
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- English
- Words:
- 2,449
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77665531
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Ilya is like his mother in the way that he plays with fireworks and skates on not quite frozen rivers. Shane often finds himself lost in translation. ~~~ An exploration of Ilya and Shane, their mental health, and their relationships
- Part 1 of mental health fics to exorcise my demons
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- English
- Words:
- 2,869
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77579841
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What Was Always There by Hatchigo
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-14
When a careless comment sends Shane down a path he never expected, he’s forced to confront a possibility he’s avoided his whole life. A story about late autism diagnosis and denial, with the quiet, steady support of the man who loves him.
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- English
- Words:
- 1,830
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77692501
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Shane’s Favourite Movie (Hot Guy Buffet) by BloomBeam
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-01-14
Ilya begs Shane to show him one of his favourite movies from childhood. It doesn’t take him long to realize why his husband likes it so much. Or, When Ilya asks Shane to show him one of his favourite movies, the two of them watch The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring. Teasing, and blow jobs, ensue.
- Part 1 of Shane Hollander Loves LOTR
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 7,609
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77688406
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there's an endless road to rediscover by isnt_that_wizard
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-01-14
Hayden hated the guy. Hated him. Hated his stupid, smug smirk and the myriad of insults he threw Hayden’s way and the way he made fun of Shane like it was a funny game then looked him up and down like a piece of meat and his reputation of sleeping with everything that fucking moved and the memories of being slammed into the boards by him and quite literally everything about this Russian dickhead. And he hated that he was now going to have to do everything in his power to learn how to tolerate Rozanov because Shane was inexplicably and hopelessly in love with him, and Shane was his brother in every fucking thing but blood, and Hayden was not going to keep being responsible for that sad puppy look on his face every time he realized how poorly they got along. So far, Hayden sucked at it. Big time. --- It bothers Shane that Hayden and Ilya don't get along, so Hayden is putting in the effort to try and see these redeeming qualities Shane claims the guy has. Over the years it becomes easier and easier, until one day, he realizes he doesn't have to actually try anymore. or, 5 times Hayden realized he was starting to tolerate Ilya + 1 time they acknowledged they were actually friends now
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- English
- Words:
- 20,107
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #77653101
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you and I (not even the god's above) by snoopyilya
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-13
Ilya’s voice was trembling, a shake deep within him, and it made Shane’s heart break into a million pieces. The fact that he was struggling through something, and the language barrier was only making it worse, made him even more determined in learning Russian. “I don’t want to prove myself to the people who love you. It’s—It hurts when they see you, then look me like I don’t deserve you.” Shane makes a promise to Ilya, and it changes everything.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,119
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77627486
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Shane and Ilya have been together--officially-- for two years, and it's been going relatively well despite all the itty-bitty bumps on the road. Having to date in secret is never 'light and breezy'. It's definitely not light and breezy when Shane's childhood best friend visits. It's okay at first, nudged shoulders and inside jokes Ilya didn't understand. The second the nudges got too intimate, when the jokes got too sexual is when he realized something was off. He stays quiet, plays along, tries his fucking hardest not to punch Nathan goddamn Hales square in his annoyingly handsome face. When Ilya does talk to Shane about it, admittedly in the worst way possible, a fight breaks out. regrettable word choices are made, and a door is shut. And it was all Nathan fucking Hales fault.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 20,223
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76687291
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In a world where Shane was encouraged to do high school theatre because he was socially awkward. The consequences of this live on the internet forever.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 3,364
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77594646
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“I don’t know what’s wrong with me, Rozy.” That was a lie; he knew perfectly well what was wrong with him, he just wouldn’t admit it to himself. “I thought therapy would help, and I also thought winning the cup would help, but I guess we’re both just too fucked in the head for that.” Ilya laughs softly, nodding. or Shane Hollander studied through conversations, interactions, and therapy. or Shane accidentally gets diagnosed with autism
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 23,726
- Chapters:
- 8/8
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77628031
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”Shane Hollander, Montreal’s perfect captain,” Ilya mutters. His breath tickles Shane’s ear. Shane turns his head, tips his chin up and lets Ilya kiss him right against the front door until his lips are buzzing with it. He is what Ilya says he is — he’s boring and proper, polite. He sticks to his meal plan and eats brown rice and vegetables and steamed fish, and no processed sugar. He tries not to make his parents worry. He gives perfectly fine, safe interviews and ignores it when the press tries to get him to say anything that would be out of line, and he is professional and good at it. No one needs to know that he lights up under Ilya’s touch like the New Year’s Eve sky, how easily he goes down to his knees for him, how his heartbeat kicks into overdrive the second Ilya leans into his space. It is only for Shane to know, and for Ilya, maybe, if he would like to. Or: Shane Hollander and the pressure of being in the spotlight.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,873
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77635346