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1. He's Going the Distance by SpiderMan69

   Heated Rivalry (TV)

   • T
   • ✓

   2026-01-13

   Mark read
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Hayden Pike
   • Yuna Hollander
   • Troy Barrett
   • Luca Haas
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • J.J.
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • POV Shane Hollander
   • Character Study
   • Shane Hollander's Cottage
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • Soft Ilya Rozanov
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • internalized ableism
   • Ableist Language
   • Homophobic Language
   • Good Parent Yuna Hollander
   • Dialogue Heavy
   • shanes therapist rage baits him
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Light Angst
   • Mild Sexual Content
   • shanes existential crisis kills his boner
   • i bet no ones used that tag before
   • ending lowk sucks
   • I Wrote This While Listening to One Direction
   • The Distance (CAKE)
   • Oral Fixation
   • Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Post-Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • Spoilers for Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)

   “I don’t know what’s wrong with me, Rozy.” That was a lie; he knew perfectly well what was wrong with him, he just wouldn’t admit it to himself. “I thought therapy would help, and I also thought winning the cup would help, but I guess we’re both just too fucked in the head for that.” Ilya laughs softly, nodding. or Shane Hollander studied through conversations, interactions, and therapy. or Shane accidentally gets diagnosed with autism

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