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Let me take your hand (I'll make it right) by velminort
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-20
Ilya is recovering after the brain surgery but recovery rerely is a straight line. And Ilya, done with hospitals, is up to mischief. Fortunately, Shane is there to make sure Ilya stays alive. *** This is set between "Hold On (I Still Want You)" and "Come Back (I Still Need You)" and focuses on Ilya's recovery after the brain surgery he underwent. It can be read as stand-alone but I think it's probably best to read at least first part of my series to get some context!
- Part 3 of Hold On (I Still Want You)
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Ilya opened one of his messages. Have you seen the news? Ilya, call me. Now. Please tell me you already fucking know. Jesus Christ, man. That was it. No context. No explanation. Just panic wrapped in vague bullshit. His jaw locked. “Are you fucking serious right now,” he muttered, thumb scrolling harder than necessary. Say it or don’t, you assholes. The half-answers made his skin crawl. It felt like they were all circling something awful, whispering around it, waiting for him to step close enough to get hit. His chest felt tight now, pressure building, so he did the one thing that made sense. He opened social media. Shane Hollander’s name was everywhere. Or Shane was hurt in ways everyone could see, and in ways only Ilya would carry.
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Shane’s whining beneath him, head thrown back, exposing the long column of his neck and rutting up against Ilya. Ilya licks up his throat, nibbling at Shane’s jaw, before his lips brush the shell of Shane’s ear. “Tell me what you want.” The reply is instant. “You.” ---- or: after his drunken confession, shane keeps avoiding ilya. at a student party ilya finally gets the chance to speak to him. part 2 to Close to Me
- Part 8 of Hollanov Drabbles
- Part 2 of hollanov college au
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do your fingers move? (do your lungs inflate?) by fairyaverage, Light_Queen
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-19
This morning is not routine. This morning he didn't wake up before Ilya. This morning, Ilya decided his routine for him. Waking him up with a kiss and his breakfast already prepared. It was sweet, really, it was, (except his skin itched and he could feel his bones—) and normally Ilya doing this for him was fine, but normally it isn't his first week on a new team. He was so close to finishing this week, so close to being able to check this off his evergrowing list of things to make it through this monumental season of firsts. or, Shane is having a hard time adjusting to the teasing and familiarity and learns that he is safe here with the help of his new team
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──★ ˙🏒 ̟ !! Where Shane doesn’t think he played well, when in reality he did, and spirals into a panic attack and stumbles into Hayden’s arms who does what he can to help his best friend. Even if it means calling Lily- who’s not… Lily?
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"There’s more to mental health than just suicide, moy lyubimiy," Ilya reminded him gently. "You know this." A Tampa player's brother commits suicide, and the press are determined to get a statement from Ilya.
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After the snow fall by penpen_xo
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
2026-01-18
Shane groaned, eyes cracking open with great effort, the distant sound of barking getting closer and closer, and he couldn’t help but wince at the volume as it pierced right through him. “Anya.” He managed to get out, and the dog in question nudged at his head, another groan eliciting from Shane’s lips at the movement. He was struggling to understand what was happening, but everything was fuzzy and scrambled and he couldn't hold onto a single thought for long enough to string anything tangible together. “Ilya.” He exhaled as Anya nudged him again. “Get Ilya….Anya, find Ilya.” or Shane slips and falls on ice while out walking Anya, and Anya is just your everyday Lassie.
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Ruined Dreams and New Beginnings by AmoureusedeRimbaud
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-18
Shane Hollander’s life is over. No more fame, no more hockey, no more fans. When Shane awakens latent omega tendencies and triggers a breakthrough heat, Shane has to learn what it means to be, not just an omega, but an omega with Ilya Rozanov as his alpha.
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The Montreal Metros have been on a never before seen losing streak. Desperate, Shane Hollander cuts out anything in his life that could be causing the wins to slip away from them. There's just one vice he can't seem to get rid of. Or, Shane goes to Ilya's hotel room to break up with him after one too many losses. It doesn't exactly go to plan.
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Ilya Rozanov sucked cock the way he played hockey. Fast and dirty, absolutely ruthless, and most infuriatingly — really fucking good. ——— An angsty blowjob where Ilya and Shane both want the same things.
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would you still love me by UglyGreenJacket
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-18
“Hey,” Ilya’s voice, deep and rough, resonates through Shane all the way down to the bottoms of his feet. He turns his head toward the sound, but doesn’t open his eyes, instead opting just to keep the blissed-out look on his face as he waits to hear what Ilya’s going to say. Shane imagines it’ll be something like, ‘You are perfect. Such a good boy.’ Or maybe in Russian, ‘I love you so much.’ But much more likely, ‘I give you ten minutes, and then I blow you in the shower.’ Fingers brush against his cheek, and Shane leans into the touch, lost in the feeling of being loved and wanted so wholly. And then, “Would you still love me if I was a worm?” His eyes open, and he wonders if his dopamine-addled brain has just misheard. “I’m sorry. What?”
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in the middle of the darkest night (in the middle of the hardest fight) by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-18
“Ilya,” he clarified, wincing as he swallowed, his throat feeling like he’d eaten a fistful of glass. “I need to call Ilya.”
He fumbled around for his phone, desperately needing to hear his fiance’s voice. Together, they could figure this out. They’d make a plan. Ilya could drive with his parents from Ottawa and–
But Ilya wasn’t in Ottawa. He was in Russia.
No.
No.
They’d kill Ilya in Russia. They’d kill him, or arrest him, or– or–
Oh god, they’d kill him.
__________________________________________________________________________A family emergency means Ilya is in Russia when Hayden's FanMail video ends up on Twitter, outing them to the entire world. It, predictably, ends horribly.
- Part 2 of heated rivalry fics
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After their engagement, Ilya and Shane return to Russia under the cover of the Irina Foundation, knowing it may be the last time Ilya ever sets foot there. What waits for him is not closure, but grief, memory, and a past he learned to survive by becoming quiet and hard. It isn’t about going back to the life he escaped. It’s about one final goodbye—to the place that shaped him, and to the mother he never stopped missing. With Shane beside him—steady, patient, and fiercely careful—Ilya faces grief he’s spent years surviving, old fear that still lives in his bones, and the quiet truth he’s been avoiding: some doors don’t close cleanly… but you can still choose how to leave them. This is a story about grief, survival, and choosing a future where home is no longer a place, but a person.
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Not Too Much by CC99trialanderrorgirl
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-17
Shane has a panic attack/autistic meltdown in the bathroom at an event. Ilya helps.
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov had been household names for years, yet the media still treated them like gladiators thrown into an arena for public entertainment. Hollywood had never manufactured a rivalry this blatant before—and of course they were the guinea pigs. The blueprint. The cautionary tale in the making. The money was obscene. The roles were constant. And the studios? They were practically frothing at the mouth. If Shane landed a blockbuster, Ilya was mysteriously cast in a competing one within days. Rival studios loved the drama, the headlines, the built‑in war. And if Ilya was favored to win at the box office against Shane, well then, who was Ilya to complain about it? Boring Canadian: Got to go BC: Text you later? Ilya: Okay Ilya: Don’t get hard thinking of me blowing you BC: Fuck you! Ilya: You’re hard, aren’t you? BC: … Ilya: My good little slut BC: TURNING OFF MY PHONE NOW!!!!!!!! ---- Or Shane and Ilya have a complicated work-life relationship, and it becomes so much more than either of them could have ever imagined.
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the cadence of a secret by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-17
Did you figure anything out? Shane writes, and flips the page around for Ilya to read it.
Wont like the answer, Ilya’s written, in his quick hand.
So he doesn’t have to take the pen back, Shane just shrugs. What?
Ilya sits down at the desk for a steady surface to explain.
3 things
1 its curse. if true we can break it
2 its spell. if true we can break it
3 we are soulmates. if true we are fucked“No,” Shane mutters, before he can stop himself. Immediately, he slams a hand over his mouth.
or: Ilya and Shane are soulmates, and their bond prevents them from both talking and being apart. Unfortunately, the only thing that’ll make the pain stop is confessing the one thing they can say: that they’re in love.
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"Is okay now?" Shane swallows and nods. "Yeah, I think. I'm probably worrying for nothing." Ilya nods too. "Yes. You are very good at that." Shane punches him in the shoulder lightly and they smile at each other. or, Shane and Ilya's first barbeque as a married couple playing on the same team. Shane is totally fine. After another last look into the mirror, Shane sighs and calls out to his husband. "Ilya! We have to leave in a few minutes. Are you still getting ready?" Anya comes into the room and Shane kneels down to pet her. "It'll be fine, right?" he whispers to her and she answers by licking his face. "Thanks girl" Shane winces and goes to wash his face at the sink. He dries his hands with a towel and wants to call out to Ilya again when the man in question appeares in the doorway, looking so handsome that Shane almost wants to suggest that they just stay home tonight. But he couldn't do that, because tonight was important. The first barbeque at Bood's house that they would be attending together. As a married couple and players on the same team. Shane totally wasn't freaking out or anything. "Finally" he says and Ilya frowns. "Relax, Hollander. If we leave now, we will be 15 minutes early still." "I just don't want to be late." "Is okay. I am late often. They don't care. Many people to care about even without us." "But I care, okay? So can we just leave now, please" Shane pleads and Ilya looks at him with that searching look in his eyes that tells Shane that Ilya won't let this go anytime soon. "Come here first" Ilya opens his arms and Shane sighs again, knowing that they won't leave before they've talked about this. He steps forward, right into Ilyas arms and hugs him tightly. Ilya's arms wrap around him and Shane's brain immediately quiets down a little bit. It's really unfair that Ilya has that affect on him. "I know you're nervous" Ilya says against his ear and Shane huffs. "No, listen. Is normal, to be nervous when meeting so many new people. But you're Shane fucking Hollander. Best player in the league. They are all so excited to meet you and get to know you and play with you on a team together. They have reason to be nervous because they're meeting you. I bet I will not be able to talk to you all night because they all want you to themselves. And I'll need to break up fights for who gets to talk to you next." Shane laughs, a little wetly and looks up into his husbands eyes. "You'd like that. But I doubt that's gonna happen. I just hope they like me." "Hey" Ilya grabs Shane's chin to make him look at him. "They will. I know it. And if they don't, it does not matter. I'm captain. I will make them run laps otherwise." Shane laughs again. "No you won't. Fuck off." "My own husband, not believing me. It hurts, Shane." He grabs his heart but then gets serious again. "Is okay now?" Shane swallows and nods. "Yeah, I think. I'm probably worrying for nothing." Ilya nods too. "Yes. You are very good at that." Shane punches him in the shoulder lightly and they smile at each other. "Thank you. I love you" Shane says and Ilya replies "I love you too. Now we have to go, or we will really be late." "Yeah okay" Shane breathes out one last time. "I'm ready." He takes Ilya's outstreched hand in his own and they leave for Bood's house. A few minutes later, Cassie opens the door with a smile, her arms full of stuff. "Hey you two! So glad you could make it! It's so nice to finally meet you Shane. Just go through the living room, they're all out back. Ilya, you know the way." With that, she leaves the door open for them to follow her and with a shared look, they walk inside. "Will be fine" Ilya mumbles and Shane tries to relax a little bit. "Hey guys, look who's here" Cassi says when they're standing in the garden and they're greeted by a lot of different voices. Bood steps forward from the grill. "Cap" he greets with a smile and a clap to Ilya's back. "And you brought Shane Hollander. It's nice to finally meet you. Officially" he held out his hand and Shane grabs it and is immediately pulled into a hug. "It's nice to meet you too. I'm excited to play with you all" Shane says and Bood's smile widened. "Are you kidding? We are excited to play with you. You're a legend, man. This season is going to be awesome." Someone shouts at him and Bood yells "Coming! Sorry guys, gotta get back to the grill. I have to keep my reputation as the best griller on the team, you know." He grins at Ilya and leaves. Shane lets out a breath as Ilya turns towards him. "Is fine, yes?"
- Part 1 of Hollanov Centaurs Chronicles
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forever is a feeling by ultravioletilya
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-16
His entire life, Shane had always done exactly what he was supposed to do, exactly what was expected of him. He trained hard, became the best at hockey, won games, won Cups, and nothing had ever felt like the touch of Ilya against him. He knew why he was running: Ilya had gotten too close to the messy inside of his heart, the very thing he had tried to keep locked away tight behind walls and guards and barbed comments. Shane had never been good at going after what he really wanted, at least not outside of hockey. And now he was here, being offered everything he never knew he needed and would always be terrified to take. or; shane leaves, and then comes back
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Bood's BBQ Bonanza by babymonkeyonaturtle101
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-16
Nobody knows what to expect with Shane's first week of preseason with the Ottawa Centaurs. They definitely don't expect him to get drunk at Bood's BBQ and lay out the very surprising timeline of his relationship with their captain.
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say you want me now by attxntionreadxr
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-16
It's perfectly reasonable to put on a suit to meet your rival/first time hookup. Based on a tweet I found, wondering what would happen if Shane hadn't realized how silly putting on a suit to meet Ilya would be. (Title: Magnolia by Meadowglade)
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