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Ferrari's Shane Hollander and Red Bull's Ilya Rozanov are fated to be rivals. After a horrible crash between the two, Shane devises a plan for revenge. Except it doesn't goes as planned when he finds himself waking up in Ilya Rozanov's bed.
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all the things he did by blankjournals
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-29
4 times Shane was strict with Ilya and the 1 time he wasn't ft Ilya having an emotional crisis over it. OR: inspired by the tweet: ilya actually love having a strict boyfriend. like no his bitch do not let him have friends NO he not allowed to be out past 11 and NO U CANNOT SIT HERE!!! Translation in Russian available, here and here.
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“Do you have any pictures of her?” Shane asks. Middle of the night. Later than that, Shane notices when he glances at the clock on his nightstand. Ilya is asleep beside him while he sits up in bed, his brain whirring away once again. Just a little moment of Shane and Ilya at the cottage talking about Ilya's mom.
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Show me how I can Get this calloused hand In that velvet glove - Learning how to love - Rumer --- Love comes with condition, or so Ilya Rozanov thought. Until he met the Hollanders.
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Shane feels guilty for all of Ilya's sacrifices. Seeing Ilya's Instagram posts tips him over the edge. Maybe he's finally ready for the world to know more.
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We didn’t even kiss He doesn’t send the text, but he thinks it nonstop for two days. We didn’t even kiss He doesn’t send the text, but he thinks it nonstop for two days. The strangest part is he doesn’t know why it bothers him so much. Everything that happened that night was hot as fuck. The way Rozanov’s eyes roamed greedily over Shane’s body as he touched himself had felt like a claiming, almost more than Rozanov filling him up as he pounded into Shane from behind. Just thinking about the weight of Rozanov’s gaze has Shane half hard on the airplane home. He goes through his meal plan for the next week in an effort to distract himself but thinking about food only leads to thinking about swallowing Rozanov’s dick, Rozanov’s hands clenched in his hair, and now his problem has grown, so to speak. He drops his bags in his room and hits the shower fifty five seconds after he gets home, driven by a desperate need to exorcise the still-burning embers of lust that have lodged under his skin. He comes easily, the mess swirling down the drain as hot water sluices over him and he thinks maybe he could go again, except… We didn’t even kiss Icemelt trickles down his spine, quenching the fire that’s struggling to rekindle itself. He’s played the entire night forwards and backwards in his mind, and the only conclusion he comes to is that Rozanov is an asshole and that’s all there is to it. He likes to fuck with Shane and he likes to fuck Shane. Just like he fucks with everyone. Just like he fucks anyone. Shane turns off the shower and steps out but then just stands there, dripping onto the bathmat, like his brain is unable to remember what comes next. His eyes defocus and he doesn’t know how much time has passed before they come back into focus, snagging on the naked image of himself in the mirror—crystal clear thanks to the heaters under the glass. People tell him he’s good looking and he has to believe them. When he was younger, his mother always told him he was a handsome boy, but all mothers say that. Then the sponsors kept talking about his “marketability” and wanting him to be their “face” and it hadn’t taken him long to put two and two together—although arguably longer than it should have. Rozanov had even called him “pretty” one time and he’d been grateful for the pound of makeup on his face that hid his blush. But he doesn’t see it and he never has. His eyes rake over his form and all he sees is a bundle of anxieties wrapped up in a body he’s carefully honed for one thing only, and coping with the vagaries of Russian assholes isn’t it. He finally thinks to grab a towel and start drying himself off. He needs to eat and he needs to call his mom and then he needs to sleep. He really hopes he can sleep. He wishes it was still the middle of the season. If he had a game to focus on, or even a string of games on the road, he could maybe shake this sick emptiness he feels inside. Instead all he has is summer training and being alone with his thoughts for weeks on end. Which is why, when Hayden texts him at 6am and asks if he wants to go for a run, he accepts. They have a good rhythm together, developed over the past year of rooming together on the road. Hayden can be chatty, but he lets Shane set the pace so if he’s not in the mood he can simply run fast enough that they have to save their breath. He types out a meeting place and sends it. He’s about to roll out of bed but hesitates, his thumb hovering over “Lily” three messages down. We never even kissed He lets out an aggrieved sound. What the hell is wrong with him? He just had the best sex of his life and here he is hung up on the one imperfect detail. Story of his life, really. Star hockey player, well on his way to being wealthy, reportedly good looking. There’s only one blot on his otherwise perfect resume and it’s the one thing he can’t let go of, can’t erase from existence. All he can do is hope everything else crowds out the stain, overwrites it large enough that nobody notices. He types out a message, every letter feeling like a 200lb deadlift. Have a good summer! There. What he should have written in the first place. He sends it before he can second guess himself and tosses his phone on the bed as he gets dressed to go see if he can outrun this weird pit that’s opened in his gut. He hears a buzz as he pulls his shirt over his head. Don’t have too much fun 😛 He huffs out a breath, something like a chuckle tinged with more relief than amusement. He can’t send that other text now without it being weird. It’s over. He laces up his shoes and is out the door five minutes later. He doesn’t think about kissing Rozanov again for at least an hour. see you soon ;) It’s the start of the season and they’ve only just posted the schedule in the locker room. He noted it too—third game at home against Boston. He hasn’t heard from Rozanov in almost two months, but that stupid little message with that stupid little winky face makes him happier than it has any right to. Because maybe he spent the summer wondering if there would be another six months of radio silence. Maybe he spent
- Part 1 of Heated Rivalry Show: Missing Scenes
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Everything You Own by lucianowriter
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-27
Shane left wearing Ilya's clothes. How did the two of them get the clothes back to each other if they weren't in contact?
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“Then I will bring you to that dock out there. I will have hundreds of candles all over it...” - Heated Rivalry, Chapter Twenty-Seven by Rachel Reid Or; Ilya proposes to Shane.
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as you wander through this troubled world by justhockey
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-27
Having a child is like having a second heart beating outside of your body. You carry them, and you hold them in your arms for the very first time, and you soothe them when they cry. You protect them, and keep them safe, and you try and instil them with all the skills and attributes they need to succeed, to thrive, to be happy. You do that for as long as you can…as long as they will allow you. And then you let them go. You send them out into the world, and hope with everything in you that it doesn’t break them.
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I'll Be Home For Christmas (If only in your memories) by Falafel_Waffel
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-25
The night before Christmas, Shane gives Ilya a part of himself he thought he had to leave behind in Russia.
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Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are wrapping up the end of their first full summer as a married couple. They have just celebrated their first year wedding anniversary, there is no impending doom. Their friends know, their family knows, their fans know, whoever cares to know, knows. They are playing for the same team once again, when the season starts. And they are happy. There is nothing to fear. No practice to get to. For now they get to rest. Just them, in their home, with each other. Or A day in Shane and Ilya's domestic life full of conversations, teasing, and adoration in three parts, (late) morning, evening and night.
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these are the memories i keep by bluerosebouquet
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-25
“You’re being difficult.” “I am not being difficult, Hollander, you are the one being difficult and annoying.” “I just don’t see what the big deal is,” Shane had his phone pressed between his ear and his shoulder as he moved around his kitchen, making breakfast, “It’s not like it’s some kind of classified information.” “Is just not important,” Ilya said evasively, and Shane could hear the sound of his fridge opening on the other end. “I think your birthday is very important,” Shane said stubbornly, setting his glass down a little harder than he meant to, so that it clacked against the countertop, “I don’t know why you’re acting like this about it.”
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Ilya runs into Shane's parents in the hospital.
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"Don't like it," Shane insisted shakily. "M'not a dog." The hand gripping his waist flexed. Ilya tugged the collar again and Shane keened, high and reedy. He took his bottom lip between his teeth to quiet himself. It did nothing to stop him from gasping needily when Ilya's hand shifted to cup him through his jeans. "Mm, no, you are not. But you like when I say it, yes?" Ilya pressed, voice low and condescending. It washed over Shane like a drug. --- Shane gets looped into wearing a dog collar for Halloween. Ilya takes advantage of the situation.
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the gift is to the giver by UglyGreenJacket
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-24
Shane loves Christmas. He always has. A quiet time surrounded by family, with good food and presents, and time to let his brain just sit. He can’t wait to bask in his parents' love and attention, being with people who he (mostly) doesn’t have to hide or perform around. Though he’d be lying if he said that his thoughts have been solely on them. Because every time he’s not busy, he finds his thoughts wandering to Ilya Rozanov. What is Rozanov doing? Does he even celebrate Christmas? Does he wish he could spend it back home in Russia? Does he have anyone to spend Christmas with? Would he want to spend it with Shane if he could? Fucking, of course. They would be fucking, because that’s what they do. Always. There is absolutely nothing else there. But still, in the quietest moments, he wonders… _____ Or, Christmas keeps finding Shane and Ilya at every stage of their lives— from rivals, to lovers, to husbands
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High On Your Lovin' by beeaattrriicce
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-23
Shane has his wisdom tooth removed. Ilya panics, Shane is high on painkillers. Inspired by the hospital scene in episode 5
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Domestic bliss between Canada's finest hockey players turned lovers, Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander.
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Shane Hollander is everything the NHL wants him to be: a Golden Boy, a captain, a rivalry- ready face of the league. Ilya Rozanov is everything Shane isn’t allowed to want: sharp-tongued, unapologetic, and devastatingly magnetic. From a charged first collision to a decade of stolen nights, staged girlfriends, and a rivalry that burns hotter than hate ever could, Shane and Ilya build a love that survives only in hallways, hotel rooms, and the spaces where cameras can’t reach. But some ghosts don’t fade quietly—and some loves refuse to stay secret forever. A story about ambition, fear, glass walls, and choosing each other even when the world says it’s a disaster.
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The sky is blue, the sun is bright and Ilya Rozanov is a womanizer. But is he really? What seemed like a simple fact of life gets questioned at practice and the Ottawa Centaurs are nothing if not nosy… Cue idiots being idiots and making big discoveries!
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The look in Ilya’s eyes was undeniable. They had spent years dancing around each other, denying and pushing and turning away, but Shane was tired of it. He was tired of hiding, tired of pretending he only wanted Ilya in the dark, in hotel rooms and rushed nights and stolen moments. Maybe it was the heat talking, or maybe it was his exhausted heart giving way under the pressure of Ilya’s warm eyes. Shane invites Ilya to the cottage to share his first heat together, and repressed feelings bubble to the surface. Can be read as a standalone!
- Part 2 of HARD (hollanov omegaverse)
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