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Something has been bothering Shane for a few days and Ilya is desperate to find out and help in whatever way he can ---- Ottawa gets new shirts that come with plastic tags that bother Shane. Ilya does everything to find out what's been bothering Shane, and when he does, solves it in a very Ilya Rozanov way.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,545
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77737476
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Ilya is like his mother in the way that he plays with fireworks and skates on not quite frozen rivers. Shane often finds himself lost in translation. ~~~ An exploration of Ilya and Shane, their mental health, and their relationships
- Part 1 of mental health fics to exorcise my demons
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,869
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77579841
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Shane Hollander hasn't seen Ilya Rozanov in ten years. Not since an injury ended Ilya's career overnight. In that time, Shane has faced reluctant medical retirement of his own, a big career change, and a decade of unfulfilling relationships. When he runs into Ilya at a New Year's Eve party, he can't help but fall back on old feelings. Circumstances have changed a lot, and so has Ilya. But can the two of them overcome old wounds for a shot at a second chance?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 29,794
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77095666
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Hayden's young son is diagnosed as autistic, and he begins to realize that he's seen a lot of these symptoms before...in his best friend. Now Shane's having to come to terms with being one of those people who slipped through the cracks as a child and is diagnosed as an adult. How can Ilya and the rest of their friends support him through this?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 34,963
- Chapters:
- 14/14
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #75869441
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The Love of a Mother by MabtheWinterQueen
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-07
Ilya's mother does not haunt him like she should. She comes to him in other ways.
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- English
- Words:
- 1,213
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77278001
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Provider by Moami
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Yuri!!! on Ice (Anime)
2026-01-05
“You can't buy me everything that I look at for more than two seconds.” “Is not two seconds,” Ilya says. He has already added the protein bar to his shopping basket and is in the process of putting in ten-packs of the other flavours. “I only buy when you look at least three seconds. That is when you want to have.” Or: Ilya starts giving Shane gifts at every opportunity. Shane investigates, and retaliates.
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- English
- Words:
- 6,502
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77161451
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Shane distantly contemplated how much he would ache tomorrow, the tightness of his muscles already becoming a sure thing. Tomorrow. What an impossible thought, when he was currently present in a way that he rarely got to be in his day to day life.
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- English
- Words:
- 1,792
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77042726
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Shane’s autism makes love complicated—until Ilya makes it safe. Shane Hollander loves deeply—but quietly. Crowded rooms, public affection, and the constant noise of the world weigh on him in ways he struggles to explain, especially when standing beside someone as open and radiant as his husband. Shane’s autism shapes how he experiences love, touch, and connection, often leaving him trapped in his own head, convinced he isn’t enough. Ilya knows better. Through gentle control, unwavering patience, and fierce devotion, Ilya becomes Shane’s anchor—guiding him back into his body, his breath, and the safety of being loved exactly as he is. Across moments of vulnerability, intimacy, and raw honesty, Shane must learn to voice his fears and trust that his differences are not a burden, but something Ilya cherishes. This is a story about quiet love, consent spoken and unspoken, and two men choosing each other again and again—softly, fiercely, forever.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,465
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77023166
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Ilya doesn’t even realize when Arthur slips from his thoughts. There’s no sharp turn, no clear moment where the article stops being about a little boy who loves reptiles and starts being about the man lying beside him in bed. It just… happens. The way his mind always seems to find Shane eventually, like water finding its lowest point. — a character study on shane’s undiagnosed autism
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- English
- Words:
- 8,630
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #76752371
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Shane, who has been in the process of unmasking his autism after his very late diagnosis post- retirement, comes across a fun new problem: verbal shutdowns in bed. Ilya helps him calm down and navigate newly discovered terrain.
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- English
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- 2,510
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76730191
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Shane doesn't fall apart loudly. He spirals, shuts down, missteps. Ilya pays attention. He stays. He helps Shane learn what it feels like to be noticed without being corrected. or, 5 times Shane needs help regulating his autism, and Ilya is there for him + 1 time Shane is there for Ilya.
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- English
- Words:
- 6,155
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76562201
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Shane and Ilya are back at the cottage this summer. At Shane's parents house, there happen to be some of Shane's cousins who made fun of him for his autism. Back at the cottage, while cuddling, Shane started venting. That small vent started a whole conversation that definitely made them... closer.
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- English
- Words:
- 2,150
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76509206
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Shane has a bit of a shutdown when he and Ilya get back from his parents' place. Ilya is there to help his boyfriend come down from being very, very overwhelmed. Autistic love and smut
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- English
- Words:
- 1,686
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76551951
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Press conferences are easy. Shane could do them in his sleep. Right now, however, his body feels like it’s being suffocated by tight plastic wrap and his brain is already numb from overstimulation, and it’s taking everything in him not to lose his shit. [Or, in September 2015, Shane gets overstimulated during a press conference, and Ilya brings him back.]
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,628
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76298016
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the edges of your soul, i haven't seen yet by only_the_golden
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2025-12-13
Shane experiences a shutdown after a tough game. Ilya is there to pick up the pieces. Set sort of between Heated Rivalry and The Long Game (?) Title from 'Forever' by Noah Kahan
- Part 3 of Autistic Shane Hollander One-Shots
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,221
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #75719196
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something different bloomed by only_the_golden
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2025-12-13
Shane was diagnosed with autism as a kid, and kept it a secret once he decided he wanted to play hockey as a career. He decides it's finally time to tell Ilya. Set in Chapter 17 of Heated Rivalry. Title from 'You're on Your Own, Kid' by Taylor Swift
- Part 2 of Autistic Shane Hollander One-Shots
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,000
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #75675526
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