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  1. Shane Hollander’s fluent in hockey. When his five-year-old daughter begins falling in love with figure skating, he has to learn whether that fluency will be enough.

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  2. Jane: It’s your birthday. Ilya stares at the text, taking another drag of his cigarette. Ilya: Traditionally, I think you are meant to say happy birthday. Jane: Happy birthday. Ilya smirks. -- Three of Ilya’s birthdays, and how they’re spent.

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  3. Ilya had grown up in a world where affection was currency, measured and withdrawn at will. Where love was earned through achievement, and failure was repaid with absence. Every triumph was a plea. Every mistake, a debt. Ilya had learned early that tenderness could not be trusted. And Shane, for all his easy warmth, had no idea what to do with that kind of wound. His first instinct was to fix it. To tell Ilya that he was loved, that he was safe, that he didn’t have to be afraid. He learned soon enough that words meant nothing to someone who’d been punished by them all his life.

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  4. If this is Christmas, Ilya will start to believe in that stupid man who lives with polar bears and makes toys.

    He'll believe in anything, any God, any religion, if Shane Hollander’s body is its temple.

    Or: the sugary highs and lows of Christmas Day through the years, from Ilya Rozanov's perspective.

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  5. “Do you want to fuck Svetlana?

    Shane dropped his phone. “What? No. Are you fucking crazy?”

    “I am not crazy,” Ilya said. “But I would like to be fucking. Maybe both of you. At once.”

    “Too bad you only have one dick then,” Shane said, incredulous.

    “My innocent sweet boy, Hollander. Never had a threesome before?”

    “I could barely handle one girl at a time,” Shane confessed. “Much less two. Because, Rozanov, I am gay.”

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    Ilya and Svetlana propose a threesome for old time's sake. Shane learns that sometimes, experimentation can be very, very rewarding. An exploration of identity and desire and, ultimately, being true to yourself.

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  6. While Shane is in New York securing a large donation for the Irina Foundation, Ilya's in Montreal trying to get his daughters to a figure skating competition on time. A long day in two cities—but they get through it together, apart.

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  7. He tries to hold it in, he really does, but something about the gentleness of Ilya’s touch, which is like nothing Shane’s ever experienced before, causes a sob to escape his lips and before he knows it there are tears streaming down his cheeks, and Ilya looks at him with shocked eyes. . Or: Shane struggles with expectations, introspection, and wanting to tell Ilya everything and nothing at the same time.

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  8. Ilya learns some things about Shane over their eight-year situationship and discovers something about himself along the way.

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  9. Everyone has a gay cousin and if you don't have one, you are the gay cousin.

    Shane Hollander is not exceptional.

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    or: Shane Hollander spends the holidays with his mom's side of the family and finds out he has more in common with them than originally thought.

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  10. As Shane and Ilya navigate their lives after being outed, Ilya and his therapist decide he needs a hobby.

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  11. In which Ilya Rozanov finally says what he means.

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  12. He thinks it cannot be healthy to be pacing the streets of Boston, an empty, hollow ache ricocheting up his spine. It does not make sense that he feels as though he is a bird caught in the mouth of a dog, the world appearing through tightly clenched, slobbering teeth. He is no fragile-boned creature, no docile lamb for any slaughter; he is the wolf on the prowl, the shadow that hunts from above. He is fear that haunts the world; he does not have it.

    OR: Ilya wants: home, Shane, freedom—it does not matter. It is all selfish in the end. He is sure he does not deserve it.

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  13. “You kept them?" An innocent, curious question sparks a fun, carefree conversation between Shane and Ilya, and maybe Ilya's a little sappier than he'd thought. No matter.

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  14. Pivotal by

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  15. Matrilineal by

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