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1. i wanna know peace again, wanna be singin' a different song by Anonymous

   Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid

   • T
   • ✓

   2025-12-11

   Mark read
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov-centric
   • Character Study
   • (kind of)
   • homesickness for a place that can never exist as it once was
   • Self-Doubt
   • Angst
   • how can you find a home when you're hollow inside
   • Book 2: Heated Rivalry (Game Changers)
   • pre-cottage
   • when you're so in love it hurts to think about it a little bit
   • the struggles of mental health when you're alone in a world that's moving too fast and too slow
   • Texting
   • Hopeful Ending
   • i love to stick a man in a snowstorm and make him upset
   • professional yearner ilya rozanov
   • bad family relationships
   • POV Ilya Rozanov
   • Loneliness

   He thinks it cannot be healthy to be pacing the streets of Boston, an empty, hollow ache ricocheting up his spine. It does not make sense that he feels as though he is a bird caught in the mouth of a dog, the world appearing through tightly clenched, slobbering teeth. He is no fragile-boned creature, no docile lamb for any slaughter; he is the wolf on the prowl, the shadow that hunts from above. He is fear that haunts the world; he does not have it.

   OR: Ilya wants: home, Shane, freedom—it does not matter. It is all selfish in the end. He is sure he does not deserve it.

   • Part 3 of heated rivalry masterlist

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