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what the hell are you? by andmynewlymeltedheart
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-09
Ilya remembers the last time those hands touched him.
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- English
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- 1,623
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77392611
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Shane Hollander finally gets the perfect job at Rozanov Enterprises as a personal assistant. What he didn’t account for, is becoming his boss’s—-Ilya Rozanov—-prey.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 26,387
- Chapters:
- 13/13
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #75906381
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i hope you're gonna get out soon by feeling_the_aster33
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-05
Set after The Cottage except Ilya has another season with Boston before his free agency. When they played each other for the first time that season Shane was excited, but Ilya didn't share the sentiment. There was something wrong with him, he was chirping more than usual and checking a lot harder than necessary. Shane wished they could just talk, but Ilya wasn't in the mood. Things escalated in a way neither of them ever thought they would. Or: In all the years of their rivalry, Ilya and Shane have never fought on the ice before. At least, not before tonight.
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- English
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- 4,119
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77159471
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Four times Ilya Rozanov denies himself Shane Hollander, and the one time he finally crumbles.
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- English
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- 2,275
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #76988616
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i'd share a life (and you'd share a life) by feeling_the_aster33
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-03
Set in The Long Game. What if Shane was the one on the plane? And what if Ilya was on the bus with his team when Shane texted him? Based on a Tweet (link in notes)
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- English
- Words:
- 3,183
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76994601
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Love You in the Dark by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-02
Shane Hollander returns from his rendezvous with Rozanov wearing a gutted expression and a shirt that isn’t his.
OR: Hayden Pike finds out the truth. Sort of.
A/N: Title from the Adele song.
- Part 2 of My Moon
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 858
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76964566
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My Hopes Are Prone to Elevate by Anonymous
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2025-12-31
COMPLETE!
Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander are two consecutive number one draft picks for the Ottawa Centaurs. After a year playing in Russia, Ilya joins Shane to begin their rookie year, and they navigate the start of their careers together.
Answering the question: what if Ilya and Shane had been drafted to the same team?
Inspired by every rookie bestie dynamic duo in the NHL that made you think, "what if they kissed???"
- Part 1 of "My Hopes Are Prone to Elevate" Universe
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- English
- Words:
- 106,598
- Chapters:
- 24/24
- Files:
- 4 versions
- AO3:
- #68223141
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Shane’s eyes widen and his smile freezes as he stares at a face he hasn't seen in 5 years. At least not in person. He's looked at pictures almost every day, crying at night while staring at gorgeous blue-green eyes, cherry red full lips and high cheekbones. "ILYA ROZANOV, SON OF THE LATE RUSSIAN MAFIA BOSS GRIGORI ROZANOV, HAS BEEN RELEASED FROM CANADIAN PRISON TODAY ON EARLY RELEASE" Ilya. Oh god, Ilya. His Ilya. -- AU where Shane gets reunited with his first love, mafia heir Ilya Rozanov, and finally reveals the secret he's kept for 5 years.
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- English
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- 2,730
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76545721
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"Why don't I tell you a story, then? You may not be able to relate—it's my story after all, and you're not that good at hockey, but try to keep up."
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- English
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- 6,178
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #76354451
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& when i was shipwrecked (i thought of you) by netflixing
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2025-12-21
This isn't him. He's hidden his heart under buttoned-up shirts and professionalism for the last four years, every step a calculated risk. He can't exactly waltz over to the hospital wing and proclaim he's Ilya’s - what? His partner/boyfriend/whatever the hell they were? It's a conflict of interest to the absolute highest degree. He'd likely be dismissed from the team, without pay, or worse. And Ilya. ——— or PR manager shane hollander is in love with nhl superstar ilya rozanov, after an accident on the ice, someone says 'i love you' and nobody is entirely sure if it even counts
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- English
- Words:
- 3,673
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76120836
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At the end of the story (you're holding me tight). by iwritesometimes777
Heated Rivalry (TV)
2025-12-19
After the call where Ilya sounds too raw and vulnerable and honest, Shane shows up. (or) Shane catches a flight on impulse because he wishes he was there with Ilya. Lots of feels and impulse. [a love letter from my side to the already perfect episode 5 of heated rivarly <3]
- Part 4 of Heated Rivarly fics <3
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- English
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- 3,122
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76041726
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he’ll be the best you ever had (if you let him) by vissers
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-16
"You say you don’t want this. You say you can't. And still the shirt." Shane is quick to protest, not giving himself a second to even consider any alternative. "Look, I don't know what you're trying to prove here but—" "Give it back," Ilya instructs, his voice steady and low. "Tell me I am nothing to you, and I let you go." It's self-sabotage. Textbook fucking definition. Maybe it's what he needs to give up on this. He just needs to hear Shane say it, that's all. —— Shane freaks out. Ilya doesn't want him to leave without figuring out exactly how Shane feels about him. (aka a post tuna melt scene rewrite where communication isn’t a foreign concept to them)
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- English
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- 3,630
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #75878981
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[fond] adj. : have an affection or liking for someone “I love our friends, but after a certain point all I want is to get away from everything and just come home to you. With you. Whatever, as long as it's just-” he let out a big yawn, eyes fluttering shut, “just us. That's home.” He whispered, nuzzling in closer. Ilya watched the slowing of Shane's breath, the rise and fall of his chest, the way his eyelashes caressed his cheeks and felt that warmth again, spreading from his finger tips to his toes, coiling through his stomach and taking root in his heart. This overwhelming fondness. He was so in love with this man, and he thought about how right Shane was, even as sleep was pulling him under, the way he could understand Ilya's emotions and put a name to them even when Ilya didn't know it himself. Or: 5 times Ilya is fond of Shane and one time Shane is fond of Ilya.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 16,052
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #75065336
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June 2014, Las Vegas Post the Las Vegas Scene, sub!Shane drops hard and Dom!Ilya races to save him. **** From Jane: We didn't even kiss Shane didn't mean to send the text. He was so dizzy and cold and unsteady after leaving Ilya's room, he didn't even remember if he HAD sent the text. His fingers were too numb to undo his shirt buttons, he felt like the floor was dropping out from beneath him, he was nauseous and exhausted and didn't know why he couldn't stop shaking, why couldn't he stop shaking...? From Jane: ww dnt v ks The text came through as gibberish, and “Fuck.” Ilya threw his clothes back on and ran to get to Shane's hotel room. He'd been too far in his head to pay attention to Shane being quiet and shivering after they were done. Shane had stumbled getting out of bed, bumped into furniture, struggled with the door and Ilya had heard it but he'd been too much of a coward to get out of bed and check and now his submissive was sending gibberish texts and that wasn't good. “Sorry sorry sorry.” Ilya muttered as he ran. “I’m coming. I’m coming, hold on.”
- Part 2 of Heated Rivalry
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- English
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- 6,117
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- AO3:
- #75332731
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it wasn't right (the way it went down) by theoneiam2277
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2025-11-28
And so Shane steps into the Voyageurs' locker room, Luca on his heels, leaving the door open just a crack so Ilya and the others can hear what's going on. The room goes quiet immediately, all faces turning to Shane in shock. Hayden's the first to react, scrambling up from his stall, eyes wide. "Shane? What's going on?" "I just wanted to see if any of you were willing to talk? So quiet on the ice today. I thought you'd have things to say to me, all things considered." Shane sweeps his gaze over his former team, uses his disappointed-Captain-voice and feels a smidge of smugness when it clearly hits them as it always has. "So say them to my fucking face, not behind my back." --- Shane needs to clear the air with the Montreal Voyageurs. Post-Book 6: The Long Game.
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- English
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- 3,574
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- Files:
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- AO3:
- #74896806
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Shane and Ilya juggle an unexpected pregnancy while making a Stanley Cup run.
- Language:
- English
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- 8,963
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #73037981
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