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“No, Ilya, stay.” The last word came out as a whine. “Why is he calling you Ilya?” Pike asked. "Why is he asking you to stay?” Hollander’s mom followed. Ilya shrugged. “How would I know?” Hollander lifted his arm out, as if reaching for Ilya. “Because I want him to stay.” It was said in a tone that seemed to say, 'obviously'. “Shane,” Hollander’s dad started. “Um- what’s going on? I thought we hated Rozanov.” He seemed to realise what he’d said and glanced at Ilya. “Sorry.” “Is fine.” "No, I don't hate him. I love him." Cliff's jaw was firmly hanging open, and he didn't think it was going to move anytime today. He felt as if he'd been punched in the stomach, all the air ripped away from his lungs. "Am I dreaming?" Cliff muttered to himself. Pike let out a strained laugh. "I think someone spiked my coffee this morning." (cliff, ilya, hayden & shane's parents visit shane in hospital after the incident. a very drugged up shane cannot hide his feelings for ilya)
- Part 3 of ways they didn't find out
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Shane worries that their sex life might grow too boring for Ilya. He decides to try something new.
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breach, noun: the act or a result of breaking; a break or rupture. Shane Hollander has routines, he has a schedule, he has his lists. Sometimes going through the motions proves harder than anticipated. Shane spirals, luckily for the first time, he's not alone.
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Shane’s breath stutters, then steadies. His hands curl into the fabric of Ilya’s sweater, holding him close. When Ilya’s mouth lingers a little longer in one spot, Shane hums, soft and content. “You’re going to leave marks,” Shane says quietly, not stopping him. “Yes,” Ilya replies just as softly. There’s no teasing in his voice now, only certainty. “Is about time.” — Ilya admires Shane in the safety of Shane’s cottage.
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we haven't spoke (since you went away) by beyondinfinity
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-17
Ilya was down again. This happened every year, every month even - Shane knew this. He expected it. Sometimes, he saw it coming beforehand. He’d notice a vacant look in Ilya’s eyes, dishes left unwashed, little lapses in Ilya’s daily routine that most people would brush aside but that Shane knew meant he’d need to be a little more “on” than he normally was. Sometimes, though, Shane didn’t see it coming. Sometimes, out of nowhere, he’d interact with Ilya and Ilya would just be - well, he’d be there, but he’d be gone. Yuna and David are in Moscow when they stumble upon Ilya's mother's grave.
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Away from the rink and under a different kind of heat. The island felt like a dare. Palm fronds leaned low over white sand, the air thick with salt and sweetness, the ocean breathing in slow, blue laps. It was the kind of place that looked fake until you stepped barefoot into it and realized it was real—and that made it worse, somehow. Shane had always done better with things that hurt a little. Cold rinks. Sharp edges. Rivalries that burned hot enough to keep him upright. Ilya, apparently, did not have that problem. He was already sprawled on a lounge chair like he’d been born to tropical vacations instead of raised on ice and spite, sunglasses pushed up into his curls, skin gleaming with sweat and sun. He tipped his head when Shane came closer, smile lazy and dangerous. “Relax,” Ilya said. “Your shoulders are up by your ears.” Shane snorted and dropped his bag onto the sand. “You’re the one who booked this place.” “Together,” Ilya corrected. “We agreed. A truce.” Shane looked at him. Really looked. No gear, no boards between them, no roar of a crowd. Just Ilya, bare-chested, smug, and devastatingly at ease. Out in the open, like they’d promised. Like they’d both been terrified of. “A truce,” Shane echoed. “For one week.” Ilya grinned. “Plenty of time.” That should have been a warning. They didn’t last an hour before the rivalry crept back in, curling around their ankles like a cat that pretended not to care but absolutely did. It lived in the way Shane challenged Ilya to swim farther out. In the way Ilya beat him back to shore and laughed, breathless, water slicking down his torso. “You cheated,” Shane said. “You’re just slow,” Ilya shot back. “Age.” “I’m the same age as you.” “Details.” They lay on their towels afterward, sun beating down, the sound of waves filling the space where trash talk usually lived. Shane closed his eyes, letting the heat sink in. His skin prickled, already pinking. “You’re going to burn,” Ilya said. “I’ll live.” Ilya propped himself up on one elbow. Shane could feel his gaze like a physical thing, dragging slow and unapologetic. “I have sunscreen.” “So do I.” “Yes,” Ilya said, “but I offered.” Shane opened one eye. “You offering now?” Ilya’s smile shifted. Less lazy. More intent. “I am a generous man.” Something in Shane’s chest tightened. He sat up, grabbed his own bottle from his bag, and held it up. “I’m good.” Ilya made a little tsk sound. “Stubborn.” “Competitive.” “Sexy flaw,” Ilya said lightly, then reached out and plucked the bottle from Shane’s hand. Shane sputtered. “Hey—” “Already touching,” Ilya pointed out. He flicked the cap open with his thumb. “Too late.” Shane could have taken it back. He didn’t. He let Ilya pour a cool line of lotion into his palm instead, watched his eyes track the motion. The air shifted, thickened. “Front or back?” Ilya asked. Shane swallowed. “Back.” Ilya’s hands were warm. The contrast made Shane hiss as sunscreen spread across his shoulders, firm palms working it in. Not clinical. Not rushed. Fingers dragging, thumbs pressing into muscle like Ilya was memorizing him. Like he’d earned the right. “You’re tense,” Ilya murmured, close enough now that Shane could feel his breath. “Still think I’m going to stab you in the back?” Shane laughed, a rough sound. “You would.” “Only if you deserved it.” Ilya leaned in, just a fraction. His hands slid lower, down Shane’s spine, stopping at the small of his back. He lingered there, deliberate. Testing. Shane’s pulse kicked. “You done?” “No,” Ilya said softly. “Sides.”
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Jackie Pikes big dumb husband by bombshellblonde
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-16
I know Hayden speaks to Shane at the end of the book but there is no way Jackie didn’t help him get there. “So I have something to tell you that I have permission to tell you but you can’t tell anyone else okay?” Hayden said to his wife. Jackie turned to him on the sofa and put her arms on the back, fully showing that she was locked in to whatever information her husband was about to reveal. “Okay? Is someone hurt or in danger?” “What no!” Hayden said, eyes going wide. “No no nothing like that. It’s about Shane. He told the team something today and asked us to keep it to ourselves but he gave me permission to tell you.” Jackie nodded “Shane can trust me to keep a secret” Hayden nodded in agreement. “Yeah he knows that. And he knows I have to tell you or I’d go insane.” Jackie smiled with fondness both at her husband and at Shane for knowing him so well. She reaches out to take Hayden’s hand. “So what is it Hayd?” Hayden took a deep breath and squeezed Jackie’s hand. “Shane is gay” Jackie wished she could say this information shocked her. But the life of being a hockey wife meant a lot of time in a room full of rowdy men where she got to just observe them and notice things. She had noticed Shane. A little quieter than the rest, only ever dated one woman publicly and that lasted all of two weeks. And he never seemed that happy with Rose. She has also noticed the way he played. Specifically whenever they played Boston, he was always smiling more on those game days. And sometimes a few days after. And he played like he was on fire the whole time. It could be explained away as him delighting in facing their rivals, but she noticed the smile didn’t even fade on the days that they lost. She realized she hadn’t said anything to this big news for a couple of seconds and snapped back to it. “Oh wow.” She said, trying to play a bit surprised. “I know right?” Hayden said, as if this information was in fact a shock to him. “I can’t believe it” “Oh yeah?” Jackie asked, trying to gently prod her husband for more information. “I mean yeah. He dated Rose fucking Landry. And before that, I never told you this, but I saw his phone once or twice and he was always texting this girl named Lily. She must be from Boston because every time we played there or they played us, Shane was nowhere to be found and one time I even told him I knew he was hooking up with Lily.” This new piece of information felt like about a million things clicking into place in her head. “So wait.” Jackie said, shuffling a little closer to Hayden and putting a hand on his knee. “So every time you guys played Boston, Shane went to see Lily but kept it a secret and told no one?” She asked. Hayden looked a little confused but nodded “I mean yeah-“ “But Shane is gay, so it’s reasonable to think that maybe secret Lily wasn’t a Lily at all, that maybe it was a guy.” That thought seemed to strike Hayden and he nodded again. “Well yeah I guess that does make sense.” “Mhm” Jackie said, trying to gently lead Hayden to a conclusion she knows he doesn’t want to draw. “Hey didn’t Shane also just start a charity with Ilya Rozanov?” She asked, this seemed to confuse Hayden a little more. “I mean yeah-“ he said, and she didn’t want to give him time to confuse himself more. “The same Ilya Rozanov who just requested a trade from Boston to Ottowa?” She prompted. “How do you know that?” “I’m a hockey wife I know things, I have networks.” She explained with a wave of her hand. “I mean yeah I had heard about the trade too. Why are we talking about Ilya Rozanov right now?” Jackie put her head in her hands and groaned. “Oh my god Hayden.” “What?” Hayden asked. Jackie looked up and shuffled closer, putting her hands on Hayden’s shoulders. “Shane would secretly meet up with someone in his phone as Lily every time you played Boston. He was happy even when you lost. He is gay. He is now publicly friends with Ilya Rozanov who just left his very successful team for one in Canada that is conveniently 2 hours away from Montreal.”
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TW: Disordered Eating, Discussions of Triggers/Thought-Processes Shane returns home to find that his husband, father, and closest friends have prepared an intervention for him in regards to his eating disor- habits.
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i'll miss them (but i'm not sorry) by blueghost4
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-16
Ilya Rozanov didn’t want to die. He would have to feel alive to want the alternative. What he was doing wasn’t living, it was surviving. He was surviving the same day on repeat like an extra cruel version of Groundhog Day. He knew it was getting bad. He knew the thoughts he tried so hard to bury were only getting louder. And there was nothing he could do to stop it. or; Ilya’s depression was getting worse, but luckily, he’s not as alone as he feels.
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“I said I’m fine.” “You don’t sound fine.” “Why does it matter how I sound?” Ilya spins back around, frustration spilling over. “Why is there always something? Tone, face, body language. Maybe I’m just fucking tired, Shane. Maybe I don’t have the energy to be ‘okay’ correctly.” Shane swallows. “I’m not asking you to be okay.” “It feels like it,” Ilya scoffs. “It feels like if I don’t say the right words, if I don’t say them the right way, you’ll keep pushing until you get something out of me.” — Ilya’s mother’s birthday sends Ilya down a rough episode, in which Shane tries understanding him.
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Two Is Better Than One by ItsSoLine
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-15
Montreal's loss is always Boston's win. Or What if Shane and Ilya get outed when Shane is injured on ice and while Montreal may be ready to let their star player go, Boston is not. And if they gain a second one... well two is better than one.
- Part 1 of Boston Boyfriends
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Post-sex, Shane wakes up nonverbal and floaty in Ilya’s arms at the cottage.
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Shed some light (on me) by theirmohawk
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-15
“You don’t like cars or clubs or women but you saw my documentary where there is only that?” “I mean… yes,” Shane shrugged, feigning nonchalance. He was the very opposite of nonchalant about possibly everything in life. “I don’t like cars or clubs, but I like you.” There, he said it. He liked Ilya Rozanov. OR: Shane decides to stay after Ilya makes his famous tuna melts. Life ensues.
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hit me where it hurts by residentrookie
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-15
Ilya takes a nasty hit on the ice, but it's nothing he hasn't brushed off before. Or at least, that's what he thought. Off the ice, Shane finds himself overwhelmed with the unexpected complications of Ilya's injury.
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you gave me the best of me by iboughtthesepitttickets
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-13
This is perfection. The beauty of life, the warm feeling in his chest as he gazes at his family, all wrapped up in his safe, loving embrace. He would give anything to live this life over and over again.
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i think maybe i am in love with you by AdaElise
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-13
Ilya only ever shows up for one person. That person is Shane Hollander.
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“Shane- Hey. Hey.” His voice cracks. A tremor runs through his hands as he turns Shane carefully onto his side, supporting his head so it doesn’t flop. The warmth of Shane’s skin is still there, but it feels wrong now, like a warning instead of an invitation. Fuck. What the hell just happened? He tries to steady himself, but his hands are trembling so badly that they fumble over Shane’s body, checking for any sign that he’s okay. A pulse. Anything. His head is racing, his chest tight with panic. When he finds the pulse, fast, irregular, but there, Ilya exhales shakily. But it doesn’t help the wave of dread crashing over him. - Shane passes out during sex, and it freaks Ilya out.
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“We’re lovers.” Rozanov offered. “What the fuck?” Hayden said. Shane groaned. “Stop saying that, oh my God!” “What? Is not true?” “You two. You’re like- together?” Drapeau asked, his eyes flickering between the two of them. “Christ, I’m gonna be sick.” Hayden said faintly. Shane’s head reared back and Rozanov immediately stood. “Then fucking leave, Pike.” Hayden realised what he’d said and held his hands up, a look of panic on his face. “No. No, I didn’t mean- Shane I’m fine with you being gay, I swear-“ Rozanov rolled his eyes. “Someone give this man a medal-“ “For fuck's sake, Ilya-“ (post-ilya moving to ottawa, hayden, jj & drapeau go to the cottage and find someone unexpected)
- Part 5 of ways they didn't find out
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Ilya felt the hit before he processed what was happening. Immediately, all the air left his lungs as he flipped, slamming into the ice, head and shoulder first. The sickening crack in his shoulder should have been concerning, but the way his stomach lurched and his head spun was all he could focus on. Ilya Rozanov was down, and it didn’t seem like he was getting back up.
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married, apparently! by mochiwangj
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2025-12-11
"Ilya: I didn't drink that much last night. Troy: You were flirting with Shane. Ilya: So what? He's my husband. Troy: You asked if he was single. Troy: And then you cried when he said he wasn't. "
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