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the way you do it with ease by theoneiam2277
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2025-11-13
Smacking a kiss onto Shane's cheek like he did after the All-Stars, Ilya grins in challenge. Shane's not taken off his helmet yet, so the angle was awkward, but when he glances nervously at the team around them no one seems judging, so he smiles shyly. Ilya's open affection is a lot to get used to. Even after a while with this team, he still fears they'll react badly, but they never do. In fact, their team members seem elated. "You tell him, Captain!" Bood laughs. "We should hang a banner. Danger: Beware of Ilya Rozanov's husband." "Why do you get a victory kiss and we don't, Roz?" Troy calls teasingly. --- Or, the one in which Hollzy gets kisses.
- Part 2 of endgame (Shane/Ilya)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,366
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #74149821
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Shane and Ilya juggle an unexpected pregnancy while making a Stanley Cup run.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,963
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #73037981
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you'd rather die than take your eyes off me by princebutt
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-11-03
“Hey, Hollander, did you see the news about Rozanov?” Shane’s head snaps up and he almost gives himself whiplash. It’s deja vu, and it throws him back to that moment last season when Ilya’s father passed and he went MIA. His teammates had speculated, but Shane had known the truth – Ilya’s father had passed and he’d flown back to Russia to take care of family matters. “No?” He states simply, because he doesn’t trust his tongue to not betray him. What could Ilya possibly have done that would get him on the news? A phone is passed over, and Shane squints against the light and the tiny font of the news article. In big, bold letters the title reads ‘HOCKEY STAR ILYA ROZANOV SEVERELY INJURED IN CAR CRASH.’ It’s accompanied by a generic picture from the Boston news channel, but Shane doesn’t scroll down any further. He can’t. He doesn’t think his brain is capable of any thoughts currently. The phone drops out of his shaking hand and he realizes belatedly that tears are blurring his vision. “I gotta go.” --- OR, Ilya is in a car accident. Shane hurries to be by his side, and outs them in the process. Set during the year Ilya is playing for Boston.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,167
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #73593296
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it's too close for comfort by Anonymous
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2025-11-02
The doorbell rings just as Shane is finishing brushing his teeth – the first thing they rose to do, because he wants to kiss Ilya good morning – and he and Ilya exchange a confused look in the bathroom mirror. It's barely dawn, and Ilya's curls are adorably tousled from sleep as he scratches his ribs lazily, toothbrush dangling from the corner of his mouth.
Shane hesitates, then rinses his toothpaste out and runs a hand through his hair. "Fuck, it's probably anti-doping."
No one else would be here at this hour – unless it's an emergency.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 7,791
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #73571001
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Come On, Let’s Get You Your Chicken Parmesan by shieldedstar
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-10-25
After their meeting with the commissioner, Shane and Ilya finally get their first proper date. It might not be what they wanted their first date to be like, but fuck it. They were out and they might as well make the best of it.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,436
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #73114371
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Five Times Ilya comforted Shane + One Time Shane comforted Ilya
- Language:
- English
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- 12,019
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #65252503
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"No m'not," Shane said, somehow pressing his face even more into Ilya's body. "All I ever did was play hockey. Now, I don't know what I'm gonna do. I hope we have a baby soon." The car went quiet at that. When Shane looked up, Ilya was looking out the window, jaw set. "S' something wrong?" Shane asked. He ran his fingertips along the warm skin of Ilya's forearm. Ilya turned back to face him, expression softened. Whatever pensiveness had taken hold of him was gone. "No. Everything is perfect." After sixteen seasons of professional hockey, Shane Hollander retires from the NHL in the interest of starting a family with his loving husband. It's maybe a little earlier than he would've liked, but with his thirty-five year old knees beginning to protest, it makes sense. He's happy. He and Ilya have been working towards this for nearly a decade. He's also terrified, wondering if this is the biggest mistake of his life, and thinking that maybe he should take it all back. But mostly, he's happy.
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- English
- Words:
- 15,110
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- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #64233493
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The Centaurs are on the road and their last stop is Montreal. Shane is not happy.
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- English
- Words:
- 1,609
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #60396472
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Shane and Ilya enjoy their first wedding anniversary together after a tough (but successful) first season playing together
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- English
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- 13,938
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- 4/4
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #60349000
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Shane is anxious, Ilya can't miss an opportunity to make it worse for Shane. In a very loving manner.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,354
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #58280800
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Shane finds a new family in Ottawa. It just takes him a bit.
- Part 2 of like a bright new dream
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 21,714
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #55583602
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After six years of marriage, Shane and Ilya enter the next chapter of their life together... parenthood.
- Part 1 of Life After Hockey
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- English
- Words:
- 102,658
- Chapters:
- 21/21
- Files:
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- AO3:
- #54384130
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Shane and Ilya go to their first BBQ at Bood’s. Together. As a couple. And Shane is a nervous wreck of a man. Also bonus fluff with Harris and Troy. Song inspo and the title: Happy Together by The Turtles Set around late April/early May during The Long Game
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 7,023
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #54721171
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Ilya Rozanov Gets Railed by Anonymous
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2023-04-23
“You didn’t like it the last time we tried it,” Shane said.
Ilya gave a one-shouldered shrug. “Was years ago. Maybe it is an acquired taste, like licorice.”
“You also don’t like licorice,” Shane pointed out.
“Yes, but I keep trying it because Luca likes it so much.”
“And then you make a face and tell him how awful it is.”
“When have I ever told you your dick is awful?” Ilya said, looking mildly offended. “I am its number one fan.”
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 13,709
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #46118071
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“Papa, what’s your job?”
Ilya opens his mouth. Closes it. He looks at Shane, who is suddenly very interested in his coffee.
“My job,” Ilya says slowly, “is to take care of you.”
“That’s not a job,” Wyatt says matter-of-factly. “That’s just being a papa.”
“Yes,” Ilya agrees. “It is.”
In September 2030, Ilya Rozanov is newly retired, newly restless, and learning the hard way that staying home with their three-year-old son is more exhausting than any playoff run. Shane Hollander is back on the ice, chasing another season while missing things he can’t get back.
After more than a decade together, Ilya and Shane must relearn the hows of their relationship—what comes after happily ever after.
- Language:
- en
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- ?/?
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76195111
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