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  1. “My mother needs me. If she comes home to my father–” Rozanov didn’t finish but the threat hung in the air. They’d had an unspoken agreement to avoid those heavy topics during their time together but now the weight seemed to creep in with smothering pressure they were both buckling under.

    He’d have to sell the apartment and never again have to remember random hotel room numbers or see that flash of teeth Rozanov always gave him even around his mouth guard when he won a face-off. Montreal would dominate Boston without him. But what was the fucking point to say he was the best when there was no one around for him to beat?

    “Marry me.”

    Shane hadn’t realized he’d spoken until Rozanov’s head shot up in confusion as if he’d misheard Shane’s English.

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  2. blood will tell by

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    ”Rozanov looks good in Russia, sure, but here? I don’t know if he’ll hold up.”

    Shane wasn’t supposed to be listening. At sixteen, a decade into competition hockey, this was his first time at the Saskatchewan arena and he’d taken the wrong turn in the long, echoing corridors. The conference room door was shut, but there was a crack at the bottom and the words spilled out into the hallway, bouncing off the cheap vinyl tiles. He tried to breathe quietly, desperate for news about his opponent. There was only one other player near Shane’s level, and he’d come all the way from Russia.

    “The rumors—”

    The voice trailed off. Someone cleared their throat.

    Heart beating double-time, Shane felt for his scent blockers. One firm cuff around each wrist, pads on either side of his neck. The underwear everyone wore, basic manners. Too many alphas in a small enough space could—had—led to fights in the locker room. Always, Shane had to set a good example. Had to be better, so he could play.

    “I don’t believe it.” A chair creaked. “No fuckin’ omega plays like Rozanov.”

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  3. “When are you going to invite me to stay?” Shane coughed. “I don’t know. I’ve been pretty busy with, uh… the charity, and the camp, and all the planning. It hasn’t been very relaxing.” It wasn’t a total lie. He had been working on the charity with Ilya and with his mom, and he was keeping pretty busy. It just wasn’t all work that he was busy with. A lot of it was he and Ilya making up for lost time, putting the shower pressure to good use, losing their clothes in every room and making a game out of finding them when it was time to do laundry. They had a score sheet. Shane was winning. Rose seemed to accept that excuse, and she talked for a little bit longer until Shane maneuvered his way off the call. Then, and only then, did he turn to look at Ilya. “Sorry about that,” he said, but Ilya only shrugged. “Is fine.” He put down his glass of water. “You should do it.” Shane was distracted by the way Ilya reached around his waist to pull food out of the pan and put it, still hot, into his mouth. After a beat too long, he asked, “Do what?” “Invite Rose Landry to the cottage,” Ilya said, like it was no big deal. (what it says on the tin)

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  4. Shane finds a porn video inspired by their rivalry and sends it to Ilya. Sexting ensues.

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  5. So High School... by

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    2026-01-04

    Ilya has been at the school for a year, he didn't speak to anyone, but knew being at the Hockey school was better than the alternative - being in Russia, or being dead. Everything is fine until Scott Hunter asks him to show the new student around. Shane Hollander is quiet, but beautiful and Ilya doesn't know how he's going to survive being so close to him. Especially when they're both just as broken as each other. Was Scott Hunter right all along? Would Ilya and Shane end up fixing each other? [Descriptions of bullying, homophobic assault, mentions of suicidal thoughts and eating disorder]

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  6. After the first I love you, Shane falls asleep in Ilya’s arms—and Ilya dreams of ice, of his mother’s voice, and of a love she always knew would find him. An Episode 6 missing scene about devotion, memory, and the quiet mercy of finding the right soul early in this life. Ilya Rozanov x Shane Hollander Word CountL 2k

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  7. Ilya kisses him, soft, chaste. He pulls back just a little, his smile all teeth. “I was thinking about how much I want to knock you out.” Shane leans back, eyebrows pulling together as he laughs, a soft breath. “What?” “Knock you out,” Ilya repeats, bumping their noses together while he grinds down, filthy. “Put a baby in you.”

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  8. [Set after the events of TLG] On the first match back facing his old team, Shane’s new teammates find a way to show love to him (and their anger towards the montreal team)

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  9. (Read: he stayed up for 15 hours taking every self assessment he could find, reading research papers on autism and scouring social media for posts from people like him who weren’t diagnosed until adulthood. It was hard to deny after that, that the doctor might have known what she was talking about.)

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  10. Drunkin Thoughts by

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    Lily: Oh so you’re drinker now? Jane: I do drink, just not often. Lily: and why have I not seen before? Jane: Like I said, not often. Lily: You still come over tonight, I already decided what I the plan was and I do not change plans. Lily: Text me when you get in uber. Shane goes out for drinks with the team, and Ilya can’t wait to see what drunk Shane entails.

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  11. Shane and Ilya have a lot of sex. A lot of hot, intimate, dirty sex. But sometimes they don't. Sometimes, for one reason or another, they find more intimacy in the unexpected moments where their plans to fuck don't work out.

    Or:

    Shane and Ilya taking care of each other.

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    I: Shane Hollander has too much to drink.
    II: Ilya Rozanov gets the fucking flu.
    III: Shane Hollander suffers an Autistic shutdown.
    IV: Ilya Rozanov misses his mother.

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  12. A sudden ugly thrill runs through his body at the thought. He can give this to him. No one fucking else can. Not his lovely girlfriend. She can’t give this to him. Ilya can. Ilya can be whatever he needs. Whenever he needs it. ——— Shane and Ilya find comfort in each other.

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  13. “What if I spank you?” Ilya suggested, entirely serious and far too nonchalant Shane nearly stopped breathing. “What?” “I spank you, get rid of guilt.” Or, Shane still feels guilty for lying to his parents about everything despite their talk going well. Ilya helps him through it by proposing an unexpected solution.

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  14. Shane sighed. “I usually don’t do that type of thing. I was just listening to music and, I don’t know, felt like it.” “I’m glad you did,” Ilya purred, running with fingers through Shane’s hair. “Mm?” “It is the most sexy you have ever looked.” “Shut the fuck up.” “I do not lie! You are a good dancer, great even. For a Canadian, at least.” Shane dances in his kitchen exactly one (1) time and it gets leaked to the media. Expected chaos ensues. Ilya intervenes in a very Ilya way.

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  15. careful all the time by

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    “I was thinking about the honeymoon phase thing.”
    “Yes?” Ilya said.
    “I think it’s different for us. I don’t want us to be all blissful and then only start fighting when we’re back to barely seeing each other. I think it’s good if we figure things out now, when we have the time. Whatever needs figuring out. So we have a solid foundation going into the season. Sort of like training camp.”
    “So this means you will keep getting mad at me for things,” Ilya said.
    Shane smiled, rolled his eyes. “Yeah, exactly,” he said.
    “Good, I find it very hot,” Ilya said, and kissed him.

    An insecure over-thinker and a self-destructive thrill-seeker walk into a relationship.

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  16. Lily’s Pic by

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    Hayden picks up the wrong phone and sees something he never expected to see from Shane’s Lily. Misunderstandings ensue featuring: good friend and ally hayden + WAG chat Ilya

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  17. SPOILER WARNING: Would take place after the events of The Long Game so there's risk of spoilers! A variety of one-offs of Shane and Ilya getting to do things in and around the Montreal and Ottawa areas once they're eventually publicly out.

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  18. crux by

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    2026-01-04

    When it comes to Shane Hollander, Ilya knows he’s fucked up. Oh, he’s fucked up plenty and somehow, Shane always finds a way to forgive him. To want him again. —or someone said ilya should have apologized to shane after the “marrying svetlana” comment. i agree.

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  19. Shane Hollander knew a lot of things. He knew that there were not many things easier than breathing, but that Hockey was one of them. And the other was loving Ilya Rozanov. One of these is easier than the other, especially when he also knows he's probably been having a panic attack for a whole day and under no circumstances can Ilya Rozanov know about it.

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  20. JOYRIDE by

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    Ilya falls in love with Shane’s hockey, first. Everything complicated comes later.

    (A non-chronological timeline of Ilya Rozanov, falling in love with hockey and with life and with Shane Hollander.)

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