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Shane Hollander hated changes. Changes brought him anxiety and panic attacks. Coming out to his parents like this changed everything. This is a story set at the cottage after Shane and Ilya had their dinner with Shane's parents and it looks into Shane's anxiety caused by his dad walking in on them.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 3,384
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #77495821
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Please don't take my sunshine away by YellowTurtles
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2026-01-11
Shane and Ilya have been together for 5 months, and everything is seemingly going well …until Ilya receives a phone call that leaves him overcome with emotions he tried to bury …until Shane feels like he is being an awful boyfriend …until both break down and help each other pick up the pieces. Warning: Ilya calls Shane 'sweetheart' like twenty times and I am not sorry.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,722
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77501996
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The bus was just a run of the mill charter bus. Nothing special. No obnoxious Greek letters to indicate that- Well, fuck. “Mom,” Shane hissed suddenly, getting closer as she waved to bus full of frat boys. “You cannot be serious.” (Professor/college student AU with a side of frat boy Ilya)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 13,528
- Chapters:
- 3/3
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #77078556
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This I Can Control by caitlincheriwrites
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-01
It's Ilya and Shane's one year anniversary, but Shane's anxiety isn't playing fair.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,042
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76830806
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There's nowhere to go but on by dovaogedys
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2026-01-01
The first night they spend together at the cottage, and the emotions of the day overwhelm Shane. Ilya gets caught in the crossfire.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,554
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76866036
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I Will Hold Your Hands (And Hold You Together) by oddityofstars
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-31
A moment of support, of love. - It's the Centaurs' first game against the Metros with both Shane and Ilya on the team, and Shane isn't handling it too well.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,283
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76757181
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I feel safe when you're holding me near by DoubleVirgo
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-31
“You are lying liar who lies.” Shane heard Ilya as he grabbed him by the collar of his shirt, looking down at the newly exposed skin. “Fuck off, Rozanov.” He says with no real force behind it, pushing his boyfriend away from him.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,070
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76811031
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Ilya is going through a depressive episode alone on New Year's Eve. Shane, who knows him better than he thinks, realizes something is up.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,855
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #76800991
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Shane wonders if it's weird that he's not a more jealous person, considering Ilya's sexual history. Maybe it'd have festered more have they been apart for longer than that one season of hiding, when he was still Montreal and heartsick for someone a province away. But now that they're both in Ottawa, that scenario is impossible. Four of Ilya's old conquests.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,027
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #75981416
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Our Captain, Their Problem by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-11
Ilya Rozanov has a "tiny car accident" (his words). Shane Hollander has a full-scale, system-shutdown panic attack about it. Meanwhile, a horrified Hayden is praying for someone to throw him in a lake and tell him that this is all just a big joke, or maybe for a meteor strike; he is really not picky. J.J., on the other hand, is trying to bleach the image of his sweet captain making out with Ilya fucking Rozanov from his brain.
It's a very normal day for the Montreal Voyageurs.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,868
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #75575896
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i clutched your arms (like stairway railings). by Anonymous
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-12-11
He was alone because Ilya had left because Ilya always had to leave. [...] He felt horrible. Ilya had left. Maybe Shane hadn’t been good enough? No, he would’ve left anyway. He always left.
But maybe he would’ve stayed a little longer if Shane had been better? Maybe if he’d been better, used more of those tricks he’d been trying to learn, he wouldn’t have left so soon. Maybe he would’ve wanted to stay like Shane wanted him to stay. Would’ve wanted to hold him like Shane wanted to ask him to do. Maybe Shane wouldn’t be trapped in this cavernous space between worlds, feeling like he was free-falling, searching for the path out of this emptiness.
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Shane experiences sub-drop for the first time. Ilya holds him through it.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 2,692
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Files:
- 1
- AO3:
- #75601531
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