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After taking multiple hits and a painful loss, Shane Hollander faces his worst enemy. Not the press, not the injuries- himself. Or: Ilya soft doms Shane into subspace and makes him feel better after a bad game
- Part 1 of Hollanov
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- English
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- 2,348
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- 1/1
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- 1
- AO3:
- #75153681
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i’d stop the world if it gave us time by justhockey
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2025-12-02
“My - it’s my,” Shane pants, his hand flapping like Ilya’s sometimes does when he’s searching for an English translation that he can’t quite remember. Shane’s heart squeezes painfully. “He’s-“ He wants to say my boyfriend is on that plane. He wants to cry, and throw things, and scream the love of my life might be dying while we stand here. But he doesn’t. He can’t. His voice can’t find the words, can’t find the strength to speak, and even if he could - would he? Would Shane tell the whole world that for him, it has always been Ilya? Will only ever be Ilya? (Or, the plane scene in The Long Game goes a little differently.)
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- English
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- 1/1
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- 3 versions
- AO3:
- #75143636
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Kiss It Better by inexplicablymine
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2025-12-01
Clear as day his typed out desperation has an eight letter word underneath its bubble that pops a lead balloon into his stomach. “we never even kissed.” sits as delivered to one four letter contact that Shane swears should be defined as its own form of curse word in the dictionary. Or, Shane sends that “we never even kissed.” text after all
- Part 1 of The Coda Collection
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- English
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- 2,194
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- 1
- AO3:
- #75052981
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it's too close for comfort by Anonymous
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
2025-11-02
The doorbell rings just as Shane is finishing brushing his teeth – the first thing they rose to do, because he wants to kiss Ilya good morning – and he and Ilya exchange a confused look in the bathroom mirror. It's barely dawn, and Ilya's curls are adorably tousled from sleep as he scratches his ribs lazily, toothbrush dangling from the corner of his mouth.
Shane hesitates, then rinses his toothpaste out and runs a hand through his hair. "Fuck, it's probably anti-doping."
No one else would be here at this hour – unless it's an emergency.
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- English
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- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #73571001
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Passionate as sin by clockwrkpendrxgon
Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
2025-10-25
Shane distantly registers that he is having a panic attack. But that doesn’t make sense, isn’t his chest moving? His heart beating? Then why can’t he breathe? It is probably because his breath is somewhere out there in an ambulance on the way to the hospital.
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- English
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- AO3:
- #73061311
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Shane gets stuck in Boston after a blizzard blows through. The boys take advantage of the day together. ----- Flufftober day twelve: Blizzard or heatwave
- Part 13 of princebutt does flufftober 2025
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- English
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- AO3:
- #72377736
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What if Shane hadn't gotten hit by Cliff in Heated Rivalry? What if he'd gone over to Ilya's that night, when Ilya planned to break up with him?
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,755
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- 3/3
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- 1
- AO3:
- #59615482
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Shane Hollander is a single guy living a fairly boring life until he meets ruggedly handsome and European, Ilya Rozanov. A whirlwind romance begins, but Ilya has a secret that could come between him and Shane.
- Part 1 of The Mafia AU
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 70,698
- Chapters:
- 18/18
- Files:
- 2 versions
- AO3:
- #52615867
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