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  1. i know my darkness will never go away by

    Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
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    2026-01-16

    It's hard when you're living / and you don't feel much / and you're down and you're hoping / that things are gonna change Apathy wasn’t quite the word for it; it was something much deeper than apathy was. It was like a numbness, like a void had taken root in Ilya’s heart and swallowed him whole. He wasn’t even moving on autopilot– no, he was incredibly aware of his every movement, every decision, every thought. It was inertia, pure and simple, that kept Ilya moving. There was no outside force to stop his motion, not when his brain was this empty, so he simply kept gliding along, wondering when the feeling would come back. If the feeling would come back.

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    AO3:
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  2. I'll Make Up for All of Your Tears by

    Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
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    2026-01-04

    I'll build a house / out of the mess / and all of the broken pieces / I'll make up for all of your tears / I'll give you the best years or Shane was so tired of hiding. Tired of being scared. Tired of hurting Ilya because he was hiding and scared. Hockey had always been Shane’s life– it had been the thing he loved most for so long. But now he loved something more– loved someone more. Ilya was far more important than hockey could ever be, and Shane let Ilya believe that wasn’t the case. Like an idiot.

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    AO3:
    #77055726

  3. I'll Catch You When You Fall by

    Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
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    2025-12-26

    Shane was leaving. Ilya kept trying to call out to him, to explain, to stop him, but the words were all stuck in his chest. Shane Hollander was leaving.

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    AO3:
    #76445826

  4. light me like a cigarette by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2025-12-13

    Go on and light me like a cigarette / even if it might be something you'll regret / You've got me now, now, now / Swallow me down, down, down down or The Tuna Melt Scene, revised

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    AO3:
    #75677571