Summary:

I'll build a house / out of the mess / and all of the broken pieces / I'll make up for all of your tears / I'll give you the best years or Shane was so tired of hiding. Tired of being scared. Tired of hurting Ilya because he was hiding and scared. Hockey had always been Shane’s life– it had been the thing he loved most for so long. But now he loved something more– loved someone more. Ilya was far more important than hockey could ever be, and Shane let Ilya believe that wasn’t the case. Like an idiot.