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  1. i'll miss them (but i'm not sorry) by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2025-12-16

    Ilya Rozanov didn’t want to die. He would have to feel alive to want the alternative. What he was doing wasn’t living, it was surviving. He was surviving the same day on repeat like an extra cruel version of Groundhog Day. He knew it was getting bad. He knew the thoughts he tried so hard to bury were only getting louder. And there was nothing he could do to stop it. or; Ilya’s depression was getting worse, but luckily, he’s not as alone as he feels.

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    English
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    7,081
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Files:
    1
    AO3:
    #75761771

  2. you haven't come this far to fall off the earth by

    Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2025-11-17

    It’s not that Ilya wants the darkness to win; it’s just that sometimes he lets it.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Files:
    1
    AO3:
    #74294536

  3. hey there, baby, I could use just a little help by

    Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2025-07-02

    Days like today, Ilya's heart felt heavy. Like there was a dense paperweight or heavy stone pressing down on it. Deep in his gut, it felt like a tender bruise, so far inside that he couldn’t reach it, but its presence was powerful. It was the emotional equivalent of how his body felt after the playoffs, totally beaten down and sore everywhere. It was a deeply permeating sense of despair.

    quick little Ilya depression fic, with comfort from his caring husband.

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    English
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    1,192
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Files:
    1
    AO3:
    #67114021

  4. Together by

    Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2025-05-04

    Five Times Ilya comforted Shane + One Time Shane comforted Ilya

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    12,019
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Files:
    1
    AO3:
    #65252503

  5. A Lifetime To Go by

    Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2024-11-05

    Shane and Ilya enjoy their first wedding anniversary together after a tough (but successful) first season playing together

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    English
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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Files:
    1
    AO3:
    #60349000

  6. Ilya Rozanov Gets Railed by

    Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
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    2023-04-23

    “You didn’t like it the last time we tried it,” Shane said.

    Ilya gave a one-shouldered shrug. “Was years ago. Maybe it is an acquired taste, like licorice.”

    “You also don’t like licorice,” Shane pointed out.

    “Yes, but I keep trying it because Luca likes it so much.”

    “And then you make a face and tell him how awful it is.”

    “When have I ever told you your dick is awful?” Ilya said, looking mildly offended. “I am its number one fan.”

    Language:
    English
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    13,709
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Files:
    2 versions
    AO3:
    #46118071
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