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  1. The Not-So Heartless Monster by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2025-12-20

    Ilya Rozanov is an asshole. It’s a fact of life. The sky is blue. Grass is green. The Bears are going to lose this season. Ilya Rozanov is an asshole. Hayden’s POV

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    AO3:
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  2. Let Me In by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2025-12-16

    “I said I’m fine.” “You don’t sound fine.” “Why does it matter how I sound?” Ilya spins back around, frustration spilling over. “Why is there always something? Tone, face, body language. Maybe I’m just fucking tired, Shane. Maybe I don’t have the energy to be ‘okay’ correctly.” Shane swallows. “I’m not asking you to be okay.” “It feels like it,” Ilya scoffs. “It feels like if I don’t say the right words, if I don’t say them the right way, you’ll keep pushing until you get something out of me.” — Ilya’s mother’s birthday sends Ilya down a rough episode, in which Shane tries understanding him.

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    AO3:
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  3. too broken to fix by

    Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
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    2025-12-12

    “Are you going to be a dick and not talk about it?” Shane finally asks. Ilya is not a dick. Not always. Only when he really wants to be. “I get worried when you’re like this.” “You will have panic attack, Hollander.” “Ilya.” Shane rolls into him and buries his face into Ilya’s chest. Ilya leans down to take a long breath of his damp hair. Being close to him should be enough. Isn’t it enough? “I’m serious. I notice things.” (or; Ilya is fucking depressed again. The only person who helps is Shane.)

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    AO3:
    #75614041

  4. hey there, baby, I could use just a little help by

    Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2025-07-02

    Days like today, Ilya's heart felt heavy. Like there was a dense paperweight or heavy stone pressing down on it. Deep in his gut, it felt like a tender bruise, so far inside that he couldn’t reach it, but its presence was powerful. It was the emotional equivalent of how his body felt after the playoffs, totally beaten down and sore everywhere. It was a deeply permeating sense of despair.

    quick little Ilya depression fic, with comfort from his caring husband.

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    AO3:
    #67114021
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