Please, God, I'm finally loved

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  1. Sound of sirens, rush of pain (I almost thought I heard you call my name) by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2025-12-26

    "He imagined Shane would be similarly unforgiving if Ilya took his own life. Not that Ilya ever would. Unless he couldn’t help it." (The Long Game) or, Two years after being diagnosed with depression, Ilya wants to commit suicide.

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  2. Please don't leave (I won't ever) by

    Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
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    2026-03-01

    “What did you actually think?” He can’t help it. He looks at Ilya. Ilya only stares at him. “I say that now, in hindsight. Back then, I wasn’t thinking. Not really. It would come to me in waves, the anxiety, the fear. Most of the time,” he says. “I was just…” “Waiting for me to speak?” Ilya offers. Shane shakes his head, “I was trying to make it to tomorrow with you alive.” or, Ilya and Shane work to find themselves, and each other, again after Ilya's suicide attempt.

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