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1. nothing's ever the way that i remember it (i don't want a violent end) by Anonymous

   Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid

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   2026-02-01

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   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Rose Landry
   • Cliff Marlow
   • Victor St. Simon
   • Hayden Pike
   • Boston Bears | Boston Raiders Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
   • undiagnosed ed
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Canon Compliant Homophobia
   • Yearning
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • slip in time
   • Coming Out
   • Time Travel
   • Relationship Reveal
   • barely any hockey
   • Semi-explicit sex
   • Blowjobs
   • Anal
   • food as a love language
   • shane becomes a bear
   • Secret Relationship
   • The Long Game Spoilers
   • im very serious
   • Angst
   • But just a little
   • Happy Ending
   • shane is trying so hard okay
   • No Beta
   • yes proofread
   • most of it anyways
   • Boston Bears | Boston Raiders (Game Changers)
   • shane becomes a boston bear
   • not the gay bear
   • Boston Bears | Boston Raiders Player Shane Hollander

   Quietly, in a voice that couldn’t disguise his pain, Ilya said, “I already chose you, Hollander.” Then so silently that it was barely different from breathing. “Sometimes I wish I hadn’t.

   (a.k.a Ilya expresses regret about choosing Shane and Shane gets sent back in time to fix it only in this universe Ilya never came onto him at all.)

   • Part 1 of Curious (it's what you make of me) // timeslip au

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