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  1. "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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  2. How do you fight jealousy, envy, and possessiveness when it’s a unilateral war, when you stand alone on the terrain of that war, or when you don’t even know that it is located inside you?

    Or: Shane is drowning in jealousy around platonic intimacy. He has another kind of intimacy with Ilya, but he can’t help himself from craving the one Jessica has.

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