Summary:

Shane raised his head to look Ilya in the eye, bright with unshed tears and said, “I think I’m gay.” And Ilya’s first thought is yeah, no shit except the way Shane said it – like it was breaking him completely to admit it out loud. Shit. --- OR: Ilya leaves the club alone but gets a call from Shane in crisis. Shane sleeps with Rose after seeing Ilya at the club and realizes he might be gay. Even though they're not on speaking terms, the only one he has to talk to about it is Ilya.