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1. the day came (and you were gone) by Anonymous

   Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types

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   2026-03-27

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov & Irina Rozanova
   • David Hollander & Yuna Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Yuna Hollander
   • Irina Rozanova
   • Canon Compliant
   • Post-Episode: s01e06 The Cottage (Heated Rivalry)
   • this is set probably in 2020
   • Irina Rozanova Haunts the Narrative
   • Ilya Rozanov Misses Irina Rozanova
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • POV Ilya Rozanov
   • Religion
   • ilya spends a lot of time thinking about religion
   • and his Mother
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • but like lowkey
   • Dreams
   • Nightmares
   • Ilya Rozanov Character Study
   • writing this made me really sad just fyi
   • it's not an explicitly sad fic but it is to me
   • not beta read it is 6 fucking am

   Irina was always a perceptive woman.

   Maybe this perceptive, brilliant woman noticed how Ilya looked at boys.

   Maybe that was the final straw, maybe she couldn’t handle the grief of having a son who loved boys. Maybe that’s why Ilya stumbled on his mother’s body a few days after realising he looked at boys like he could love them too.

   or, ilya, religion, queerness and trying to do guesswork about someone who is long gone.

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