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1. I have only two emotions (careful fear and dead devotion) by Anonymous

   Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid

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   2026-05-02

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Harris Drover
   • Wyatt Hayes
   • past mentions of Svetlana and Ilya's relationship
   • hockey typical homophobia
   • family trauma and grief
   • past forced outing
   • Slow Burn
   • I mean slow I really mean S L O W
   • Injury healing
   • Ilya is trying so so hard
   • Long Form Character Study
   • Canon Divergence
   • Domestic Fluff
   • loverboy ilya rozanov
   • Explicit sex scenes
   • Yearning and pining and crawling
   • conversations around death and dying
   • graphic injury explanations
   • somehow I always end up with a dog coded character
   • Ilya as a (metaphorical) rescue dog
   • very slight D/s dynamics
   • Brushing against sub Shane Hollander

   Shane disappears from the hockey world between the prospect cup and the draft.

   Years later, Ilya ends up playing for Ottawa anyway.

   • Part 1 of don't swallow the cap

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   178,180

   Chapters:

   24/24

   Files:

   2 versions

   AO3:

   #76566371