Summary:

“Are you sure about this, malysh?” Ilya asks. Shane’s face is bright red, but he nods. “What if you need to tap out? Will you be able to?” “I don't… I don't know.” Shane says truthfully. “But… I want to experience it.” Ilya thinks for a moment. He's skeptical, but what Shane wants, Shane gets. “Then we will have to have a deeper discussion about boundaries.” Shane swallows thickly, but nods. Ilya is right. They've got the basics down, mastered it, even. But to be drugged and fucked with barely any sense of what's going on, that requires more discussion. “Yeah, o-okay.” Or: Shane wants to try being drugged. And fucked. Ilya has plans for him.