Preface

in your arms, i'd start a war
Posted originally on the Archive of Our Own at https://archiveofourown.org/works/82228196.

Rating:
Mature
Archive Warning:
No Archive Warnings Apply
Category:
M/M
Fandom:
Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
Relationship:
Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
Characters:
Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov, Scott Hunter (Game Changers), Hayden Pike, Jackie Pike, Rose Landry, Svetlana Vetrova
Additional Tags:
Social Media, Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov, Shane Hollander & Hayden Pike Friendship, Shane Hollander & Jackie Pike Friendship, Shane Hollander & Rose Landry Friendship, Montreal Voyageurs | Montreal Metros Being Assholes (Game Changers), Book 2: Heated Rivalry (Game Changers), Spoilers for Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers), Homophobic Language
Language:
English
Stats:
Published: 2026-04-01 Words: 5,134 Chapters: 1/1

in your arms, i'd start a war

by the7thwriterinthedark

Summary

Reactions to Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov have been... mixed at best.
Shane takes up one of his friends on the offer to help set the record straight about a few things.

r/Hollanov
u/HollanovsFourthFan · 2h
Ilya’s 2020 Instagram Posts
Longtime lurker, first time poster. Throwaway for reasons that will be obvious, but the mods can verify I am who I claim to be. Which is someone who knows Ilya and Shane very personally.
I wanted to talk about some of Ilya’s instagram posts because I was looking back at them the other day and they’re literally all about Shane.
...
iceprincehollander · MOD
We’ve verified OP’s identity with the mod team. This is a close friend of Hollander and Rozanov but they are keeping their identity private so they can continue to post without facing personal and professional repercussions. Please remember to follow subreddit rules and keep things respectful.

Notes

idk what this is y'all
it was fun to write, I hope it's enjoyable to read!

in your arms, i'd start a war

[video transcript: Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander outside in the evening in summer, somewhere near a body of water.

Ilya: Hello! I’m Ilya, and this is my boyfriend, Shane. Say hello, Shane.”

Shane: Um, hi.

Ilya: Shane, when are we getting married?

Shane: (smiling a little despite trying not to) July.

Ilya: (making an over-exaggerated look of surprise) July!

Shane: (outright grinning now) Still can’t believe it, huh?

Ilya: We are getting married. And then we are going to keep playing hockey, break more records, and win more cups. Yes, Shane?

Shane: Hell, yes.

Ilya: See you in October, hockey fans. (kisses Shane on the cheek loudly)]

@ilyarozanov☑️: news @ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer☑️ we’ll see you next season

May 23, 2021

@ScottHunter21☑️: congratulations on your engagement boys

@ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer☑️ replying to @ScottHunter21☑️: thank you, invitations are in the mail

@RoseLandry☑️: come to LA so I can help you plan the wedding!!


MLH News @MLHNews☑️

#GoCensGo Ilya Rozanov and #Voyageurs Shane Hollander announce engagement in video posted to Rozanov’s instagram

19:34 2021-05-23

OG Hollanov Truther @IlyaHeartEyesHollander replying to @MLHNews☑️

ENGAGED!!! I PRAYED FOR THIS!!

19:37 2021-05-23

Shane’s Left Skate @leftskate replying to @MLHNews☑️ and @IlyaHeartEyesHollander

[image: Brooklyn 99 Rosa Diaz meme: I’ve only had Hollanov for 67 days but if anything were to happen to them I would kill everyone in this room and then myself]

20:04 2021-05-23

 

Shane held out his phone to Ilya, “Ha, you’ll love this, you love this meme.”

Ilya’s eyes lit up, “Hollanov! And they know about my heart eyes.”

“The whole world knows about your heart eyes,” said Shane, kissing Ilya softly. 

Ilya leaned into the kiss, “Lyublyu tebya.”

Shane lets his phone drop from his fingers like water, tumbling forgotten onto the couch. It doesn’t matter how loud the voices of the outside world are – and they are loud – both in support of and against them, because they’re in it together.

Later, when Ilya’s sleeping naked beside him, Shane’s awake and – he can admit – a little obsessively scrolling.

Lots of the posts and discussions are more positive than he’d hoped. He’d been pleasantly surprised by that when they’d been outed, and when they’d confirmed their relationship. But he was still Shane Hollander. He’d always focused on the critics, on the disappointed, he’d always heard those voices the loudest, been compelled to prove them wrong. Those voices were loud in the small hours of the night.

 

Mike @hockeydade

Actually can’t believe how many people on this app think everything’s just fine if these two homos get married. like that doesn’t undo the YEARS of hockey they BASICALLY admitted to throwing away

23:21 2021-05-23

Kip Grady Iconic @huntedbyhunter replying to @hockeydade

Homophobia aside for one second, where the FUCK did anyone say they ever cheated or threw anything?? Have you LOOKED at their stats??

23:33 2021-05-23

Mike @hockeydade replying to @huntedbyhunter

They literally threw a playoff game less than a month ago.

[video: Shane Hollander tripping in overtime of Game 7 of the Ottawa vs Montreal playoff game and Ilya scoring the winning goal]

0:05 2021-05-24

 

Kelly R @sk8byme

I actually think letting gays play hockey is the worst thing that’s ever happened. Kids watch this.

23:37 2021-05-23

Youth Sports for All @rinkratbarbie replying to @sk8byme

Oh no the horror of kids knowing that gay men exist… and that there’s a 3 in 4 chance they’ve captained a team to a Stanley Cup (your day is coming Troy baby!)

0:11 2021-05-24

Bella @bellahow replying to @sk8byme

I think being gay is a sin and idk how to tell my son he can’t cheer for Hollander anymore after five years as his biggest fan. how could he do this to us?

0:16 2021-05-24

Youth Sports for All @rinkratbarbie replying to @sk8byme and @bellahow

GIRL?? HE DIDN’T DO ANYTHING TO YOU? HE WAS MINDING HIS OWN BUSINESS RAILING THE BIGGEST MANWHORE IN NHL HISTORY. MIND YOUR OWN FUCKING BUSINESS AND LET YOUR KID WATCH HOCKEY

0:29 2021-05-24

 

Hockey Heroics @HockeyHeroicsBlog

I don’t know what was more of a shock: Ilya Rozanov being attracted to men, Ilya Rozanov being in a secret relationship with Shane Hollander for YEARS, or this new news that Ilya Rozanov is about to let Hollander lock down the biggest slut in recent NHL History. 

0:47 2021-05-24

 

Bailey @rightwrister

I don’t believe Shane Hollander or Ilya Rozanov ever threw games for each other because I have fucking eyes, but I worry Shane Hollander doesn’t if he somehow missed the actual lineup of women Ilya Rozanov has hooked up with.

0:52 2021-05-24

 

Meg @bouquetoflandry

SOMEONE TELL ME IF SHANE HOLLANDER CHEATED ON MOTHER WITH THIS GROSS MANWHORE??

1:03 2021-05-24

Leigh @rockmerozanov

I mean they didn’t exactly give out a timeline but Rose was up in Rozanov’s insta comments asking to plan their wedding so I’m just gonna throw out a crazy guess that no Hollander didn’t cheat on her jfc

1:10 2021-05-24


[image: Shane Hollander wearing a Centaurs jersey and baseball cap signing paperwork]

[image: Shane Hollander and Ilya Rosanov in matching Sens t-shirts and baseball caps, arms around each other’s waist]

[image: mirror selfie of Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov dressed up for a night out, Ilya plastered against Shane’s back, arms around his waist from behind]

@ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer☑️: I thought I’d play my entire career in Montreal, and the realization that it was time to move on was difficult. I grew up going to @OttawaCentaurs☑️ games and this year’s home opener is sure to be a homecoming for me. Ottawa fans, you are my hometown and I am ready to play and win this season for you. I knew the Captain was going to be tough, but the whole team has been so welcoming and thank them all for that, I can’t wait to get on the ice with everyone #GoCensGo 

July 5, 2021

@ilyarozanov☑️: Captain is tough, this is true, but is also very handsome with great weakness for star players with beautiful freckles and brown eyes

@ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer☑️ replying to @ilyarozanov☑️: Ilya please

@HaydenPikeOfficial☑️ replying to @ilyarozanov☑️: dude you’re getting married next week you don’t need to try so hard

@ilyarozanov☑️ replying to @HaydenPikeOfficial☑️: i’m romantic. @jackie_pike if you need divorce attorney i will give to you no questions asked

@jackie_pike replying to @ilyarozanov☑️: you’re sweet thank you, but unfortunately I am in love with that man @HaydenPikeOfficial☑️ and no matter what he says, he still tries that hard for me every day even though we’ve been together for 9 years

@ilyarozanov☑️ replying to @jackie_pike: @HaydenPikeOfficial☑️ @ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer☑️ I will be the best teammate AND the best husband, you will see

@ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer☑️ replying to @ilyarozanov☑️: I love you and I will be beating you at both those things

@HaydenPikeOfficial☑️: it’s been an honor playing by your side all these years brother, and i’ll miss you. but I look forward to kicking your ass in October

@ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer☑️ replying to @HaydenPikeOfficial☑️: bring it on


MLH News @MLHNews☑️: 

Shane Hollander (UFA) signs with @Ott_Centaurs☑️, joining fiancé Ilya Rozanov. 

10:42 2021-07-05

John R @Cens4Life replying to @MLHNews☑️

Having Hollander is literally my childhood dream but god do I miss when hockey wasn’t about who was fucking who

10:56 2021-07-05

Hollanov’s Best @ShanesSmiles replying to @Cens4Life

I genuinely can’t tell if this is supportive, homophobic or somehow a bit of both 

11:13 2021-07-05

Hockey Barbie @russianroz replying to @Cens4Life and @ShanesSmiles

No cause like, on one hand, #hollanov is life, on the other hand… let them all play hockey in peace

12:43 2021-07-05

 

r/Hollanov

u/HollanovsFourthFan · 2h 

Ilya’s 2020 Instagram Posts

Longtime lurker, first time poster. Throwaway for reasons that will be obvious, but the mods can verify I am who I claim to be. Which is someone who knows Ilya and Shane very personally.

I wanted to talk about some of Ilya’s instagram posts because I was looking back at them the other day and they’re literally all about Shane. 

Note: I did ask Shane if it was okay to post this, he seemed confused about why anyone would care now that they’re out, but said this was okay. I’m only including the posts I definitely KNOW about, and skipping any I don’t have any background/context for

May 12: Ilya gets this loon tattoo for Shane, which is a reference to Shane’s cottage they spend their summers at and where they became an official couple

June 19: half crumpled Yahtzee scoresheet, players are identified by initials, I = Ilya, S = Shane, D = [Shane’s] Dad/David,Y = Yuna, family game night, pretty sure he only posted this because he won and Shane was in last

July 3: this post was crazy to me, it’s just like two plates on a kitchen counter but that’s CLEARLY Shane Hollander’s cottage, which there’s a fucking Architectural Digest Home Tour of on the internet

August 14: two pairs of running shoes by the door. Even I’m not weird enough to say I know EVERY pair of shoes Shane and Ilya own, but like.. Those are CLEARLY Shane’s favorite Reeboks, he’s been photographed in them multiple times including in Ottawa at the Game Changers hockey camp that happened in July

September 4: two plates again, wouldn’t have even mentioned except that Ilya posted and that’s definitely Shane’s coffee table in his condo in Brossard

October 15: two plastic heart rings, which are from them getting “married” by Hayden Pike’s kids while babysitting

November 3: yoga ball in his home gym. Ilya does not do yoga. Shane Hollander famously does

November 29: a completed puzzle, Ilya does these puzzles with David, Shane’s dad, when Shane’s on the road and Ottawa’s at home

December 10: this one’s not about Shane specifically but Ilya posts a photo of some drinks at the MLH’s first (and so far only) resident gay bar The Kingfisher

December 25: foosball table, pretty self-explanatory but Shane got it for him

iceprincehollander · MOD

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shaneholeander · 2h

Holy shit is OP ROSE FUCKING LANDRY???

HollanovsFourthFan · OP

Girl no but I WISH

RussiasGreatestPuckMachine · 2h

Yeah so this convinced me they’re the real deal more than anything either of them have ever publicly said. What do you MEAN they let Hayden Pike’s kids throw them a fake wedding?? What do you mean they KEPT the stupid kid rings and Rozanov posted them on his account?? What do you MEAN they thought that might be their ONLY chance to get married. I am in shambles, I am sobbing

MetrosFanMarly · 2h

For REAL I’ve heard Pike mention in the odd interview that his kids view Hollander like an uncle but fake marrying him to his secret boyfriend?? That’s a FAMILY bro

 

Shane waited for Ilya to finish reading. His face was very blank as he worked through the very long English post. Ilya finally looked up, “Is not Rose?”

Shane shook his head, “No.”

Ilya nodded slowly, “Why did you let this be posted?”

Shane winced, “Are you mad? I just thought – people are acting like we’re not in love. Like I wasn’t there right alongside you this whole time. Like you’ll rip the rug out from under me and go back to fucking women every night.”

Ilya’s eyebrows shot up, “I would not!”

“I know,” said Shane soothingly, “And you can tease me for being jealous if you want, but I don’t think that’s what this is. I just thought… maybe if someone else pointed at one little thing you did to express your love for me, that it might change things a bit.”

Ilya kissed him, “I love you so fucking much, Hollander.”

“I love you more,” said Shane, smiling.

Never one to be outdone, Ilya pulled Shane down against his chest, “I love you most. Now who wrote this because I know you did not. You would not have a throwaway account.”

Shane grinned against the bare skin at the collar of Ilya’s t-shirt. “Can’t reveal my source. They’re already working on their next post.”

Ilya laughed and kissed him. But Shane wasn’t joking.

 


[image: Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov exchanging rings at an intimate backyard wedding]

[image: Hayden Pike, Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov, and Svetlana Vetrova all standing with their arms around each other in black tie formal wear]

[image: Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov standing with David and Yuna Hollander, David is standing between Shane and Ilya, and Yuna is stretching up to kiss Ilya on the cheek]

[image: Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov both slightly blurry as they both try to shove cake in each other’s mouths and duck to avoid getting cake on their faces]

@ilyarozanov☑️: the biggest win of my life will always be being with you, @ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer☑️

July 11, 2021

@ShaneHollanderHockeyPlayer☑️: I love you forever and always

@YunaHollander: making you our son officially was the biggest honor Ilya, we love you both so much

@ilyarozanov☑️ replying to @YunaHollander: thank you Yuna (and David)

@ScottHunter21☑️: beautiful wedding, congratulations again

 

Hollanov Updates @HollanovNews

SHANE HOLLANDER AND ILYA ROZANOV ARE MARRIED TO EACH OTHER THIS IS NOT A DRILL

[image: screenshot of @ilyarozanov☑️’s instagram post with the photo of Ilya and Shane exchanging rings]

9:14 2021-07-12

 

Ilya’s Dog Stan @rararozanov

Pretty sure there was a minor flood in Boston from every woman who ever clubbed in the 2010s crying as their dream of Ilya Rozanov someday calling them back was just crushed by unlikely enemy Hollander

10:41 2021-07-12

Dog Dad Ilya @marlozanov replying to@rararozanov

“What does he have that I don’t??” idk probably a dick and three MLH Cups??

10:46 2021-07-12

 

Kelly R @sk8byme

How is the MLH ALLOWING this to happen? Rozanov should be ARRESTED for CORRUPTING Shane Hollander. Who told them they could get married?? 

11:13 2021-07-12

Scott Hunter’s Kiss @huntercomeover replying to @sk8byme

Hey so the MLH doesn’t actually OWN the players, and when they’re not at work they can do whatever (whoever) they want, including get married to each other

11:51 2021-07-12

Lottie @cens_cream replying to @sk8byme

You should probably just read this: https://laws-lois.justice.gc.ca/eng/acts/c-31.5/page-1.html

12:14 2021-07-12

Max @hockeyho replying to @sk8byme and @cens_cream

lmao is that just the link to the GOC page on the Civil Marriage Act??

12:19 2021-07-12

Lottie @cens_cream replying to @sk8byme and @hockeyho

Gay marriage fully legal since 2005 babyyy

12:21 2021-07-12

 


Rink Receipts @rinkreceipts

RUMOR: #GoCensGo Ottawa’s Shane Hollander (C), former captain of Montreal’s #Voyageurs asked to be traded and his top choices were Ottawa, New York, and Buffalo

4:21 2021-08-17

Max @hockeyho replying to @rinkreceipts

BUFFALO???

6:21 2021-08-17

Kelly @toront_ho replying to @hockeyho and @rinkreceipts

Right? Like how was Toronto not a top contender?

6:23 2021-08-17

Max @hockeyho replying to @toront_ho and @rinkreceipts

Oh yeah, cause People’s Prince Shane Hollander wants to wake up and see DALLAS KENT every day? Nah, Toronto did that to themselves when they didn’t fire that actual rapist

6:25 2021-08-17

Kelly @toront_ho replying to @hockeyho and @rinkreceipts

Well fuck me. I would like to formally apologize to Shane Hollander for even suggesting that to the universe

6:29 2021-08-17

 

Shane wrote one text: 

write the next post. don’t post it

👍

 

When Ilya got home he was grinning, “You love me enough to move to Buffalo?”

Shane kissed his husband, “I love you enough not to move to Buffalo. They could’ve paid me way more since they don’t have to pay you.”

Ilya kissed him harder, “Worse Captain though, yes?”

“Way worse,” whispered Shane, and he forgot about the text.

 


Rink Receipts @rinkreceipts

RUMOR: Hollander’s exit from the #Voyageurs came following harsh words in the locker room following their round one loss to #GoCensGo

9:54 2021-09-15

 

Shane texted again. He’d almost convinced himself he wasn’t going to. October was fast approaching and he’d made up his mind that his hockey would more than speak for itself with the new team. 

But someone was talking. And he knew it wasn’t anyone on their side

Post it. Tonight

👍

I’m turning my phone off

 


r/hockey

u/HollanovsFourthFan · 1h 

Shane Hollander WAS driven out of Montreal

Throwaway for reasons that will be obvious, but the mods can verify I am who I claim to be. I’m a close personal friend of Shane Hollander and through Shane I’ve become close with Ilya Rozanov. 

There’s been a lot of speculation about why Shane left Montreal. 

I had a front row seat to this as I know all of the Montreal players and their partners/spouses/families. 

It started when Shane came out. Reactions were… lukewarm at best? Pike was supportive, and Boiziau, but most of the room wished he hadn’t said anything. Real ask don’t tell kinda shit. They weren’t hostile or anything, they just didn’t want to get used to the idea. And it was an idea, because Shane Hollander was with Ilya Rozanov before he ever told Monteal he was gay. He was actively hiding that he was in a relationship at all. He wasn’t shoving his relationship in their faces, and anyone who knows hockey knows that the opposite was NOT true, and there were constant probably pretty graphic discussions around some of their hookups with women.

Shane Hollander is the hardest working hockey player in the league. He probably doesn’t need to be, he’s always been a top tier talent. But he’s the best player because he has the work ethic to back it up. He threw himself into working harder, he has always LOVED and NEEDED to win, but this was like a preemptive measure, making up for the perceived deficiency of being gay, being gay and being in love with Ilya Rozanov.

Someone definitely ran their mouth after Shane came out, because though it remained a vague rumor, that rumor definitely spread enough around the league that most people deemed it credible. 

I found out about Shane and Ilya around this time, and I was honored to help safeguard their relationship for the last few years. Anyone who thinks they ever CONSIDERED any kind of collusion or anything like that is absolutely talking out of their ass. These two men HATE losing, and they hate losing to EACH OTHER more than anything. I actually do not know how Ilya stayed in Ottawa when the Centaurs were in their like eighteenth rebuild. They at their grown age of thirty wouldn’t let a five year old win at Go Fish. 

The WORST thing that these two have ever done for hockey was Ilya trading to Ottawa. But players trade to other teams for all KINDS of reasons, and he’s hardly the first or last hockey player to trade for love. And Boston’s loss has been Ottawa’s game. Ottawa may have had a reputation for being the worst hockey, but they’ve also turned out to be a mecca for queer players, with three out players on their roster. You can buy talented players, you can buy better coaches, but you can’t buy good energy in the room. And that’s what Ottawa has had consistently in the new world of openly queer MLH players. And more teams should try it, whether they have out players on their team or not.

I don’t know which of them proposed the charity but that was a genius move. There was a bit of locker room talk about it and my understanding from knowing other WAGs and other players in other franchises is that there was some of that outside of Montreal. The hockey camps are a beautiful effort, you can tell Shane and Ilya both care deeply about the camps themselves and the campaigns the camps support. I thought they’d be seen together a lot more. And they were, since before that they hadn’t been seen together at all. But they stayed careful. More careful than I thought they needed to be.

Earlier this year, the Shane Hollander is gay rumor made it out of the locker rooms and into the office of the Commissioner. Crowell called Shane in, told him they didn’t want to hear him speak about it on any kind of public platform. That the league respected Scott Hunter but they did not want a repeat. IF Shane wanted to come out the league wanted a finger in that pie so they could control it. 

Shane and Ilya’s plan was to live in secret until they both retired. These are the two best players in a generation. They could easily play into their 40s. Ten, fifteen, maybe close to twenty more years of hiding. After so many years already. 

And then the Centaurs plane caught on fire. Shane proposed. That they get married and come out in the summer. The end was finally in sight. They were going into a shitstorm, but they were going together on their own terms. 

And then the video.

Listen, you should NEVER send a video without doing a thorough check of what’s in every frame of it. Hayden Pike fucked up BIG. But I curse Brad. Whoever you are, Brad, Hayden Pike made you a nice video for your birthday. He didn’t notice his best friend and his best friend’s secret boyfriend making out in a reflection of the window, but you did not have to take that video and post it on the fucking internet. You are a clout chaser and you did not think about the implications that would have on ANYONE’s life but your own. 

Crowell ordered both of them benched. My understanding is Wiebe wasn’t into it but not given a choice. Theriault was on board with sitting Hollander out. Pike was the only one who would talk to Shane, though I think Boiziau was more hurt that Shane had a secret from him than the Rzanov factor, at least initially. 

Crowell called them both for a meeting this time and informed them the league would be stating that this was some sort of bizarre prank on Pike. He told them not to get married, not to post, and that doing so would be bad for their careers. I won’t share the exact phrasing of the meeting, but it was not supportive. They walked out. They posted the confirmation instagram statement.

The league bent, they were un-benched.

Ottawa’s hot streak continued right through to game 7 of the playoffs. I assume the hockey reddit doesn’t need me to explain the stakes. And that’s without the whole world recently finding out that the opposing team captains are together.

Shane Hollander tripped. He caught an edge near centre ice. Ilya Rozanov scored. Montreal’s hopes of a repeat cup win were dashed. The accusation Shane tripped on purpose was nearly universal before the teams got off the ice. Boiziau was the first one to say it to Shane, Pike and Hollander both dismissed it as out of pocket, and allegedly Boiziau walked it back within minutes. No one else on the team did. No one else on the team ever did, nor did they apologize for it. The coaches levied the same accusations. The franchise did nothing to dispel the media. 

There was no way Shane Hollander could captain a team that believed he was a traitor. A cheater. There was no way a man that good at hockey, that proud to play in the MLH, could ever put on a Voyageurs jersey again and represent the franchise that failed him. 

He didn’t ask the team to like him, he didn’t ask the team to like his relationship. He just asked them to let him play hockey with some dignity and respect. Like he had for over ten years. Montreal should be ashamed of themselves. Not just the players, but the coaches and the management who let that room have that energy. Ottawa’s team adapted just fine. Ilya Rozanov’s playing great hockey. Troy Barrett’s playing great hockey. Shane Hollander is playing great fucking hockey. Just not in Montreal.

InMyHollanderEra · MOD

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Miss_Hollandry · 38m

Okay this is devastating, and I get that the whole fucking point was that we need to respect people’s privacy, but also… OP, who are you?? Who knows all of this??

Haas_been · 33m

OP said on another post on r/Hollanov that they aren’t Rose Landry, but I don’t know who else it would be

CentaursFanWars · 28m

Rozanov used to be photographed with Segei Vetrov’s daughter Svetlana Vetrova pretty regularly, even when his “manwhore” phase started to slow down. She works for the Bears since the end of last season and she was at Rozanov and Hollander’s wedding (maybe as Ilya’s best man??)

Miss_Hollandry  · 21m

OP SPECIFICALLY says they are close to Shane and knows Rozanov through Shane

CentaursFanWars · 20m

Idk man

HollanovsFourthFan · OP

I didn’t think it needed to be said but obviously no one WANTS to move to Buffalo. We all need a backup option when we’re escaping a toxic workplace

Miss_Hollandry  · 21m

OP, whoever you are,you do sound like you do know hockey… Buffalo over Toronto is INSANE of Shane Hollander you cannot be for real

HollanovsFourthFan · OP

Guardians traded Barrett to a “bad” team because he rightfully called Kent out for being a rapist. I wouldn’t send my worst enemy into that room, let alone Shane Hollander. Shane said he’d rather play in Boston and you KNOW he wouldn’t say that lightly

WhoIsGoalieInterference · 16m

Can’t believe Shane Hollander got married before revealing he was actually fucking hilarious

 

Ilya set his phone down and waited. His husband came bounding in the back door with Anya hot on his heels, “Ilya!”

Shane stopped short at the look on Ilya’s face. Predictably, Shane went from a great mood to catastrophizing in a single breath, “Is something wrong? There’s no more secrets to leak? Did my parents call or something –?”

“Moya lyubov,” Ilya heard his voice break a little, “You did not say how bad things were. For so long.”

“It wasn’t so bad,” Shane said, and Ilya knew that he already knew about the reddit post, even though his phone was sitting on the kitchen counter charging from the pervious night. “Not really, over time. It's just… when it’s all laid out back to back like that on paper it looks worse than it really was.”

“Shane.”

Shane rubbed his face, “I know, but, I just hoped, if I was good enough it would be forgotten. If I was winning us cups, that would make up for –” Shane shook his head, “Even after the video, when the whole world found out, and things were awful, I still thought – right up until J.J. asked me if I tripped on purpose. Guys I played my entire MLH career with. I knew they hated you, I knew they hated that I was gay, hated us, but it wasn’t until then that I realized they would always hate me.”

Ilya reaches for his husband, “You did not deserve that, moya kartoshka.”

Shane let out a shaky laugh, “Potato?”

“Potato,” Ilya confirms, scraping his teeth against Shane’s cheek playfully. 

Shane twists a little, tucking them tighter against one another, “I love you so fucking much.”

Ilya asks, “Are you going to confirm what the post says? When the media asks about it?” Not if, when, because they will ask. 

Shane shrugs, “Nothing in there that isn’t true.”

Ilya sits them both down at the kitchen island, “I read the post. There is a lot of information about us in there. More than we have ever said.”

“I know,” said Shane, “I read it.”

Ilya narrows his eyes at Shane, “When did you read it?”

“The other night,” said Shane, “In an email. Are you upset?”

“Not upset,” said Ilya slowly, “I wish you had told me that Montreal was this bad. But everything else is okay, I think. But I did not think you wanted so many details to be public. It is not anyone’s business, yes?”

Shane’s beautiful face flushed, “I started thinking a while ago that while I don’t really care what people think anymore, and I don’t think that anyone is entitled to the details of our relationship… It's kind of impossible to ignore that people have thoughts. Opinions. Assumptions.”

“Yes,” agreed Ilya, “We are very famous hockey players, very hot and sexy, it is natural that people are curious.”

“Well a lot of people are wrong,” said Shane, “About us. And I was thinking about writing my own posts. But I’m not a great writer, not a big social media guy, anything I wrote would just add fuel to the fire. So I just… asked if a few things could be added to the post. The Crowell meeting, and the engagement and the rest was pretty much in there already.”

Ilya grinned, “You want everyone to know that you asked me to marry you.”

Shane’s face flushes again, but he doesn’t look embarrassed, “I want the world to know that I would give up anything for you. But that I shouldn’t have fucking had to.”

Ilya kisses Shane again, hard this time. 

Shane pulls away slightly, “How long do you think before anyone figures out who it is?”

Ilya shrugs, “Maybe a few hours. Maybe never. Internet is very smart, and also sometimes very stupid.”

Shane rubs a hand on the back of his neck, “How long before anyone we know?”

Ilya considers, “Everyone knows it’s not them. And not Rose. It is probably obvious it’s not your parents, too many Shane Hollanders, not how mothers or fathers write about their children.” Ilya shrugs, “I think you do not have many other friends who would know these things. They will probably think it is Hayden Pike. Or Scott Hunter.”

Shane considers that, “I don’t want them to get in trouble. Especially Hayden. He’s kinda locked in in Montreal for now. And the kids and Jackie…”

Ilya brushes his thumb across Shane’s cheek, gently tilts his jaw so Shane is looking at him, “Jackie Pike is a very good friend. And she knew what she was doing when she wrote that post. No matter what happens.”

Afterword

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