Preface
Doing What my Heart Says is Right
Posted originally on the Archive of Our Own at https://archiveofourown.org/works/81279126.
- Rating:
- Teen And Up Audiences
- Archive Warning:
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Category:
- M/M
- Fandom:
- Heated Rivalry (TV)
- Relationship:
- Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
- Characters:
- Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov, Rose Landry, Yuna Hollander, Gilbert Comeau, Patrice Drapeau, Zane Boodram, Wyatt Hayes, Hayden Pike, Jackie Pike, Luca Haas, Scott Hunter (Game Changers), Kip Grady, Young (Game Changers), Holmber (Game Changers), LaPointe (Game Changers)
- Additional Tags:
- Social Media, Coming Out, Engagement, Crack, Homophobia, Supportive Ottawa Centaurs (Game Changers), Montreal Voyageurs | Montreal Metros Being Assholes (Game Changers), Good Friend Hayden Pike, Good Friend Rose Landry, Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander, Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov, Good Parent Yuna Hollander, Ilya Rozanov is a Menace, Good Friend Scott Hunter (Game Changers), Good Friend Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau, Found Family, Kind Of
- Language:
- English
- Series:
- Part 3 of Nothing Stays in Vegas
- Stats:
- Published: 2026-03-15 Words: 1,893 Chapters: 1/1
Doing What my Heart Says is Right
Summary
When Shane announces to the world that he is signing with the Ottawa centaurs and that he is engaged to Ilya in a post online the response he gets is a little different to what he was expecting...but it was a lot better too
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or the replies and comments on Shane's post at the end of "What Happens in Vegas, Stays in Vegas...Mostly"
Notes
This took a little bit longer than I had planned because I decided to massively overbook myself this month but I hope you enjoy it. I have a couple more plans in this series but I have no idea when I will actually write them.
The title is from a song called Melbourne by Jamie McIntyre.
Also I tried to format this a bit but I don't think it worked so I hope it is still easy to read.
Doing What my Heart Says is Right
Shane Hollander
@shanehollander
Following recent events I would like to come on here to let everyone know the truth and stop some of the speculation. I have tried to keep hockey and my private life separate for a long time but unfortunately some people are not able to accept this. Although the choice to come out was taken from us, Ilya and I would like to say thank you to everyone who supported us with this, especially to the family, friends and fans that have stuck with us over the course of our relationship so far.
That being said, I would like to clarify a few things. Neither one of us would ever throw a game to let the other win, we never have and we never will, and for that to be assumed by some people I have called family for my entire career hurt me greatly. I hope that if anyone else who is hiding who they truly are knows that there are people out there who will accept and love you for who you are. As a very good (and new) friend told me: “you just have to remember that you do have people who care for you and are genuinely happy and supportive of you. You just had to meet us first.” So just remember that if you are feeling alone and nothing has gone to plan, there are people who will support you no matter what. You just have to find them.
I would also like to say I am very excited to join a team I know will love and support both me and Ilya in the coming season (or maybe sooner). After over a decade together-ish it will be an honour to finally play on the same team as my Fiancé. @ottawacentaursoffical. @offical_montrealvoyageurs
Ilya Rozanov
@rozy81
я тебя люблю but I will never let you win. Ever.
Ottawa Centaurs
@ottawacentaursoffical
@shanehollander We can’t wait to have you here! The team is going to be unstoppable.
Hayden Pike
@Haydpike05
@shanehollander Gonna miss playing with you man
Shanehollandersgirlfriend
@emmy242424
Noooooooo don’t leave Montreal they literally have no hope without you
Jojo
@voyageursgirlie
@emmy242424 did you not read what he wrote? They obviously have been shitty
Shanehollandersgirlfriend
@emmy242424
@voyageursgirlie I know I just don’t wanna be stuck with a shitty team.
Jojo
@voyageursgirlie
@emmy242424 Girl give up on them homophobic POS leave the dark side
Jack
@rozanovshusband
Nearly a decade? That's like their whole career. You mean I never had a chance @rozy81
Gracie (Ilya’s version)
@gracieeeee
@rozanovshusband I don’t think you would have had a chance anyway
Jack
@rozanovshusband
@gracieeeee the lack of faith from my own friends is disrespectful
Ilya Rozanov
@rozy81
@rozanovshusband No you had no chance ever
Jack
@rozanovshusband
WHAT. NO. HE REPLIED. AND ONLY TO REJECT ME. I’m so dead.
Jojo
@voyageursgirlie
FIANCÉ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? WHAT SINCE WHEN
Rozyswife
@rozanovissexy
A decade?!?!?!?!!? WTF thats like their whole career
Jackie
@Bestpikexoxo
@shanehollander @rozy81 we all love you both so much
Veronique Comeau
@veroniquecomeau
@shanehollander my husband is being a complete asshole but I am so so sooooo happy for you @gilcomeau fucking grow a pair
Gil Coneau
@gilcomeau
@ottawacentaurs seriously? He's a traitor completely betrayed our trust and now he’s fucking the enemy
Veronique Comeau
@veroniquecomeau
@gilcomeau get a fucking grip man or i will file for divorce
Jojo
@voyageursgirlie
@veroniquecomeau oooooo divorce him girl, fuck a homophobic asshole no one wants one of those
Ilya Rozanov
@rozy81
@voyageursgirlie all Montreal WAGs agree, group chat all says divorce
Liam
@ottawa4evah
YES @rozy81 YES BE ON THE SIDE OF YOUR MAN
SORRY I AM DRUNK BUT LIKE FUCK THE VOYAGEURS
PROTECT THE LOVE OF YOUR LIFE
Also @rozy81 are you in a voyageurs WAG group chat? That is fucking iconic
Ilya Rozanov
@rozy81
@ottawa4evah Yes I am…or at least “Lily” is
Rozyswife
@rozanovissexy
@rozy81 who is lily??????? Is Lily you? DO YOU HAVE CODE NAMES?????
Jojo
@voyageursgirlie
THAT IS SO FUCKING CUTE @rozy81 PLEASE SAY THIS IS TRUE
Shane Hollander
@shanehollander
“Lily” and “Jane” have been texting for about 11 years at this point…
Hayden Pike
@Haydpike05
ROZANOV IS BOSTON LILY?
JJBoizeau
@JjBoizie
@Haydpike05 I feel like this is something we should have figured this out years ago
Jackie
@Bestpikexoxo
@Haydepike05 @Jjboizie Most of the girls figured this out like as soon as “Lily” was added to our chat
Shane Hollander
@shanehollander
@Bestpikexoxo you knew this whole time?
Ilya Rozanov
@rozy81
@Bestpikexoxo Really??????? You never said we could have wine night sooner?????? BETRAYAL
Veronique Comeau
@veroniquecomeau
@rozy81 well yeah ngl it was really obvious but clearly you didn't want anyone to know so we kept it secret
Ilya Rozanov
@rozy81
@veroniquecomeau @Bestpikexoxo We could have had wine night when we were all WAGs for same team?
Hollanovisreal
@Hollanovisrealbro
Ilya Rozanov WAG era when?
Jojo
@voyageursgirlie
@Hollanovisrealbro I feel like We are in a fever dream
Rozyswife
@rozanovissexy
@Hollanovisrealbro I fear that era has been and gone
Ilya Rozanov
@rozy81
@rozanovissexy no I am still WAG. Also yes I am sexy.
Jackie
@Bestpikexoxo
@rozy81 some people respect the privacy of other people even if we were desperate to come to your mansion in Boston (ew) for wine night @brad_brad_brad (also ew)
Brad
@brad_brad_brad
@Bestpikexoxo WTF I just posted a fan mail I got don't be like that
Hayden Pike
@Haydpike05
@brad_brad_brad Whoa no you do NOT speak to my wife like that. I take back that entire video I sent you.
Ilya Rozanov
@rozy81
@brad_brad_brad fuck off I am Russian this fucked my whole citizenship. But I guess is reason I got proposed to… but still fuck you you fucked up our whole lives. And don’t ever speak to my favourite pike like that again. No.
Shane Hollander
@shanehollander
@brad_brad_brad yeah this was the worst and most disrespectful thing you could have done to us but at least we now get to play on the same team but still fuck you man
Veronique Comeau
@veroniquecomeau
@brad_brad_brad this was a bigger dickish move than Gil being homophobic kinda and Gil is still sleeping at Drapeau’s house
JJBoizeau
@JjBoizie
@brad_brad_brad fuck you Brad you caused Montreal to become a shit team with only 2 good players but I hope @shanehollander a much better time with the @ottawacentaursofficial. Please don't beat us too badly you two with the rest of your team are gonna make the Centaurs completely unrivalled
Cliff Marleau
@Marlycliff
@rozy81 @shanehollander are you sure we can't convince you both to come to Boston? We are all scared to face Ottawa now.
Bearsfan1971
@andrewjones1971
@Marlycliff the Bears are unstoppable no one will ever take that away from you guys
Ottawa Centaurs
@ottawacentaursoffical
@Marlycliff you and the @bostonbears will be destroyed. No other team will ever win a Stanley Cup again.
Wyatt Hayes
@hazywyatt
@otrawacentaursoffical we are never going to lose a game again
Luca Haas
@lucaHaas2000
@ottawacentaursofficial @rozy81 @shanehollander I can't wait to play with my 2 Idols meine Mutter und mein Vater (their words not mine)
Ilya Rozanov
@rozy81
@lucahaas2000 my baby son your mama is coming to the team
Luca Haas
@lucahaas2000
@rozy81 if anyone is the mom its you @shanehollander has much more dad vibes
Alex Young
@younghockey
@rozy81 you are a mom
Theo Holmberg
@hollybergy
@rozy81 you have massive mom vibes
Nic LaPointe
@Laaaapointy
@rozy81 you are 100% team mom you tried to give me a time out at practice last week
Ilya Rozanov
@rozy81
@Laaaapointy you deserved it
Ottawa Centaurs
@ottawacentaursofficial
@rozy81 you are definitely the mom of the team we can’t wait to see what dad vibes @shanehollander gives off especially to our kids @lucahaas2000 @younghockey @hollybergy @Laaaapointy
Theo Holmberg
@hollybergy
@ottawacentaursofficial WE GET MOM AND DAD I CAN'T WAIT
Luca Haas
@lucahaas2000
@ottawacentaursofficial mom and dad on the same team it's gonna be my literal dream come true
Nic LaPointe
@Laaaapointy
@ottawacentaursofficial Both parents on our team!!!!!!! No one else is gonna stand a chance
Alex Young
@younghockey
@ottawacentaursoffical @rozy81 @shanehollander This is the best thing that has ever happened. Can we have our grandpa on the team too?
Ilya Rozanov
@rozy81
@younghockey he is too old Should be retired
Shane Hollander
@shanehollander
@younghockey @rozy81 Maybe we could persuade him to join us @scotthunter88 feel like joining the family reunion?
Scott Hunter
@scotthunter88
@shanehollander I expected more from you…not sure why though. @lucahaas2000 @younghockey @hollybergy @Laaaapointy you can come to the @kingfisher anytime you are in NYC. My grandchildren deserve only the best nightlife in the city.
Ilya Rozanov
@rozy81
@scotthunter88 DINOSAUR. RAWR. RETIRE.
Jojo
@voyageursgirlie
Not Rozanov chirping at Hunter in the comments after his own children claim @scotthunter88 as their grandfather
Kip
@_itskip_
@scotthunter88 I am not ready to be a grandfather
Jack
@rozanovshusband
I can’t believe Rozanov is bullying his literal father in law in the comments
Rozyswife
@rozanovissexy
@rozanovshusband why is Hunter Shanes dad? Pretty sure he would rather claim Roz as his own
Shanehollandersgirlfriend
@emmy242424
@rozanovissexy no way Hunter would willingly raise that demon. Hollander is way more his child. That man was raised to respect his elders…
Shanehollandersgirlfriend
@emmy242424
I think Scott Hunter knew all along…I think there's some big secret Gay society in the MLH where everyone knows everyone
Jack
@rozanovshusband
@emmy242424 after Hunter and Hollander’s fight a few years back I have to disagree. They would not have fought if Hunter knew.
Scott Hunter
@scotthunter88
@rozanovshusband I knew…
Shane Hollander
@shanehollander
@rozanovshusband @scotthunter88 that might have been what the fight was about…
Shanehollandersgirlfriend
@emmy242424
@scotthunter88 I KNEW IT. I WAS RIGHT @rozanovshusband SUCK IT
Liam
@ottawa4evah
@scotthunter88 okay but how long have you known?
Scott Hunter
@scotthunter88
@ottawa4evah since they planned a hookup on the ice in front of me at their first all starts game
Ilya Rozanov
@rozy81
@shanehollander I told you he would want to listen
Shane Hollander
@shanehollander
@rozy81 ILYA what is wrong with you
Scott Hunter
@scotthunter88
@rozy81 this is exactly why I question why we are even friends
Gil Comeau
@gilcomeau
This shit should be kept out of Hockey
Patrice Drapeau
@realpatdrapeau
@gilcomeau Agreed its discusting and to think Hollander would throw that game just so he would get fucked better
Gil Comeau
@gilcomeau
@realpatdrapeau the little bitch cost us the Stanley cup this year
Veronique Comeau
@veroniquecomeau
@gilcomeau I guess the divorce papers are on their way to you already. So sad that I wasted so long on you.
Shanehollandersgirlfriend
@emmy242424
@veroniquecomeau YES QUEEN
Jojo
@voyageursgirlie
@veroniquecomeau NORMALISE DIVORCING HOMOPHOBIC ASSHOLES
Rose Landry
@rosielandryofficial
@shanehollander I am so proud of you I love you both so much please invite me to the wedding
Shane Hollander
@shanehollander
@rosielandryofficial Thank you! I love you so much too, literally none of this would have been possible without you
Ilya Rozanov
@rozy81
@shanehollander yes she had to tell you that you were super gay
Shane Hollander
@shanehollander
@rozy81 ILYA
Rose Landry
@rosielandryofficial
@shanehollander I told you already like 80% of my boyfriends leave me for other men this was nothing new for me
Shanehollandersgirlfriend
@emmy242424
The concept of Rose Fucking Landry having to tell Shane Fucking Hollander that he is gay when they were dating is sending me I can’t believe it
Yuna
@YunaHollander
@shanehollander @rozy81 Your father and I am so proud of both of you, we love both our sons so much
Ilya Rozanov
@rozy81
@YunaHollander Mama I am favourite though?
Yuna
@YunaHollander
@rozy81 Shhhhh don’t tell Shane
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