Preface
Soft Launch
Posted originally on the Archive of Our Own at https://archiveofourown.org/works/78926951.
- Rating:
- Teen And Up Audiences
- Archive Warning:
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Categories:
- F/F, M/M
- Fandoms:
- Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
- Relationships:
- Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov, Rose Landry/Original Female Character(s)
- Characters:
- Shane Hollander, Ilya Rozanov, Rose Landry, Yuna Hollander, Original Female Character(s)
- Additional Tags:
- Social Media, Texting, Twitter, Instagram, POV Outsider, Post-Book 2: Heated Rivalry (Game Changers), Mentioned Irina Rozanova, Banter, Fluff and Humor, social media manager turned hollanov detective, Multimedia
- Language:
- English
- Stats:
- Published: 2026-02-17 Words: 10,095 Chapters: 1/1
Soft Launch
Summary
“I wondered if you might be able to… hint that Rozanov and I are friends. On my Instagram and other social media. So, once we announce it, the fans won’t be as shocked,” Shane said.
Nicole blinked. “You want me to soft launch that you and Ilya Rozanov are friends?”
“Soft launch?”
What was this life Nicole had found herself in? About to explain a soft launch to two-time MHL MVP Shane Hollander?
Rose tells Shane to hire her friend Nicole as his social media manager. Over many months, Nicole starts to notice that Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov might be a little bit more than rivals and friends.
Notes
Soft Launch
- Rose
- Nicole
- My dear friend
- Nicole
- I am only your dear friend when you need a favor
- Rose
- No!!!
- You are my dear friend always <3
- <3 <3 <3
- Nicole
- Touching
- Rose
- This is not really a favor
- Not strictly
- Actually, I may have a client for you
- Nicole
- Interesting
- I’m listening
- Rose
- A celebrity friend of mine with the worst Instagram I’ve ever seen
- It’s like all sponsored posts
- No personality at all
- Nicole
- We are circling back to favor territory…
- Rose
- I know it sounds like that!! But I promise two things.
- 1) He will pay you very well with my recommendation to have you be his new social media manager.
- 2) He is genuinely very sweet and funny.
- Okay and one last thing, he is also very awkward but I feel like that will get better as you get to know him.
- Nicole
- Well, I am about to finish up managing socials for that HBO show
- They’re not funding social management after next month until there’s a season renewal
- So I was going to look for a new client
- But…
- Rose
- But nothing? <3 <3
- Nicole
- There’s gotta be a catch
- Beyond him being awkward
- Why haven’t you told me his name?
- Rose
- He’s an athlete <3
- Nicole
- Oh my god
- Rose I’ve never done anything sports related lol
- Rose
- I know but I fully believe you can learn
- Nicole
- I don’t want to like fuck up
- Esp if this is your friend
- Rose
- You won’t
- I promise you, this Instagram sucks
- We are at rock bottom, you will absolutely make it better
- Nicole
- Okay
- What’s his name
- Rose
- <3
- Don’t be mad
- Nicole
- Name please
- Rose
- Shane Hollander
- Nicole
- SHANE HOLLANDER?!?!?!
Rose 🌹
Today, 1:21 PM
The Facetime rang for two seconds before Rose picked up. She had a bright, if somewhat apologetic smile on her face. Nicole could see her own alarmed tiny expression in the top right corner of the screen.
“Shane fucking Hollander? Your ex-boyfriend?” Nicole exclaimed into the phone.
“We are friends! You know that,” Rose said, clearly wandering around some hotel room on her end. “It’s totally fine. I’ve been bugging him to do something about his socials, and he never does. So I thought I’d turn to the expert.”
“Rose Landry,” Nicole said slowly, “I only know who Shane Hollander is because you dated him while I was doing socials for X-Squad. He’s, like, the best hockey player ever. I know nothing about hockey!”
“You know who Shane is! I told you a lot about him while we went out. And I know I’ve mentioned him since.”
Nicole dragged a hand across her face. “You’ve told me some things about him as a person, yes. And I had googled him because you were dating him, and I wanted to make cute references on the X-Squad Twitter account about hockey.”
“And you did, didn’t you?” Rose offered, encouragingly. Nicole ignored her.
“Wasn’t he the MVP? Multiple times?” Nicole said. “Look, I just… I want to do a good job for anyone I take on, and I’m not sure I can for Shane Hollander.”
“I’m sharing my screen,” Rose said. Nicole watched as Rose pulled up Instagram and searched for Shane’s profile. To Rose’s credit, she was right. It was all shots from various ad campaigns. Rolex, Reebok, that awful Orange Cream drink, Calvin Klein… Every once in a while, there was a hockey photo, but the shots were pretty uninspired. Rose clicked on the Calvin Klein one, giving an up close view of Shane in a pair of underwear. He was handsome, yes, but this image—and every other—were so devoid of any personality.
“This is grim,” Nicole acknowledged. “Really grim.”
“Nicki, I can see you brainstorming already, you’ve got that look in your eyes.” Rose grinned, leaning towards her camera so only her eyes and forehead were showing.
Nicole said nothing for a moment, ignoring the five or six ideas for posts that had already popped into her head. She glanced between shirtless Shane Hollander in boxer briefs and Rose’s forehead.
With a sigh, she nodded. “Alright, you can put his team in touch.”
Nicole hadn’t heard Rose cheer so loudly since the day they finished X-Squad 3 press.
- Nicole
- Hey Shane! I just wanted to let you know I put a meeting on your calendar for next week to go through my ideas for the next few months of social content.
- I know we spoke over the phone briefly, and I’ve been in touch with your team, but I’m looking forward to getting to talk properly.
- Shane
- Thank you.
- Will these meetings be something we do regularly?
- Nicole
- Yes. I would like to touch base at least once a month.
- Although if you ever have ideas between meetings, you’re welcome to send them my way, or give me a call!
- Shane
- Okay.
- I don’t have any ideas.
- I don’t know much about Instagram or Twitter.
- Nicole
- That’s what I’m here for!
- Shane
- Should I do any research?
- Nicole
- Only if you want to. I’m going to bring some examples to our meeting.
- Such as other hockey players who have a more active and personal presence on Instagram.
- And some other athletes as well in different sports.
- Shane
- What hockey ones?
- Nicole
- Scott Hunter’s page I think is a good example of something a little more personal feeling.
- Obviously he has been in the news lately because of his personal life, but even before he came out, he had a very active presence!
- Morris Kane in Philadelphia also has a really nice social media presence.
- Shane
- Okay. I can look at them.
- Nicole
- If you want an example of something radically different, Ilya Rozanov has a great voice on Instagram.
- Not your style or energy obviously, but just to show you how much you can tailor your platform to your identity.
Shane Hollander
Today, 4:03 PM
Shane, who had been responding very quickly, did not reply immediately. Nicole watched as three dots appeared and disappeared a few times. She knew Rozanov was considered one of Shane’s main rivals. Maybe she’d committed a faux pas by bringing him up at all.
- Shane
- Thank you.
Another lengthy pause. Three dots. Gone. Three dots. Gone. Three dots…
- Shane
- I will look at Rozanov’s page too.
- Nicole
- Sounds great.
- I’ll have lots of stuff prepared for you, so don’t worry too much.
Nicole got a thumbs up reaction to that. Given Shane’s lack of social media awareness, he probably didn’t know that a thumbs up often was a sign of passive aggressive disdain. It's fine, she thought. Hoped.
Fuck, they hadn't even met yet. Hopefully her new boss didn’t totally hate her already.
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- Shane
- Do we have to do that post today?
- Nicole
- No.
- You don’t have to do anything you’re not comfortable with.
- At the end of the day, it’s your account, Shane.
- But I think people will really love it.
- Shane
- My mom told me it was her favorite of all the posts we scheduled.
- Nicole
- I’m not surprised by that.
- Shane
- It’s embarrassing.
- Nicole
- More embarrassing than posing in underwear?
- Shane
- You’re not supposed to bully me.
- Nicole
- I don’t know that much about hockey, but I’m pretty sure you hear worse chirps on the daily.
- I’m trying to give your social media a little joie de vivre!
- It’s a cute post.
- Shane
- Fine.
- You’re right.
- We can post it.
- Nicole
- 😎
Shane Hollander
Today, 10:18 AM
shanehollanderhockeyplayer
Canada
958K 947
shanehollanderhockeyplayerFrom my parent’s cottage.
View all 947 comments
shanemetrosfan116BABY SHANE BABY SHANE BABY SHANE
agirlcalledmarinathis is the cutest thing I’ve ever seen
c.pietThey let Shane out of the Calvin Klein dungeon!!!!
hana_t.eNothing but respect for MY hockey president
nancylightforhas anyone checked in on hayden pike
roselandryloverrgirlShane Hollander has finally learned how to post, everyone say thank you Rose Landry
xxxparrotsno1fanxxxi want this man dead, SOAR PARROTS SOAR!
reebokObsessed.
1 HOUR AGO
hollander’s hollaback girl
@shaneyhollzy
did shane actually figure out how to use instagram or finally hire someone competent for his social media lol
12:06 PM · Dec 5, 2017
2 Retweets 9 Likes
melanie 🏒 @missmontruly
Replying to @shaneyhollzy
He has to have hired someone. I love Shane but let’s be real lmao.
2
5
hollander’s hollaback girl @shaneyhollzy
Replying to @missmontruly
you’re right lol
3
Landorus Therian (lesbian)
@RoseLandorusTherian
How can I make the Shane Hollander childhood photo about Rose Landry
2:29 PM · Dec 5, 2017
3 Retweets 16 Likes
hollander’s hollaback girl @shaneyhollzy
Replying to @RoseLandorusTherian
she posted some baby pics last year for her birthday so maybe he was inspired
4
Landorus Therian (lesbian) @RoseLandorusTherian
Replying to @shaneyhollzy
I can always count on you
1
ilya’s evil kermit @roza81rose
Replying to @RoseLandorusTherian
why are you still following shane hollander they broke up
1
Landorus Therian (lesbian) @RoseLandorusTherian
Replying to @roza81rose
he’s hot
8
ilya’s evil kermit @roza81rose
Replying to @RoseLandorusTherian
ilya rozanov is right there and rose is basically in his name already
2
Landorus Therian (lesbian) @RoseLandorusTherian
Replying to @roza81rose
I googled him and he's also hot. I don’t care about hockey, I can like them both
1
ilya’s evil kermit @roza81rose
Replying to @RoseLandorusTherian
disappointing
- Rose
-
How can I make the Shane Hollander childhood photo about Rose Landry Landorus Therian (lesbian) (@RoseLandorusTherian)
twitter.com - You are doing a great job
- Nicole
- You should see some of the comments on Instagram
- People are convinced you taught him how to post
- Rose
- I basically did
- I told him to hire you
- Nicole
- Fair and true
- Rose
- Please post more Shane baby pictures
- They’re adorable
- Nicole
- Tell him that
- Rose
- I talked to him yesterday and told him how cute it was and he was soooo embarrassed
- Nicole
- Now it’s his third most liked post ever lol
- Rose
- Omg for real??
- Nicole
- His two “I won the hockey cup” posts are higher
- Rose
- THE HOCKEY CUP
- NICKI
- Nicole
- Yes
- Rose
- You know what it’s called!!!!
- You are fucking with me!!
- Nicole
- Yes I am
- You love it
- You’re grinning right now
- Rose
- STOP!!!!
- I hope people unlike it now
Rose 🌹
Today, 3:48 PM
- Nicole
- Shane, could you get me a press pass for one of your games?
- I would like to come and get some photos.
- Shane
- Do you not like the photos the Metros share?
- Nicole
- No. They’re bad.
- Shane
- Oh.
- I’ve never looked at them.
- Nicole
- They’re just kind of boring.
- And they never post more than like two good shots of you.
- Shane
- I can get you a press pass.
- Do you have a camera?
- Nicole
- I do. Before I did content creation and social media management like I do now, I did a lot of photography for brands.
- So I’ve got a nice camera.
- It may take me a bit to get my camera settings right for hockey, but I think I can do it.
Shane Hollander
Today, 2:13 PM
- Nicole
- Most of my pictures ended up like this
- But then…
- Bingo!
- Shane
- You should post the first ones.
- Nicole
- Rose did say you have a sense of humor.
- Shane
- It would be funny.
- Nicole
- Tbh, people might think it’s artsy.
- Shane
- Do it.
- I give my approval.
- Nicole
- Any interest in shaping your feed is good enough for me.
Today, 10:18 PM
shanehollanderhockeyplayer
Montreal, Canada
227K 458
shanehollanderhockeyplayerHat trick + 1.
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shanemetrosfan116LETS GO METROS
clownedtocrownedShane Hollander in his arthouse era
john_baller1You dropped this 👑🐐
hockey.hammondnew power move: post the blurriest fucking picture you’ve ever seen after scoring four goals in a single game
mayamamamiaWhat has possessed Hollzy lmao
shanehollandersfuturewife3I’m single. Mr. Hollander please give me ONE CHANCE.
steph.ever.luverThis man would have run a tumblr aesthetic blog like the navy in 2014
birdwatcher_hockeygodI Don't Understand This Photo And At This Point I'm Too Afraid To Ask
xxxparrotsno1fanxxxBad photo, bad player, SOAR PARROTS SOAR!
1 HOUR AGO
- Yuna
- Nicole, I just wanted to say the increased engagement on Shane’s social media has been a great asset in negotiations with his sponsors and prospective brands. I appreciate you!
- Nicole
- Thank you so much! I’m so glad to hear it’s made a real difference on the management side of things.
Yuna Hollander
Today, 9:48 AM
- Rose
- Why did you never post cool blurry photos of me for X-Squad
- Nicole
- Because if I in any way concealed your beautiful and famous face in the promo, the marketing execs would have hunted me for sport
- Rose
- Booooooo
Rose 🌹
Today, 7:52 PM
- Yuna
- Just an FYI, Nicole, I’m sending an email your way outlining plans Shane has for starting a charity. We are in the very preliminary stages right now, but for awareness.
- He’s founding it with Ilya Rozanov, and it will raise money for mental health and suicide prevention through a series of hockey camps over the summer.
- Nicole
- Reading through it now, looks like an amazing idea.
- Have you assembled a comms/PR team yet?
- Yuna
- Not yet. I’d love to chat about bringing you on to help with the Foundation’s marketing, if that’s something you’re interested in.
- Nicole
- Absolutely interested!
- Yuna
- Fantastic. Let’s discuss at next week’s meeting.
- As noted in the email, and goes without saying, highly confidential right now.
- Nicole
- Of course.
- Yuna
- Thanks, Nicole.
- Last thing, Shane might reach out with an idea he ran by me, adjacent to this. Keep an eye out for that.
- Nicole
- Will do!
Yuna Hollander
Today, 9:06 AM
- Shane
- Hi Nicole.
- Nicole
- Hey there.
- Shane
- Did you see the email my mom sent?
- Nicole
- I did!
- Seems like a really great idea.
- Shane
- I’m glad you think so.
- I’m co-founding it with Ilya Rozanov.
Shane Hollander
Today, 12:33 PM
Shane was typing for a while, then stopped. Nicole waited—as she often did—for him to collect his thoughts in text form. He was not the world’s best texter, especially when it came to discussing other hockey players. Nicole still remembered sending him a funny Rozanov post where he was sprinting away from the Boston mascot for inspiration, then staring at Shane’s three dots appearing off and on for twenty minutes before he wrote: I don’t like mascots.
So Nicole nearly dropped her phone as it buzzed with an incoming call from Shane Hollander. He’d never called if they didn’t have something scheduled.
“Shane,” Nicole said as she picked up. “Hello.”
“Hi, uh, I was typing out stuff, and I just thought maybe it would be easier to explain over the phone.”
Nicole nodded, though Shane couldn’t see that. “Your mom told me you had some kind of idea for the foundation.”
“Yeah. It’s that… You know how Rozanov and I are considered rivals?” Shane asked, then paused expectantly.
“Uh huh,” Nicole replied, trying not to sound nervous. She always felt like she was committing some kind of faux pas whenever Rozanov came up…
“But we are starting this charity.” Another pause.
“Right.” She had no idea what Shane was getting at.
“So I thought people might be confused. Or you might be confused.”
“Confused?” Nicole repeated. “About you guys starting the charity together?”
“Yeah. Since we’re rivals.”
“Well, celebrities do this kind of thing fairly often. Teaming up for a good cause. And I mean, you guys have known each other for years and years at this point, right?”
Shane was quiet for a moment. “It’s been a long time,” he finally said. “The rivalry has never been… Rozanov is great to play against. I never hated him. We’ve gotten along pretty well off the ice, especially the last few years. We’re friends. But I don’t think most fans see it like that.”
“Sports fanatics aren’t always the most rational,” Nicole acknowledged. “And I’ll admit I don’t know hockey fans like you do. So what are you thinking?”
“I wondered if you might be able to… hint that Rozanov and I are friends. On my Instagram and other social media. So, once we announce it, the fans won’t be as shocked,” Shane said.
Nicole blinked. “You want me to soft launch that you and Ilya Rozanov are friends?”
“Soft launch?”
What was this life Nicole had found herself in? About to explain a soft launch to two-time MHL MVP Shane Hollander?
“It’s a term—an old marketing term, actually. Originally, it meant doing a limited or test release of something before it’s available widely. On social media, it’s… Okay. Imagine I started dating someone, but rather than make a post where we’re kissing or something, I just posted a picture where we’re holding hands but you can’t see our faces. That’s a soft launch. You know, I’m teasing our relationship without revealing the person. As opposed to a hard launch, where you just post your new partner openly.”
Shane did not respond after a long moment. Nicole cleared her throat.
“Not that this is the same thing as that,” Nicole said. “We’re talking about soft launching you as friends rather than arch hockey nemeses. But I think the idea is the same. Tease at it, hint that you guys get along well.”
Shane hummed. It wasn't cruel, but it wasn't satisfied either. He was clearly thinking this over very seriously. It felt like when they had first started working together. Shane was always a little stiff, but she thought he’d gotten more comfortable with her in the months since she started. Maybe not… Or just maybe not about this idea. At the back of her mind, Nicole was considering why this seemingly random thing in particular was so important to him—had him so tense—but she couldn’t fully focus on that.
“Here, let me give you a more concrete example,” Nicole said, breaking the silence before it swallowed her whole. “There’s that charity gala next month. Is Rozanov going to be there?”
“He isn’t,” Shane said, before quickly correcting himself. “I mean, I don’t think so. But he probably could get an invite if he asked.”
“Make sure he asks.”
“I could get him an invite, too.”
“Great. I was gonna be there to get photos anyway. We could do something like this for your post about it. First photo, something standard, maybe the group shot they’ll get of all the players in front of a step-and-repeat. Second photo, you with a smaller group of players at a table or something. Third photo, you and Rozanov chatting, smiling.”
“Okay,” Shane said.
“That would just be the start. Whenever you play the Raiders, I’ll be sure to get a picture of you two on the ice for a post-game post.”
“A blurry one?” Shane asked, a little levity finally returning to his voice.
“Ha ha, you’re very funny,” Nicole said sarcastically. “I’ll make sure they’re crystal clear so everyone can tell you and Rozanov are getting along famously.” She opened her work calendar and began to glance through it. “I need to look at what other events we’ve got on the docket where I could conceivably post the two of you.”
“Probably other charity banquets we could find ourselves at,” Shane said. “Honestly, it makes sense we’d both go to a few of those if we’re planning to start our own.”
“Yeah. I’ll talk to your mom about that… I’m sure we can get some pictures of you both at a few. Do you know if Rozanov has a social media person? I suspect he does it himself, but if we could coordinate so you both are posting pictures with the other person, it would be much more effective.”
“He does his own Instagram,” Shane said firmly. Then, he immediately hedged. “Uh, or at least, I think so. I can ask.”
“Alright,” Nicole said slowly, trying not to read into Shane’s tendency to definitively answer before backtracking. “If he is running it on his own, I’d like to get in touch with him. Maybe I can give him some pictures to post, too. Do you think he’d be okay with that?”
“Yeah, I think so,” Shane said.
“Then reach out to him. Or his team, whoever.”
“I will.”
- Ilya
- Hello
- Nicole
- Who is this?
- Ilya
- Ilya Rozanov
- Hollander gave me your number
- Nicole
- Oh! Hey there.
- Nice to meet you.
- Ilya
- Yes
- Hollander attempted to explain soft launch
- Was very funny
- Was embarrassed
- Nicole
- Oh god
- I feel bad
- Ilya
- Do not
- Hysterical to see him explain how I am secret Instagram girlfriend
- Except not so secret
- Nicole
- 😭😭😭
- Poor Shane
- But yes
- It won’t be very secret
- We’ll just start including you in a few of Shane’s posts where it makes sense
- So I wanted to ask if you’d participate and post photos of him too
- Ilya
- Yes
- Soft launch for both of us
- Hollander says you take good photos
- Nicole
- I try
- Post Montreal games and after any league events where you’re both there, I can share pictures
- If Shane flies me to Boston, I’ll get some when he plays there too
- Ilya
- Great
- You should come to Boston
- More fun than Montreal
- Better hockey players
- Nicole
- Hmm, you might want to check the season record!
- But I’ll ask Shane
- Ilya
- I will encourage him
- Or I could cover flight
- If you are helping me with social media, I will pay you
- As consultant
- Nicole
- Thank you!
- I can send over my agreement with Shane if you need an idea for how we structured it
- Obviously since you’re running your own socials, scaled way way down
- Ilya
- Sure
- I will meet you at charity thing? Next week?
- Nicole
- Yes! You got a ticket?
- Ilya
- Yes, see you there
- Nicole
- Looking forward to it
+1 (617) 724-1593
Today, 10:49 PM
- Nicole
- Shane.
- Shane
- Hi Nicole.
- Nicole
- The photos from last night turned out so good.
- You actually look so relaxed!
- Shane
- Do I usually look tense?
- Nicole
- Well!
- You don’t have a great fake photo smile.
- Shane
- My mom says that.
- Nicole
- I don’t know if it’s that you had something to drink or what.
- Maybe Rozanov is your lucky charm!
- The pictures with him in particular look amazing.
- Perfect for the soft launch.
- I picked out one for you and one for Rozanov to post. In your inbox, planning to post around noon.
Shane Hollander
Today, 9:47 AM
There was a longer pause than Nicole expected before Shane replied.
- Shane
- Looks great. Thank you.
- Nicole
- You’re welcome!
- Ilya
- Nicole
- These pictures are great
- Hollander looks very normal
- Nicole
- I tried to tell Shane that as politely as possible
- The hockey pictures I’ve gotten of him look great
- Any other kind of event, it looks like his smile was painted on
- Ilya
- Hollander is very pretty
- But most of time, you cannot tell he is pretty
- Because he smiles like
- 😬
- Nicole
- Am I a terrible person for talking about how awkward my boss’s smiles are behind his back
- Ilya
- No
- One you are photographer
- Is job to try to get good smiles
- Two it is funny
- Most famous hockey player and he cannot fake a smile
- He knows
- Yuna tells him so
- Apparently you also tell him
- Nicole
- I still feel bad
- But grateful to you because whatever you were saying to him got him to actually look at ease
- Ilya
- Funny you say that because I feel like I usually piss him off
- He calls me an asshole everyday
- Nicole
- Does he really???
- Ilya
- Yes
- He is very mean
- Still I think I know how I made him smile
- But I probably cannot teach you my ways
- Russian secret method
- Nicole
- Damn
- Ilya
- Sorry
- But I have good trade
- I convinced Hollander for you to come to Boston to get pictures
- Nicole
- You are a legend!!!
- Thank you
- Ilya
- No problem
- Be sure to get my good side
- 😉
Ilya Rozanov
Today, 10:06 AM
shanehollanderhockeyplayer
New York, New York
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shanehollanderhockeyplayer A fantastic night supporting youth hockey development through @MHLCharities.
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hana_t.eShane Hollander looks so good in a suit
shanehollandersfuturewife3Just one chance please give me just one chance Shane
shanemetrosfan116HELLO??? SLIDE 3???
mayamamamiaHollander and Rozy being friends after the All Star game fries me
xxxparrotsno1fanxxxI won’t forgive him even if he raises money for charity, SOAR PARROTS SOAR!!!
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theilyarozanov There are worse people to spend an evening with at @MHLCharities.
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raidersfanhqno1Boston is the luckiest city on the planet!!!!
heather_e_hansenI won’t say what I am thinking about these photos otherwise I will be banned from this platform
_bluuberry_🥵🥵🥵
kadenparr1Hollander and Rozanov shooting the shit lmao
rozanovrodeoriderThe cup is ours this year 🙏 trust 🙏
ilyarozanovfanpage.6ILYAAAAAAAAA
tom.robertbyIs it hot in here or
sofia_as19Я бы хотел сделать с этим человеком невыразимые вещи.
1 HOUR AGO
hollander’s hollaback girl
@shaneyhollzy
this is so weird……
12:17 PM · Feb 6, 2018
4 Retweets 15 Likes
ilya’s evil kermit @roza81rose
Replying to @shaneyhollzy
are you talking about what I think you’re talking about
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hollander’s hollaback girl @shaneyhollzy
Replying to @roza81rose
i usually do not reply to rozanov accounts but yes
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ilya’s evil kermit @roza81rose
Replying to @shaneyhollzy
are they actually friends now like I know all stars they had fun but like???
2
melanie 🏒 @missmontruly
Replying to @shaneyhollzy @roza81rose
Gang the rivalry was probably always a marketing thing from the league anyway bffr.
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hollander’s hollaback girl @shaneyhollzy
Replying to @missmontruly @roza81rose
allow me time to mourn to the fact i have rozanov fans in my mentions (no offense @roza81rose)
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ilya’s evil kermit @roza81rose
Replying to @missmontruly @shaneyhollzy
none taken I can’t believe I’m here either
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- Nicole
- Are you still filming in Boston a week from now?
- Rose
- Yup, will be through the end of the month
- Nicole
- We should get dinner
- I’m gonna be there for the Montreal Boston game
- Rose
- !!!
- Omg I’m so excited to see you
- What’s happening at the game
- Are you just getting photos
- Nicole
- Basically
- (The official metros pictures suck)
- Rose
- WAIT
- Is this is for the soft launch too
- Nicole
- Did Shane tell you about that lol
- Rose
- Oh yes
- Having Shane start to explain what a soft launch was to me as if I didn’t know
- Priceless
- Nicole
- He put me in touch with Ilya Rozanov because he’ll be posting too
- And he also explained soft launching to him
- Rose
- Oh my fucking god
- This is beautiful
- I should also grab dinner with Shane
- Maybe we could all get food together!
- Oh
- Wait
- I’m just remembering
- He’ll have plans with his team after
- Nicole
- If they win, then maybe, though Shane I don’t think usually parties
- If they lose, usually I think they just like rest in their hotel
- So maybe he could join us?
- That said, he and I are friendly now but we don’t really chat beyond planning his social media
- So I wouldn’t want him to feel awkward if I’m there when he just wants to catch up with you
- Rose
- Good point
- But honestly he’ll probably be busy, or tired
- Maybe if I have a free weekend, I’ll come up to Montreal to see him.
- Nicole
- You? Have a free weekend???
- Rose
- A girl can dream!
- Nicole
- Well, if you do visit Montreal to see Shane, that’s fine, but I would like at least to say hi
- Rose
- I would not be in your city and not see you!!!
- Nicole
- Just making sure
- Rose
- Ex-boyfriends < girl friends
- <3
Rose 🌹
Today, 11:02 AM
shanehollanderhockeyplayer
Boston, Massachusetts
281K 98
shanehollanderhockeyplayerTough game, but great work from the whole team.
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c.piet“from the whole team” me when I lie
shanemetrosfan116Metros forever!!!!
shanehollandersfuturewife3Omfg Shane you did all the work babe
nancylightforThree goals and an assist come on now
hockey.hammondMan’s carrying the metros on his back
xxxparrotsno1fanxxxTHREE GOALS AND YOU STILL LOST, SOAR PARROTS SOAR!!!
2 HOURS AGO
theilyarozanov
Boston, Massachusetts
301K 206
theilyarozanovHollander copied me again 🙄 I got hat trick first.
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rozanovrodeoriderLMAOOOO not the Instagram chirp
raidersfanhqno1Raiders still won Ilya don’t worry
katietaylorhylandI’ve grown quite fond of you Ilya Rozanov
h_richard_devFUCK MONTREAL!!!!
kadenparr1Calling out Hollander but grinning like an idiot I see you Ilya
roselandryloverrgirlRose Landry’s presence in Boston has blessed your team
1 HOUR AGO
roselandry
Boston, Massachusetts
765K 453
roselandry Boston dump!
📸 me, @samsonsmith1, and @nicolesemicolon.
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valerie.kelley39😍😍😍😍😍
sav_middletonLOVE YOU ROSE
roselandryloverrgirlLiterally the most beautiful person ever
mark.g.murphShe is the moment
nicolesemicolonmove to montreal, miss you already
30 MINUTES AGO
- Yuna
- Nicole, I just sent a contract over email, but you’re officially on board to be managing social media for the Irina Foundation!
- Nicole
- Amazing! Can’t wait to get started.
- Yuna
- I’ll be putting some meetings on your calendar. We’re still a ways from announcing, but we’re planning a photoshoot with Shane and Ilya in the next couple weeks. I’m in talks for the Foundation to be featured in some magazines, and we want visuals for that and for our website.
- Nicole
- Great idea.
- Would I be able to come and get some more casual pictures of the two of them after the shoot is officially over?
- I’ve been thinking about what Shane’s announcement post should be. Some photos of them just having fun on the ice would be really good for that.
- Yuna
- Absolutely. I’ll make sure to build in some time for you to get photos with them once the main crew is done.
- Nicole
- Thank you!
Yuna Hollander
Today, 9:48 AM
Nicole watched the official promotion photographers haul the last of their things away from where she sat on the players’ bench, glancing over her own equipment to make sure she was prepared. Ilya skated over to where she was, flashing her a blinding grin; Shane followed a moment later, looking much less enthusiastic. Both were dressed in ordinary street clothes, an unusual sight on the ice.
“Yuna says you have more for us to do,” Ilya said. “Is very difficult work, starting charity.”
Nicole reached down to where her camera sat beside her on the bench and pulled the strap over her head as she stood, carefully opening the boards door and stepping out onto the ice. During game days, Nicole shot via a small window in the acrylic shielding, sticking her lens through. For today, though, with just the two skating around, it would be easier to be out there with them.
“I hope this won’t be very intense at all. Just candids. My idea is just to have you two skate around, shooting the shit, and I’ll get pictures of you having a good time,” she explained. “Have fun.”
Ilya smiled at Shane, who just sighed and leaned his head back.
“I’m not going to look good,” Shane said. “I’m photo-ed out.”
“You always look good, Hollander,” Ilya replied before Nicole could say anything.
“I agree with Ilya,” Nicole said. “You look nice. But also, you’re not posing. Skate around a bit, don’t think about me.”
Shane let out another sigh, but Ilya grabbed his arm and began to drag him further onto the ice. Seemingly in protest, Shane just kind of stood there while Ilya started skating in wide circles around him, taunting him about some kind of footwork drill.
Nicole took a ton of pictures, watching through the camera display as Shane’s expression softened from tired and annoyed to smiley and… fond. Once Shane finally started skating too, it immediately devolved into the two of them chasing each other around one end of the rink. She couldn’t hear every word they were saying, but she swore she heard Ilya call Shane by his first name rather than Hollander. Alongside the steady clicks of the camera shutter, she felt her mind connecting what she was seeing with observations she’d made across the months she’d worked for Shane and later Ilya.
Ilya called Shane good looking just now, and he had called him pretty while texting Nicole before. More than that, any time they were together, Ilya seemed to light up. He was constantly teasing Shane, but there didn’t seem to be any kind of harsh edge to it. It felt a lot more like flirting than off-ice hockey chirping, at least in what Nicole had witnessed. Ilya certainly had the reputation for that, but it felt a bit different with Shane—and not just because they were supposedly rivals.
Shane seemed more uptight about Ilya, but Nicole was beginning to see that it was probably overcompensating to hide how much he really liked the guy. Her job was largely posting photos that made Shane look appealing, and she must have taken thousands of pictures of him at this point. There were only two kinds where he truly looked at ease or genuinely happy: 1) on the ice in the midst of a great game, and 2) standing next to Ilya Rozanov. Sometimes both at once. Especially both at once.
There could be another explanation, maybe. For Ilya’s bright demeanor around Shane. For Shane’s authentic joy around Ilya. Some other reason for the closeness other than the two of them being in love.
But Nicole was pretty sure of what she saw.
Whatever game of chase they were playing ended as they skidded to a stop in front of where Nicole stood. She watched the images flash across the viewscreen—and there it was.
A shot where Ilya was laughing loud and bright, hands on his hips and head tilted slightly back. Shane, leaning half forward with his hands on his knees from where he had been panting, had a genuine smile on his face as he looked over towards him.
She took a few more rapidly, watching as Ilya’s laughter subsided and he looked at Shane with a warm expression. Shane’s eyes met his, then, and the tenderness on his face… Nicole glanced down and lowered her camera—feeling like she was intruding on something she wasn’t meant to see.
“Well,” Nicole said, clearing her throat slightly. “I think I've taken enough. You two are free to go.”
She tried to shut out what she just saw on her camera. It was not her place to know that. Not until it was entrusted to her.
They were great pictures, beautiful really, but they wouldn’t work for Instagram. Revealed too much in the honesty of their gazes. Nicole was confident she’d figure something else out. In fact, she’d bet a new camera lens that Ilya had workable selfies with Shane on his phone. She headed for the boards, Ilya and Shane following.
“See, Hollander? Nicole is professional. She will not make you look bad,” Ilya said.
Shane’s gentle expression flipped to an irritated one. “Every person who took my picture earlier was a professional, too.”
Nicole held open the door, managing a little smile on her own face at their banter. Shane walked through in a huff. Ilya followed with a smirk.
“They are not as good as Nicole is,” Ilya said. “Right, Nicole?”
“They’re fine. Shane, you always look good—you’re just a bit stiffer in formal shoots. I think the best pictures of you are naturalistic ones.”
“Naturalistic,” Ilya repeated, exaggerating the vowels. “Good word.” He sat down and began to remove his skates.
Shane joined him, loosening the laces and muttering, “I feel like I’m being bullied.”
“I have never bullied you. Never in my life,” Ilya said.
“I have tried not to bully you because I work for you,” Nicole added. “But I think Ilya enables me.”
“I’m sure he does,” Shane agreed dryly. “So, we're done for the day?”
“Yup,” Nicole said. “Yuna told me she was going to see the photo crew out. Said she’d call you later, too.”
Shane let out another sigh, but this one was full with relief. Ilya glanced between him and Nicole, then clapped his hands.
“I have an idea,” Ilya said. “Let’s get dinner.”
Shane turned to stare at him. “What?”
“Been lots of work, doing all this. Let’s go out and get dinner. You people live here. There must be places to eat.”
Nicole blinked, surprised by the suggestion. But it sounded fun, honestly. “Uh, well, there’s a good Mexican place near here. I sometimes go after games.”
“Ilya,” Shane said, his voice a lot harsher than Nicole was used to hearing, “we can’t just go out to dinner.”
“I think we can,” Ilya said, waving a hand. “We are soft launched. We are going with our mutual friend to dinner.”
Nicole’s gaze darted between the two hockey players, lingering on Shane who looked like he had a stick up his ass.
“Uh, Shane, we don’t have to,” she said, feeling uneasy now. If she knew what she wasn't supposed to know, if Shane and Ilya were really… close. Well, she’d understand why Shane was so nervous about this. She could give him an out. “Not if you don’t want to. I know you have your diet, and stuff.”
“It’s not about my diet,” Shane said. “I just don’t think it’s a good idea.” He looked pointedly at Ilya.
“Is your Mexican place small?” Ilya asked.
“Pretty small. It’s a local place,” Nicole said, watching Shane carefully. Maybe she should shut this all down. Pretend she had plans she forgot or something.
“Ilya,” Shane said again in the same tense voice. His voice cut off, eyes widening slightly. “I mean, Rozanov—we shouldn’t.”
“Okay, so if people see us, what is the headline?” Ilya said. “They write ‘Hollander and Rozanov Seen With Mysterious Woman Eating Tacos.’ I think we could survive.”
Shane and Ilya glared at each other, and Nicole wondered if they had some kind of mental link where they were continuing their argument through eye contact alone. After a deathly silent few seconds, Shane turned away.
“Fine,” Shane said quietly. “Let's go have dinner.”
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- Rose
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MYSTERY GIRL Spotted With Hockey HottiesSpotted in Montreal last night, a youn…
celebclip.com - Hello mystery girl
- You never got papped with me!
- One of the many ways I am a better celebrity friend than Shane Hollander
Rose 🌹
Today, 8:26 AM
- Ilya
- I have changed your name in my phone
- Nicole is gone
- You are MYSTERY GIRL
Ilya Rozanov
Today, 9:41 AM
- Shane
- Sorry about the article.
- I fucking knew that was gonna happen.
- Nicole
- It’s completely fine lol
Shane Hollander
Today, 10:33 AM
ilya’s evil kermit
@roza81rose
can we talk about hollanov going out with a girl together
3:42 PM · Jun 11, 2018
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hollander’s hollaback girl @shaneyhollzy
Replying to @roza81rose
i’m sorry are we calling them HOLLANOV???
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ilya’s evil kermit @roza81rose
Replying to @shaneyhollzy
yes they’re now friends let’s give them a couple name
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hollander’s hollaback girl @shaneyhollzy
Replying to @roza81rose
hollanov i guess is better than rozander
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melanie 🏒 @missmontruly
Replying to @shaneyhollzy @roza81rose
Is there some kind of fucked up love triangle happening here
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hollander’s hollaback girl @shaneyhollzy
Replying to @missmontruly @roza81rose
no lmao
1
ilya’s evil kermit @roza81rose
Replying to @missmontruly @shaneyhollzy
something is familiar about mystery girl to me tbh but i can’t place it
2
Landorus Therian (lesbian)
@RoseLandorusTherian
Why are you guys retweeting a blurry ass photo of Nicole Semino lol @roza81rose
4:02 PM · Jun 11, 2018
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ilya’s evil kermit @roza81rose
Replying to @RoseLandorusTherian
WHAT? you know her??
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Landorus Therian (lesbian) @RoseLandorusTherian
Replying to @roza81rose
No lmao she’s Rose’s friend, she’s like a social media person
3
ilya’s evil kermit @roza81rose
Replying to @RoseLandorusTherian
wait YES @Shaneyhollzy @Missmontruly
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hollander’s hollaback girl @shaneyhollzy
Replying to @RoseLandorusTherian @missmontruly @roza81rose
WAITTTT i wonder if she’s behind shane’s instagram looking better
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melanie 🏒 @missmontruly
Replying to @RoseLandorusTherian @roza81rose @shaneyhollzy
Hollanov stealing Rose Landry’s social media person was not on my bingo card
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Landorus Therian (lesbian) @RoseLandorusTherian
Replying to @missmontruly @roza81rose @shaneyhollzy
She and Rose are def still friends, Rose literally just tagged her for photo credit on her last post
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ilya’s evil kermit @roza81rose
Replying to @RoseLandorusTherian @missmontruly @shaneyhollzy
there’s so much lore here
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- Nicole
- Ilya, congrats on Ottawa!!
- If you ever want me to come get pictures of you like I do for Shane, I definitely can
- It’s only two hours and change from Montreal
- Ilya
- Nicole
- You are maybe one of four people on earth not asking me why I have done this
- Nicole
- I mean, I don’t know much about hockey
- But I think Boston would have offered to keep you if you wanted to stay?
- So I’m happy for you!
- Unless you aren’t
- Then forget this conversation happened
- Ilya
- No I am happy
- It is nice someone else is too
- Thank you MYSTERY GIRL
- Nicole
- I had nearly forgotten my new legal name
Ilya Rozanov
Today, 4:01 PM
- Nicole
- Hey Shane.
- I’ve been thinking about what your announcement on your personal Instagram should look like for the Irina Foundation.
- I thought maybe you should try to write something about Ilya.
- Obviously we’ve made it clear you guys are friendly now, so I think talking about your friendship with him and why the foundation is important to you would be really powerful.
- Shane
- Shouldn’t you or my mom write it?
- I’m not really good at that kind of thing.
- Nicole
- We will definitely help edit it.
- But I’d like the base version to be your own words.
- Shane
- Alright.
- If it’s terrible, you have to promise you’ll write a better one.
- Nicole
- I promise.
- And it won’t be terrible!
- I know you care a lot about this.
- And about Ilya.
- I think it’ll make a big impression on people if it’s really your voice.
- Shane
- I’ll let you know when I have a draft.
- Nicole
- Thank you!
Shane Hollander
Today, 11:19 AM
- Nicole
- Hey Ilya
- I’ve been planning how Shane is gonna announce the foundation, but wanted to see what you want to do on your page
- I know this is very personal to you, so I want to help you do whatever you think is best
- Ilya
- I have given it some thought
- I think I would like to talk about my mother
- And post a picture of her
- I do not have many photos
- But there is one I think would be good
- Need to scan it in, is physical picture
- Nicole
- If you need help with that, let me know
- And I can clean it up after the scan with the colors and any damage
- Ilya
- Good
- I will share what I write with you
- Hard in English to say sometimes these things
- Nicole
- I’ll be happy to read over it
Ilya Rozanov
Today, 12:32 PM
- Ilya
- Have emailed you the picture
- It is faded if you could fix
- Nicole
- I’ll go download it now
- Wow
- She is so beautiful, Ilya
- Ilya
- She is
- Nicole
- Her smile reminds me of yours
- Has Shane seen this?
- Ilya
- No
- Nicole
- You should send it to him
- I think he would like it
Ilya Rozanov
Today, 7:04 PM
- Rose
- Why did Shane just text me thanking me for bullying him to hire you
- Nicole
- Because I’m very good at my job
- And I’m a decent friend
- Rose
- More than decent
- The absolute best
Rose 🌹
Today, 7:51 PM
- Nicole
- Everything is scheduled! Will be simultaneous with the press conference.
- Yuna
- Thank you.
- We’re finally here!
- Nicole
- I know!
Yuna Hollander
Today, 6:03 AM
shanehollanderhockeyplayer
Ottawa, Canada
1.1M 2.1K
shanehollanderhockeyplayer I met Ilya Rozanov when I was seventeen years old. Everyone knows that he has been my rival since our rookie season. What they don’t know is that, for many years, he has also been my friend. There are few people on earth who understand what it’s like to compete at the highest levels of this sport. To captain a MHL team before you turn twenty. To carry the legacy of an Original Six team. To carry the Cup—to chase after it again and again. To step onto the ice, and become the best version of yourself.
Ilya Rozanov understands. Whenever we play against one another, we push each other to be that best version or something even better.
Still, none of this comes without enormous pressure. Everyone knows that this game takes a physical toll on players’ bodies, but there’s a mental cost too. Mental health is not talked about nearly enough—not just in our sport but across the world. Ilya came to me with the idea to start a charity that could raise money for organizations supporting people struggling with depression and other mental illnesses. Together, we created the @irinafoundation.
I am fortunate to have many people I call friends in this league. But there’s only ever been one person I would call my peer. And there’s no one I would rather partner with to raise funds and awareness for this important cause.
Ilya and I hope to see you at the @irinafoundation.
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1 HOUR AGO
theilyarozanov
Ottawa, Canada
1.5M 3K
theilyarozanov This is my mother, Irina. I do not think I have ever talked about her publicly. She was amazing. I miss her every day. She had the best laugh. She was very beautiful. But my mother also struggled with depression. She needed help, and she did not get it.
I was twelve when she died. Ever since, I have always wanted to find a way to give support to those who are also struggling. And to let them know they are not alone.
When I came up with the idea for the @irinafoundation, I asked my friend Shane Hollander to co-found it with me. People imagine us as enemies, but that is not true. We have known each other for close to a decade, and we have been friends for many years. Suicide prevention and mental health awareness is a cause he cares deeply about, like me.
We will be launching youth hockey camps beginning next summer as a part of the @irinafoundation. I hope you will join us. Для тебя, мама.
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1 HOUR AGO
- Rose
- Nicole
- I just saw the foundation posts
- Did you write those???
- Nicole
- Not entirely
- I had them both spend a long time writing a draft
- Important for it be mostly their own voice, especially for Shane
- I did do a lot of editing but…
- The spirit of it is them
- Rose
- It was beautiful
- You’re incredible
- I hope you know that
- Nicole
- Thank you
- I miss you
- Rose
- I miss you too
- Miss your voice
- Facetime later?
- Nicole
- Please
Rose 🌹
Today, 12:28 PM
Landorus Therian (lesbian)
@RoseLandorusTherian
How are you guys doing @roza81rose @Shaneyhollzy @Missmontruly
1:02 PM · Nov 10, 2018
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ilya’s evil kermit @roza81rose
Replying to @RoseLandorusTherian @missmontruly @shaneyhollzy
HOLLANOV ARE ACTUALLY BEST FRIENDS I’M DEAD
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hollander’s hollaback girl @shaneyhollzy
Replying to @RoseLandorusTherian @missmontruly @roza81rose
it’s gonna take me a minute to fully bury the blood feud to be clear but i am also dead
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melanie 🏒 @missmontruly
Replying to @RoseLandorusTherian @roza81rose @shaneyhollzy
I’m dead
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Landorus Therian (lesbian) @RoseLandorusTherian
Replying to @missmontruly @roza81rose @shaneyhollzy
Well I’m not dead but Rose liked the post so I will be happy (?) for you guys
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- Ilya
- Question
- If I had other faded pictures
- Or if they have damage
- Could you help fix them for me
- With your photoshop
- Not for posting
- Just for me to have better quality
- Nicole
- I could do that, absolutely
- Ilya
- I can pay you for extra service
- Since it is outside of normal job
- Nicole
- Don’t pay me
- I’m happy to help for something like this
- I consider you a friend at this point, Ilya
Ilya Rozanov
Today, 1:06 PM
Nicole stared at the text she just sent—doubt suddenly creeping up on her. Was it too forward to call Ilya a friend? She did work for him, but more than Shane, she felt like they got along… Her concern vanished a moment later as Ilya replied.
- Ilya
- You are a good friend
- Thank you
- I will email them later
- Nicole
- Shane do NOT share what I am about to send you
- Shane
- ??
- Okay???
- Nicole
- And do NOT tell Ilya
- Promise me
- Shane
- Okay!!!! I promise!
- Nicole
- Little Ilya and Irina
- You’re welcome
- Shane
- Oh my god
- I’ve never seen this before
- Thank you
- Nicole
- Don’t tell him I shared this with you!!
- Shane
- I won’t!
Shane Hollander
Today, 6:51 PM
- Ilya
- Nicole
- Nicole
- Oh my god
- Ilya when did you rename this chat that
- Ilya
- What is your address
- Shane and I have teamed up for Christmas gift
- Nicole
- You guys didn’t have to get me anything
- Ilya
- You got us both the gel cats
- Shane
- Jellycats
- Ilya
- Why the fuck do they call it a jellycat
- Does not even make sense
- Nicole
- I don’t know why they’re called that tbh
- And I’ve never seen a jelly themed one
- I got Rose one that was a rose bouquet
- Shane
- Is it as cute as the hockey puck ones you got us
- Nicole
- …
- Do not tell her
- But I think the hockey pucks are cuter
- Ilya
- Another day, another victory over Rose Landry
- Shane
- You’re such an asshole
- Nicole
- The rose bouquet is also cute to be clear
- She really liked it
- Ilya
- I can’t believe you had to see that inferior creature, little hockey puck
- Know you are better
- Shane
- Oh my fucking god
- Nicole what is your address
- Nicole
- Nicole Semino 4422 Rue Berri Apt 7 Montréal, QC H2J 2R2
- Shane
- You should get a large package in the mail in the next couple days
- It’s from us
- Ilya
- No
- It is a bomb
- 💣💥💥
- Shane
- How do I remove him from the chat
🏒🏒 + Mystery Girl 💃
Today, 8:13 PM
nicolesemicolon
Montreal, Canada
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nicolesemicolon SCREAMED!!!!! I AM STILL SCREAMING!!!! HAVE YOU EVER SEEN SOMETHING SO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!! @shanehollanderhockeyplayer @theilyarozanov THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH
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roselandryPhotography queen 👑
shanehollanderhockeyplayerI’m glad you like it, Nicole!
theilyarozanovYour pictures should be 80% more sexy now
emememmiegirI I knew you knew rose landry but when did you befriend the two greatest hockey players alive wtf
peterfitzphotographyis that the 70-200mm F2.8???? holy shit nicole!
1 HOUR AGO
- Shane
- Do you have plans after the Ottawa game next week?
- Nicole
- I do not!
- Is there an event?
- Shane
- No
- I wondered if you wanted to come over to my place for dinner
- Ilya is coming too
- Like a mini foundation launch celebration
- Nicole
- That sounds wonderful
- I’d love to come
Shane Hollander
Today, 6:27 AM
Shane had been tense and fidgety the entire meal. Ilya, for his part, was quite relaxed—definitely noticing Shane’s restlessness and offering the occasional reassuring hand on his shoulder without comment. Dutifully, Nicole ignored that and enjoyed the salmon dish they were having.
As she reached for her wine glass, Shane suddenly cleared his throat.
“Uh, Nicole. We had something we wanted to tell you.” Shane’s voice was calm, but he was struggling to maintain eye contact. He always did that when he was really nervous.
Nicole paused mid motion, letting her hand fall back to the table and offering him as welcoming a smile as she could. Was it happening? Finally?
“What is it?” Nicole said, trying to sound and look as casual as possible.
“Ilya and I are… We’re together. We’re partners. Well, not like partners for the foundation. Or, not just that. We’re boyfriends.”
Ilya nodded at the explanation, reaching over to place his hand on top of where Shane’s clenched fist rested on the table. Shane immediately relaxed at Ilya's touch. “Yes. We are a couple.”
Nicole smiled, forcing it to not split across her face like a madwoman, like she totally had no idea already. “That’s wonderful! Thank you guys for trusting me with that. I’m really happy for you both.”
Shane’s face flooded with immediate relief, a feeling Nicole somewhat shared. It’s about fucking time! Finally! They had just said it! No more trying to pretend she wasn’t seeing what she absolutely was seeing! They were boyfriends!
But Nicole was not an actor. Something in her expression must give something away, because Ilya smirked, his free hand gesturing towards her.
“When did you figure it out?” Ilya asked.
Nicole tried to fight back a broader, slightly embarrassed, smile at the question. “I don’t know what you mean.”
“You are only a little bit better liar than Shane.”
Shane looked at Ilya, mildly offended before turning back to Nicole with curiosity.
“You… figured it out?”
Nicole sighed. She leaned back in her chair, drumming her fingers on the dining table.
“When we took photos on the ice in June… I was pretty certain then. I didn’t end up using them because it looked like you two were in love. But there had been things that made me wonder before that. I tried not to think about it because it felt like something I needed to be told, not… something I deduce,” she said.
“Since June?” Shane asked. “Six months ago? And you didn’t say anything?”
“Of course not. Who would I tell?” Nicole asked. “I didn’t even mention it to Rose. I thought she might be in the loop, but… I didn’t want to share anything I wasn’t supposed to know.”
“Rose knows,” Shane said, his expression softening. “She actually… made me realize I was gay.”
Nicole actually laughed at that. “Of course she did. Well, she still didn’t hear anything from me.”
“I told Shane we could tell you many months ago. He was worried,” Ilya said. “I said you were a friend now.”
“And you are, Nicole, I was just…” Shane said, then sighed. “Obviously, it has to be really private.”
“Of course. I honestly felt guilty for a while once I realized,” Nicole admitted. “I can’t believe I called it soft launching, Shane. I’m so sorry. That must have been so stressful.”
“No, no,” Ilya said. “So funny. I did not stop laughing when Shane explained to me.”
Ignoring his boyfriend, Shane just nodded. “Yeah, I, uh…” He let out a little chuckle. “I freaked out a little bit after you called it a soft launch. But it wasn’t your fault. You definitely didn’t know then.”
“Not back then,” Nicole said. “I’m still sorry. I wanted to try to tell you guys I was gay too, but I couldn’t figure out a way to do it subtly.”
“You’re gay?” Shane said.
“Yeah.”
“Are all of Rose Landry’s friends gay?” Ilya said, with an exaggerated sense of exasperation. “And still, she is not gay! Maybe she should be.”
Nicole glanced away for a moment at that. She had, selfishly, had that exact thought more than a few times. Not the time to focus on that, though.
“Just like Rose, your secret is safe with me,” Nicole said, looking back up at the pair. “And if I can support you in any way, not just with work but in general, let me know.”
“You can send me the prettiest pictures you get of Shane,” Ilya said immediately. “And you can caption them ‘your beautiful boyfriend.’”
Nicole laughed as Shane flushed, at last reaching to get some more wine.
- Nicole
- Hey, you free right now?
- Rose
- Yup, back at my hotel!
- Finished filming a half hour ago
- Nicole
- Just had dinner with Shane and Ilya
- Gonna call you
Rose 🌹
Today, 10:48 PM
The FaceTime rang for approximately one second before it connected. Nicole leaned back against her couch as Rose’s face filled her screen.
“Hey,” Nicole said, unable to resist a smile at Rose’s expectant expression.
“How was dinner?” Rose asked, leaning towards the camera and waggling her eyebrows. “Did anything interesting happen?”
“They told me they’re a couple,” Nicole replied. “And Shane informed me you’ve known for a while.”
There was a shout from the other end, a mix of relief and celebration. Rose had thrown her head back and was shaking a fist in the air.
“Yes! Nicole, I need you to know I told Shane to tell you a full year ago. I get why he was nervous, but oh my God. It was getting ridiculous—I was starting to wonder if you really didn’t know or were just waiting for them to share.” Rose shook her head. “But you knew, didn’t you?”
“I’ve known for a while, and kinda suspected something was up for even longer,” Nicole said, getting up from her couch to walk around. Too much energy. “Ilya was always very complimentary to Shane in our texts. And Shane clearly was so weird every time I brought up Ilya.”
“And you never said anything to me!” Rose said. “Not once!”
“I didn’t want to put you in a position where you felt like you would betray Shane’s trust by confirming something I suspected,” Nicole explained.
“You are stupidly nice to do that,” Rose said. “But I’m grateful. I’m glad they could tell you on their own terms.” She began to shake the camera in excitement. “And now, whenever they get married, I’ll have a date for the wedding!”
“A date?” Nicole repeated, trying to sound totally cool and normal.
“Yes! I can go with someone I actually want to be there with,” Rose said. There was a moment of quiet as Nicole watched Rose’s expression flicker a bit as her own words seemed to wash over her. There was uncharacteristic hesitation on her face. Nicole felt some worry creep in.
“You alright, Rose?” Nicole asked softly.
Rose stared at Nicole a moment longer, a smile returning to her face. She looked less uncertain now, though a little nervous. “Would… Would you actually like to be my date?”
Nicole blinked. “Not just as friends?”
“Not just as friends. My real date. Is that weird?” Rose said.
“Not at all,” Nicole said, feeling her cheeks go pink. “I’d love to be your date.”
“We might want to go out and do something before then,” Rose said, “since we’re planning to go to a wedding that does not even exist yet.” Her grin quirked up at the side. “I could take you out to dinner.”
Nicole felt her entire face begin to blush now. “I would love that.”
Rose was looking at her with such a soft, tender smile that Nicole couldn’t bear it. She glanced away from the screen for a moment, trying to restrain her own stupid grin and flushed cheeks. Then, her face went blank as she was hit with a realization.
“Oh no,” she said, turning back to Rose with a mild horror.
“What’s wrong?” Rose asked, instantly concerned at her slightly-more-than-a-friend's sudden alarm.
“Rose, I can’t be your date when they get married—I’ll probably be the wedding photographer!”
Rose’s expression split into an even bigger smile than it had before. And her howling laughter that followed only mildly alleviated Nicole’s genuine photographic panic.
Nicole watched as the three dots appeared and disappeared for several minutes before the phone buzzed with Shane’s contact popping up.
“Hi Shane.”
“Sorry, I… couldn’t type it out,” he said a little sheepishly.
“That’s okay. What’s up?”
“Well, remember how we did the soft launch?” Shane asked.
“I do,” Nicole said.
“Theoretically, like years in the future probably, you know… If we wanted to announce we were actually a couple publicly, how would you go about it?”
“How would we do a hard launch?” Nicole wondered, and then felt herself smile. “I might have a few ideas.”
Afterword
End Notes
Thank you so much for reading! I have NOT read The Long Game yet, so please do not spoil it for me in the comments.
A massive thank you to three people. First, my younger brother—without his help, I would not have finished coding the Instagram post sections. (I also might have gone mad with no one to vent to about coding.) Endlessly grateful to you for using your nearly completed Computer Science degree to aid me in creating multimedia fanfiction.
And next, my dear friends Ang and Anna. They were fabulous betas whose edits made this story SO MUCH better. Ang, thank you for your social media management expertise, love for Nicole, and endless encouragement. Anna, thank you for helping me perfect the voices of everyone in text/posting form, amp up my phrasing, and develop poor Nicole’s anxiety.
On the CSS front, I made the Instagram posts using this blog by bk_bharathikannan as a base, then made A LOT of alterations for AO3. If anyone is interested in using the Instagram post styling, I could share the CSS and HTML as a work under fic reference. I need to clean up the code for public use, but would be happy to share. Thank you again to my brother for his help. #siblingsinstem
For the other social media posts, I used starskin’s Twitter Work Skin, Azdaema Codes’ iMessage Skin, and BookKeep’s Google Search Suggestions Work Skin. Thank you to these incredible users for sharing their hard work!
For the posts/profiles, I used screenshots from the show, production stills released by HBO and shared by Sabrina Lantos, BTS from Christina Chang, BTS of Hudson and Connor’s Vanity Fair shoot from Parker Burr, BTS from Arthur Moukhortov, BTS from Jackson Parrell, BTS from Zinka Tuminski, BTS from Devan McHarg, and photos from Sophie Nélisse’s Instagram. And I photoshopped an archived hudcon selfie. The great Margarita Terekhova served as Irina in the images I used, featuring her daughter Anna Terekhova (with slightly photoshopped hair by me) as little Ilya.
If you enjoyed this, you may like my hollanov knights au, which does include a tiny Nicole cameo lol. Thanks again for reading <3
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